QotD: Favorite TV Commercial

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Actually it was the 1970 commercial for Head and Shoulders and I had picked Head and Shoulders because Bobby Darin had prefected all of his wigs after raking off all of his hair stems to get that perfect look. He should have just used Head and Shoulders. Dah! Then he died on me. Would he have lived longer if Sandra Dee had not been arrested in place of Linda Kaspian? Would he have lived longer if police investigators had not thrown hot water into her face partially blinding her for months? Would he have lived longer if an investigator had not taken a crow bar to Sandra's body. Bobby released a wedding photo showing Sandra's broken fingers to the press. Would he have lived longer if the Sheryl Thorn sextuplets whom Sandra Dee and himself were going to adopt, had not been removed from a nursury and axed out in a loney field by two blonds, one light brown haired woman and two Japanese girls along with a brood of their friends? Sandra Dee can be seen with four of the Thorn babies on YOUTUBE under Giggling Babies and she can barely move her jaw from a beating. He had a bad heart everyone knew that Bobby Darin had a bad heart. All his life all he ever knew was that he could not go into a grocery store because his mother had aboriginal dna and his father Jerry Lee Lewis was a Jew. All he knew was the dark side of the street because the law forbade his walking on the "sunny side" of the street. I don't understand.
When people hear the song composed by Estelle Parsons and her black friend, "Somewhere out there"...people just feel so comforted...me I just cry. I don't even want to hear the song. Thus, Cindi Lauper composed the song, "Walking on the Sunny Side of the Street". Why did the aboriginals and blacks put up with this bullshit!?!
There is television then there is TELEVISION. I had this dream last night...well, truth be told...I keep adding to this dream in small baby steps over the last couple of months. I dreamt that I existed before in Heaven. I don't know how long I was up there perhaps for millineums. Or, maybe I was not conceived before Adam and Eve. Perhaps, this dream started just before the flood after the "original angels" took human wives for themselves, that being told, part angel...part human.
Jude 6
""And the angels that did not keep their original position but forsook their own proper dwelling place he ha reserved with eternal bonds under dense darkness for the judgment of the great day."
2 Peter 2:4
"Certainly if God did not hold back from punishing the angels that sinned, but, by throwing them into Tartarus delevered them to pits of dense darkness to be reserved for judgment."
But (in my dreams) I am not in neither the watery abyss nor am I in a dark place on the earth. I am in the palm of Christ Jesus, I think, but I am not entirely sure.
Revelation 1:: 4
"May you have undeserved kindness and peace from"The One who is and the one who was and who is coming " and from the SEVEN SPIRITIS that are before his throne and from Jesus Christ. "the Faithful Witness," "The Firsborn from the dead,"nd "The Ruler of the kings of the earth."
Revelation 1: 12-20
"And I turned to see the voice that was speaking with me, and, having turned, I saw seven golden lampstands someone like a son of man, clothed with a garment that reached down to the feet, and girded at the breasts with a golden girdle. Moreover, his head and his hair were white as white wool, as snow,, and his eyes as a firery flame' and his feet were like fine copper when glowing in a furnace; and his voice was as the sound of many waters. And he had in his right hand seven stars, and out of his mouth a sharp, long two-edged sword was protruding, and his countenacne was as the sun when it shines in its power........"As for the sacred secret of the seven stars that you saw upon his right hand and of the seven golden lampstands: The seven stars mean the angels of the seven congregations and the seven lampstands mean seven congregations."
That is where perplexity falls into place. You see, the seven stars seem to be in the (right) hand of Christ Jesus yet in verse 4, 5, the One who is, is one identity and the next identity is separated by the word "AND"....like this AND that. We assume that the two descriptions fit Christ Jesus. Yet, it is a puzzle, is it not, because the angels in the right hand are sitting in the palm BEFORE the 144,000 humans have been selected from the time of Christ Jesus and before our present system of things...before the prophet John gives the warnings and revelations to the humans of his time that will be adopted into the heavens as on of the future judges (144,000) and before the mass adoption of earthly sons to regain the sonship that Adam lost. Two adoptions are taking place...that to the Heavens and that to the earth. Thus, how is it possible for the seven angels in the palm be that of the 144,000?
It is said that Jehovah said to Jesus as paralled in HIS relationship with the earthly King David, Psalms 2: 8
"Ask of me that I may give nations as your inheritance."
Hebrews 1: 6
"And let all the angels do obeisance to him "
That being said, are the angels in his (right) hand the angels that did not sin at the flood and are the ones that the Apostle Paul address in the letter to the Galatians as "our mother above" ?
Galatians 5: 26
"But the Jerusalem above (the Heavens) is free and she is our mother."
Okay...with all that in mind, I awake from my sleep because my dream is constantly pricking me. In my dream, I am in the right palm and I "jump out of Heaven to the earth" and I didn't ask for permission to do so. It surprised everyone even Jehovah himself. What was I thinking? Did I jump previously while Jesus was a baby on this earth fashioning myself after Mary Madelane? Going about spying on said Lord, son of Jehovah? I walk about in my kitchen fuming with my inner thoughts.
"There is no such prophecy that an angel jumpes from Heaven onto the earith.": I am positive. Does Satan have a right hand? I wonder. Am I alone in this jumping thingy? David Bowie? "Where did you get your name?" Did Estelle Parsons don you with it?
"I can't get out," insists David Bowie to Mary Ann Faithful.
"Why? Why can't you change?"
He just can't and why can't David change? "Because I am in too deep."
Or he just does not want to hear the truth. The truth being that he actually enjoys being an imperfect human. Why does David Bowie show up when I am in the greatest need? I don't know. It is like he knows everything about me and I remember nothing about him at all except when I think of David Bowie I place him in my thoughts in the Heavens but not in the seventh.
"I admire you."
Wny? Why does he admire me? I don't know. I do know that I have fretful dreams where I say to myself somewhere why back in time, "I can do this. I can go down and be like those little girls, be torn apart, go through what they have gone through and lead the way back in the resurrection and say to them, "if I can make it and just look at me...I am brillently happy...despite what the world has done to me...and they have done many brutal things,...SO CAN YOU!" Really? Why would I have thought such things and reason out in such a way? Jesus gave his life "once for all mankind". Mankind does not need a second nor a third Messiah. The job was already filled.
Palm of Jehovah? Palm of Jesus? Or Palm of Satan. Say, just to put closure to such a silly dream that I MAY have been an angel in the palm of Satan? I could only conclude that I did not have access to the Biblical words. I may have merely heard bits and pieces as I hung onto the words of the human Jesus. Even the apostles did not understand everything. Although the Apostle Paul explained the spiritual temple of Jehovah quite extraordinary.
Thus, I am redreaming only silly thoughts fed into my mind by Kate Bush before the movie script was written On a clear Day You can See Forever. The Idea being that Sandra Dee and Bobby Darin may have met before....quite often before....here and there through the centuries from ? the flood????
Well, I am not the only person on this earth to have bizarre nightmares and soothing dreams. There is the infamous founder of the Mormon Church called Joseph Smith. Does gossip have it that Mr. Smith received the Mormon Bible from an angel with a sheet between them? Whatever...the book itself quotes the King James version. Why is that? If this was truly an angel from the "right palm" wouldn't he be speaking Hebrew?
There is no prophecy of a woman jumping down from Heaven. We do have the "third angel" falling from Heaven and we assume that it is one angel not a plural legion of angels as a composite group based upon the Hebrew plural that employs the word one but means plural. If that was the case, the seven angels in the right palm would not be one angel but each angel or glowing lamp fire ball thing, would represent literally thousands. However, the one or the group, were to bring a plague that would result in nasty humans dieing perhaps literally or figuratively or both.
I regret scripting On a Clear Day. Is it rumoured that Barbara Sriesand could only lip sink. I know the singer sounds just like her but how can one tell?
Hmmm?
I regret Jehovah, "On a Clear Day" and I am sure that is the least of my transgressions.
I have strange confused memories, even invasive thoughts, of Shirley Jane Temple. Like, she is playing in a jail cell and Hoover asks her about her invisible play mate, "what is he saying to you?"
"He is saying that I won't be content until all humans are dead." and I said, "why would I want humans to die." and he said, "you will." And I said back in return, "what could a human do to me that I would wish them all dead." and he said, "you'll see."
Shirley Jane Temple had explained all about the flood to Hoover as reeled by the camera. "I don't understand Jehovah. Why would he kill all those babies? That is why I cursed Him to His face and used the four letter word (a modern expression of intense dislike) or was that "you can go .... ......." and HE hasn't liked me ever since."
Well, Jehovah was right. Children do grow up to be just like their parents and even if one was to literally give them everything to make them shine above others...they will not be appreciative. Their greed would compel them to find all sorts of ways to belitle, to torture to bite the hand of the person giving the gift. I did not understand why Jehovah murdered his own earthly children so cruelly. Now with some experinece and insight and with AIDS going rampant I can see Jehovah's viewpoint.
Genesis 6: 5 - 8
"Consequently Jehovah saw that the badness of man was bundant in the earth and every inclination of the thoughts of his (man's) thoughts were only bad all the time." And Jehovah felt regrets that he had made men in the earth, and he felt hurt in his heart." So Jehovah said, "I am going to wipe men whom I have created off the surface of the ground, from man to domestic animal and to flying creature of the heavens, because I do regret that I have made them."
I stop to reflect on Jehovah's kindness in dealing with us humans ever so patiently. We are not much higher than an animal. Even the insects follow the rules of engagement as dictated by Jehovah but us humans are inclined to kick the gords that restrain the bulls to keep them on a steady course. We reject correction even given for our own good and we bite the hand of the caregiver without thought nor apology.
"Shall we play another game?"
It was just a Jerry thought. NO it wasn't a Jerry thought. It was Big Max and he is on the internet. Big Max was the NASA computer used in the movie War Games. There had been a break in to the security system and the person that had purchased the mega computers for Bell Canada, NASA, Pentegon, Hollywood studio, FBI buiding, White House had been Estelle Parsons. As one of the first programmers the computers recognized her pupil, her "iris" as the security signature. She didn't have time to stop the War Game program. She had been hit over the head presummably by a technician that didn't know that she had security clearance and was not just a break in visitor. Estelle could only stop the "attack" and "retailation" by the computers by forwarding the command to attack into the future like twenty some years which would give NASA time to take the command out of Big Max. That being said, we can all relax...right? They did stop the command to attack and launch missiles...right?
Oh well. It has nothing to do with me. Nothing at all. ".................................................................................................................................................................................

There are some commercials that I do not like whatsoever. For example, have you ever noticed in an investigation something that just does not belong. For instance, if one was to write a murder mystery one would drop the things in that don't belong. The infamous ashtray filled with cigarettes from the night before in an environmentally smoke free house kept by a non smoker. A loose plain tie with milk stains or other substance found hanging on a doorknob of a man that obviously prefers multi-colour busy ties that denotes loads of action and movement. I may or may not have shared similair views with FBI man John Douglas.
"Did you ever notice John that in some of these internet sites dedicated to The Green River murders that the only ad selling something is ads of babies...like newborn babies?"
Why not peanut butter or better yet gun stores, security devices to keep you safe? No...this person prefers to litter her space with books on babies under the age of seven years old. "Strange huh?"
Perhaps it is a warning for a mother to stay home with her babies...but well we just can't go jumping to conclusions as to a writer's motives or can we?
"John? Darling? Are you awake over there in your easy chair (grinding your teeth)? Did you go to the area of 138 Street to 145 th street and do a grid north and south, east and west?"
Well, I did. "Guess what I found there darling?"
Nothing. There was nothing there at the so called prostitute hour when these murders occurred. Well, there may have been some studio personalites there shooting a film or something or so the gossip goes as some of the women had profiles on file in studios....just bit parts...but for some women just milling around waiting for a part may be just what they wanted to feed their acting carears and a lot of them will even stand around all day without pay just for the exposure...know what I mean?
"There were just a few homes and lots. Nothing that would call for the women of the evening to go out in the daytime to do some strolling."
Now on 24th we have at least a few motels today. But, they weren't there when those dead bodies had been placed their by someone posing as an agent or press release type person.
I can't blame John nor other agents who merely book travel time between LA and Texas. Really high profiled cops and agents (and nuns) may be quite content to just open an FBI file with all the footwork already in gear. We have the "don't bother to go John. I've already done the footwork" crowd and with their squeakly clean fingernails, polished shoes, and well groomed hair cuts we know, don't we John, that these are REAL professionals. Then, there is Janis Joplin, mud on the face and holes in the shoes tied with string or stapled with a stapler. When Janis travels she does not bring a long pretty underwear. No...that is a one way ticket for an item that may or may not have been stolen in the presence of Erin Brocovich and one of her many friends.
Well, okay....dah...LeAnn Rimes took a shower in the FBI building in John's apartment but before dolling up and putting on that new lacy bra and gear she showed all the price tags to that FBI security film that the guys like to keep in that shower room. That being that one may never know where those gay couples may decide to be...know what I mean? And, honestly, did those guys think that Leann was a man in 1982 as told my Marion McKinnon Tricker and her family and buddies. Dah!
"What are you doing in there?"
"Oh...I'm just working my way up the tree."
I'm sure that Jesus may never have approved. But, then again, he never had friends like ABBA.
God! Television can give one the hibbyjibbies. It's like the Long Last Kiss with Gena Davis and I'm looking at the part where she is dunked under the water attached to the wheel and it is like, "is that ?Red Buttons tied down in the water"? It wasn't someone that had been down there for long. The body hadn't decaded. An actor with red hair that worked under Estelle Parsons moving money into charities? Hmm? I know...this is all just pretend...not a reenactment. And, sometimes even for the living it is hard to tell the difference. It is like the nightmare I was caught up in last night. Do you want to hear about my nightmare? Of course you do. People love juicy gossip with lies and truths missing...people suspect gossip as a a form of greed and hate spat at someone they know, like or distrust. Whatever?
"What's wrong with you?"
I may have been reading up on the Green River masquerade. He, FBI John Douglas couldn't breath. Was he having a heart attack? His chest had tightened. We were in a small house about the size of a wartime home perhaps a little bigger. An old sagging house filled with dust and rat traps. An old house made of wood and sawdust years of rain peeling the white paint off on the outside turning it into a gray shade that matched the branches outside. Was it November? Hey Dream Maker you forgot to fill in the details of whether it was spring or winter?
I pulled out a bottle from my purse that I used now and then to curb the appetities of brain teasers with a dose of valium or better still Mandrax. Mandrax is the ultimate tool for the Ice Queen. One pill of Mandrax soothes the inner soul with a calmness that can only best be described as the ultra cloud that softly carries one's soul to a place of perfect calmness. Mandrax, of course, is made from the root of the Mandral plant...an ancient form of sexual "hey, let's make a baby tonight." Other's may say it is a form of Ecstacy but that was never proven. It is a mild sleeping pill and the best thing about Mandrax, it is said, when taken in only one pill form, will allow the partaker to awake in case of fire. Not enough to knock out a storm of nightmares. That would take two or three.
"What do you want me to do John?"
There was no telephone lines to the house anymore. "I can give you Valuim which you are suppose to be taking for angina or I could give you Mandrax or both. It is up to you."
I can't remember his answer. He was in a recliner or a rocking chair. Or was a rocking chair once where the recliner was at. Never mind. I hadn't actually noticed that the rocking chair may have been missing. It didn't occur to me to even think about the furniture. Everything so dull in the room. The windows didn't even seem to have shades nor curtains any more.
I heard him in the kitchen roaming about. I heard a noise. I rolled over in the bed.
"Where did you go?"
FBI John Douglas was sitting behind a desk writing a report about something. As soon as I entered into the FBI dwelling he merely looked up for a second, turned his arm over to look at his watch and noted the time.
I gasped. "Huh!?!"
He's recording the time that I entered the room like I am his writing project or something. What is this John? Super organizational skills.
Several FBI agents looked up from the desks lined up here and there when I asked again, "where did you go last night?"
John sat up almost straight. He was thinking like as if he didn't know what I was talking about. He looked up for a second then resumed his career of writing and clocking times. "I heard you roaming about in the kitchen."
He leaned back. Said nothing. It bothered me. "How's your heart?"
Agents exchanged glances and turned their ears towards John trying not to impose on our privacy.
I undid the buttons on his shirt to place a stethoscope below his heart. The heart itself was niether racing nor galloping. It was just a very sound heart beat. Nothing to fret about. It surprised me though. Fast recovery. Must have been the Valium.
Some people's dreams are full of all sorts of fantasy so are mine but others seem to be very organized, dull, but organized.
Now, to further add to this confusion, Kevin Spacey showed up wondering if "we are going to shot today or not." He was in a hurry to finish a movie and if it is not done by a weekend it may never get finished at all because I would be back into the safe arms of Canada. Kevin would "meet me at the car" parked downstairs close enough for me to look at him as he waited from a FBI window. I glanced back at John who had left the room to return. I glanced back at Kevin to see if he was still there. I don't think that he was visible. He may have gone into the car. I sat down. Could Kevin make himself look like John Douglas? Would I have seen the difference in the dark? I glanced down, I glanced across, down, across, down, across. Make up your mind. Kevin is waiting and patience is not his virtue.
John left to go to the washroom. I peeked very cautiously as he briskly walked to the men's washroom. I ran to the window...glanced. I ran down the hallway to open the men's washroom...glance. He couldn't be in two places at the same time. Angel? Human? Angel? Human? Of course he is human you idiot? No one can change clothes that fast. There were two men in `967 - 1970. They looked like twins but one was an inch or so shorter and had a disk removed close to his neck. One had been beaten up during the Sharon Tate trials rite in the first week to the point of near death as he investigated the Tate scene. He may or may not have endured head trauma that resulted in a retarded like condition. Not completely retarded but he was no longer the FBI agent that he had once. He may or may not have had a memory of the beatings. He may not want to remember. He may not want to go into the Red Room to remember.
Now, I finally go off with Kevin Spacey to write a script or two. In the meantime, these men show up to complain to the FBI that they witnessed a murder scene. I say, men, because I am not sure that they were actual FBI agents or police officers. They may not have even been bounty hunters. They may or may not have been would be directors and would be script writers and would be owners of a studio lot.
I have no idea who they are at all.
"We were there."
"We heard the whole thing."
"We were fishing."
Oh...the fishing gang. It made one wonder how many times they fished and if they ever made any visits to the Green River.
The agent took down the whole conversation and I was called.
"Some guy here says that he found you in a bed of blood this morning."
"What?"
"He says that you were covered in blood this morning."
"Huh?"
"Where was this?"
The agent wasn't sure but John and I joined him in a group of FBI cars to the home described by the men leading the way which, surprise, surprise, was the home that John and I had visited that night.
"There was blood on the walls and in the sink...everywhere."
We entered. "How did you get in?"
"The door was unlocked."
"Huh?"
Did John go for a walk? I looked over at him and slowly started to look over the room. I kept looking up at the ceiling more than anywhere.
"You're farther should have sold this a long time ago?"
He stopped walking to look back at me.
"Well, just look at it."
It was very old. No one is going to buy it...not in that condition.
"Where's the blood?"
"Right there! It was right there!?!"
Agents continued on into the bedroom. I pulled back at dresser in the livingroom. "Look John. It's still there."
I held up a sheet of yellow paper written on by a child of seven. I read out the verse in the Sandra Dee voice and laughed as only Sandra could laugh at the end. It was then that I couldn't get out of the Sandra Dee character. I could get out a bottle of rum that night. That I could do. I could go and do some songs at a studio to amuse myself and pass the time as Strawberry Sharon. That I could do. She just popped out as soon as I pulled out that sheet of paper that had fallen behind the comode.
"There's nothing in here! Is this a joke?"
I pulled myself up to go into the small bedroom. I was quite at home. Not afraid at all. I was quite pleased to be there. I lifted up the mattress to see if the blood was on the other side. There was no blood. "There you did it," shouted an agent, "you left your fingerprints on the mattress", he swore. They slowly walked about here and there. I just removed my shoes and laid upon the bed and smiled.
"What are you doing?"
I smiled. "Thinking."
"Well, stop. And get off the bed!"
Being shooed off the bed I merely followed him back into the living room. "Oh God! What are you doing with your shoes off? There you go putting your footprints all over the place."
I was getting irritated. "And they are all sorts of sizes," I hissed back, "small, large footprints, small, large fingerprints...there are all sorts of fingerprints in here and they are all sorts of sizes and they are all mine!"
I don't know why this irritated me. I walked outside and John was right beside me as I knelt down onto the ground and pushed away some dirt with a fingernail.
"Look John!"
It was an old 1950 barrett. "Whose barrett is this?" I knew he knew. I knew that I knew. "It belonged to...?"
It wasn't my barrett. "It belonged to...?"
I looked back at the house and slowly got up off my knees to peer over the hood of a car. Time stopped. I wasn't smiling. I was frozen. I was merely frozen. My mind literally stopped breathing.
Several minutes went by and no one spoke. They just watched me wondering if I was completely there. All the blood from my face seem to drain down to my feet. I couldn't move. It was like as if I was Marnie and I couldn't move. I couldn't get up the mountain. I couldn't get down the mountain. I couldn't move from one hill spot to another and Robert Rae Wigle was screaming at me, "move your ass...or you are going to fall."
I moved my finger. If I could move my finger. I could talk. Whose home was it? It wasn't Jerry Lee's home. It reminded me of Jerry Lee's but there was a barn. And, here there was no barn. It was old like Jerry Lee's. I had stood in the room as the agents moved forward stepping on a crack over and over and over again dozens of times. I couldn't stop stepping on a crack to listen to the squeak going back and forth. Did James Dunn rent this place from Jerry's father, Huntz Hall? Is the burnt body of Huntz Hall out there in a field somewhere with his hands up in the air as he gave himself up to what he thought were police officers or agents?
"Run Shirley Run."
"What the hell are you doing?"
I didn't even look at him. I just kept rocking the squeak back and forth. Huntz once told me that he was never going to fix the crack because "it wakes me up."
There use to be a piano over in the corner. And, I had placed my feet over Huntz's shoes so we could dance. I was about four years old. I stopped. This wasn't the home of Huntz. No...it couldn't be. This was, I thought, the home of James Dunn, father of FBI profiler John Douglas but that was never proven. It may have been that Mr. Dunn and clan had adopted more than one child. Not necessarily hundreds indespensible children from an orphanage or Children's Services. Shirley had met hundreds of homeless children on the streets of both NY and LA many of them child actors without parents nor managers and after each skit or movie it was time for someone at a studio to show her the way to the door and the street. That was where she met Bo Jangles and together they slept under the verandahs and sheds or just under a make shift lean to but they made it through the week without spending a dime on a hotel. They made enough money for a steam liner, airplane or bus ride home to Canada.
The barrett continues to swirl slowly through the fingers of Goldie Hawn. An agent says nothing. He just reels the camera.
My dream is relentless and would not let me escape it's clasp last night so well into the morning I was still dreaming about the "house."
I went back by myself. Well, I may or may not have been followed by agents. I went around the house. These men had said there had been signs of "a struggle," and, "blood on the walls", and "she was covered in blood," and, "they heard screams."
It doesn't pay just to dismiss a rumour even if the men had been on crack. The house they had entered may have been on a different road, different side of the river, and different address. It didn't seem to be something that they had made up unless it was just a joke or unless they were just trying to do a reinactment or a movie on the side. It wouldn't have been the first time I was set up to do a movie without a contract, without asking, without knowledge. After all, this is NY or LA...this is movie land and anything and everything can happen.
What were they not saying? What were they hiding? Motives can go in all sorts of directions like let's get the cops involved first, get the reels showing her and agents on the properties then do the murder make believe or real...isn't that Hollywood? Possibly. I track around the house to see if there were any footprints. I was with John last night. We had some Valium and some Mandrax. I heard him in the kitchen. Did he go for a walk? There has to be blood somewhere. It couldn't just disappear and walk away. Well, if I was unhindged that weekend...I was not alone. Fishermen or Jehovah's witnesses? Fishermen or would be directors? Fishermen or scam artists looking for a reason for an arrest and a court case with costly lawyers milking a bank account?
There was a crease in the weeds. I was going to track it and stopped. Maybe there was a bear out there. I retreated back to a loaned vehicle, pulled out three guns, a wallet, my Bible and picked up a heavy branch to protect myself. I couldn't do it. I just stopped at the crease. This was ridiculous. I was doing exactly what I had been expected to do and I wasn't going to follow the plan. And, yes, there they were. I didn't see them but agents had followed me. I heard about it because "they" decided to follow the crease.
"We found a body."
"You found a body."
The body was in the morgue. "Who does it look like?" I had asked the agents. No one had a name. "We thought you might have a name?"
I had no name. It didn't look like anyone that I knew and I was really good at picking out the real actor from several understudies and I could pop out a name with each understudy. Of course, it is hard to pick out a name when the face had been gutted out.
We spent a couple of hours guessing finally I had to ask the important question, "what sex is it?"
We had assumed that it was a man because the fishermen had said they saw the dead bodies of a man and a woman. Were they using old photos of Sandra Dee and Bobby Darin? Were they trying to tie in an old murder into a up date which read, "round block does not fit into square?"
Where did Bobby go? I don't know. I couldn't find his body. Was someone giving me a hint? I dug up the grave, I went to the hosptials, the labs, the transplant departments and was finally handed ashes which was read Bobby Darin. I called a "REAL coroner". Why wouldn't the FBI call in a real coroner right before they called in expert witnesses? Before people handled the body?
"It's a female."
That was a surprise. It was not suppose to be a female. "Her hands were probably tied behind a tree."
"Take my blood sample and compare the dna."
The coroner whispered into the ear something that made my lips reel from lemon. I didn't say anything. I picked up my purse...my coat...left the room...left the body....went into the FBI apartment...changed into black top and pants...cut my hair...pulled out a rifle...and left...by myself.
I woke up this morning. I really need some sleeping pills.
As dreams would have it times and places can be a series of floats like a deck of cards and the Dream Maker can stack the deck by pulling the bottom and pushing the top to the end of the deck...so to speak. I am not sure why my dream started in a darkly lit old house. It started with me reading and making notes, looking up and simply saying, "are you okay?"
Why were we there in the James Dunn house? Did I tell someone when I first came to NY or LA, "I'll be at my (quote...rabbit finger time)..."hubbies home"? Did they confuse John Douglas with Bobby Darin? Did someone have a party at the Darin homestead? Why were we there? Private conversation time like, "I need to know if you signed the divorce papers...?" like back in 1967 - 1970? I mean so what if this is the eighties or early nineties...it would be nice to know to give closer if one must give closer? Was this the Roy Orbinson visit by Claudine? But, that wasn't Roy...Roy lost his vision but not willingly. I can't remember what happened to Roy. He had come to the studio and Estelle sponsored him. I think everyone thought Roy had died. Maybe I thought the same thing....I don't know...did I? Dreams are driving me crazy! Stop!
So is this latest nightmare. Which direction does a scriptwriter take a story...backwards...forwards? It was driving me crazy today as I dusted and mopped. Between FBI and James Dunn somewhere is a man by the name of Steve Martin and Estelle was involved in a few of the Steve Martin stories even when he is rehashing The Pink Panther it reads Estelle Parsons and studio preowned prior to Steve Martin. It's like I can see the Steve Martin house along a river bank and I can see myself knocking on his front door asking him, "have you had a party lately and did this man attend?" Presentation of a Dennis Cutworth photo who may or may not be related to Sean Connery, or who may or may not be related to Clint Walker or Bill from Enough or who may be someone presenting himself all over the place as Estelle Parson's April Fool's Day and or who may or may not be saying he is the owner of a "light skinned negro woman" that he may or may not have purchased under the negro laws from a woman calling herself Erin Brocovich? There may have been a party? Was the man in the photo the same as one of the fishermen that had assisted FBI agents with the Green River murders? I don't know.
"Did Justine Bateman come to a party in your neighbourhood?"
"Did you hear of any movie activity going on that would require the use of the river?"
One thinks of With Twelve you get a Dozen but Justine was not in that movie. Some accuse Steve of losing eyesight as the wife that he picked obviously had wrinkles.
"So do I."
Wrinkles and she couldn't smile anymore but Steve insisted on using her brains and one rat that Estelle Parsons ran around calling, "Bobby? Is that you?"
"Are you an angel now Bobby?"
Talking to rats are we? or Jerry from the Sphere?
Well, it was a very talented country rat. One can't leave a stone unturned.
As I said once before, Hollywood is daytripping into nightmares. There was something about a "bowling alley?"
"Do you know of any bowling allies around here?"
"Nope."
I once went to a Richard Dreyfuss party after the movie The Competition. I was so low. People didn't actually know that a movie was being made at first called The Competition...okay...some knew and the girl was not suppose to win the competition, that being, that she couldn't play the piano but she won and it shocked everyone even Richard Dreyfuss.
"Why did she win?"
"Because," it was explained by the judges later, "that composition was never played before. It was an original tune composed by the pianist."
"She shouldn't have won," scowled Richard, "she didn't even come to practice and", he frowns, "she doesn't even own a piano."
It is I guess a once in a life time thingy. Elsie Wigle once commented about me and she knew me for at least twenty some years before she said it, "Iris, you say that you are an artist but I have never seen a picture."
I painted a brown on brown on brown with tan highlights of an old man just to show her that I could do art. It is just a once in a decade thing. I suppose I could do scenes but I prefer just faces or hands but I don't really even like to sketch them. I fully understand the I do not want to see a piano thing. So, we have Green River murders out where streetwalking Jehovah's witnesses have cornered the market and some high profiled women of the evening who may or may not have escorted other actors to a local theatre or ball...definetly not the Kingdom Hall type but they all gather along the same route where there are only trees, shrubs, a handful of men to chose from and some homes to ask for a glass of water or to use a telephone. No bars, no motels, no bowling alley, no restaurants, virtually no men folk to be seen as they are all at work.
"We found your urine on the mattress."
Yeah...well it is probably thirty to forty years old.
Whose body was in the morgue in my dream? Dna could possibly match half sister, which may or may not be someone that looked like Faye Dunnaway or Sally Field or daughter or cousin which may or may not have been someone like Catherine Zita Jones or Justine Bateman or one of the little girls from Enough, or one of the little girls from Premonition, or one of the little girls from The Long Kiss Goodbye (you didn't notice there was two little girls did ya?) or a little girl from a Kevin Bacon movie where Kevin plays an evil man that was bit by a ?rat or a ?raccoon or a squirrel...something...that was why he was turning green. The body could not have been Rennee Zeewinger's foster daughter Chasity from Sonny and Cher or could it have been? You figure it out. Thing is high profiled actors come from high profiled families with connections to KKK and other clubs. Be careful you don't get shot in the cross fire. What a dream? What a nightmare?
"Do you have dogs?"
"No."
"I would suggest you get one. One that bites."
Why is that? Because some times before a major kill, little kills occur first along a string of houses or rivers, but those kills are not necessarily the big kill. The big kill is the calling card you place in with all the other streetwalking JW's, prostitutes, actresses that one may not even notice nor question. The big kill may have been Steve Martin right? It is just a guess. Did the Martin's even live near the James Dunn home? Your guess is as good as mine. And my guesses, just don't stop, they go on and on and on...working overtime...storing...popping up a decade later, storing....over and over and over.

Oh yes...the Richard Dreyfuss party after the movie The Competition. It is impossible for anything to go wrong with a Richard Dreyfuss party, after all, Richard Dreyfuss, according to Audrey Hepburn's one and two, is a super safe Jew.
"What's going on?"
"What?" whines Richard in his Richard way of lengthening the ending to the last syllable.
"Nothing's going on."
It was the time, not even ten o'clock, where some couples start to undress and pair off. "Why did you invite him?" Him being possibly the son of Ann Bancroft who is a social worker placed to check up on William Holden's son or half son who was autistic and became the character based upon Rainman with Dustin Hoffman except Raymond or Richard had no brothers only an adopted sister sometimes referred to as Iris. Iris being adopted between 1950 - 1957 by William Holden against the Elsie Wigle family who seemed to lose an Iris every summer when Bobby Darin came for legal visits to "his sister" adopted or otherwise and to take her to her "John Barrymore Grandfather" who insisted that Iris was Laura is granddaughter and not the missing Iris from the Canadian Wigles. It was law. The law was partially on the side of the Barrymore's, thus, also on the side of son-in-law William Holden. He, the man not wanted by Iris, insists to some that he is the "illegal son of William Holden" and/or "Sean Connery". He is bidding for at least one of them to be his kin especially if one or the other was to die. Was he adopted as well? It is time for me to leave the party. I don't want to know what happens next, that being, that he, who may or may not call himself Stephen Connery at times when out of earshot of Sean Connery, hates the negro race to an extreme degree even if one is taunted as being "a light skinned negro", a "Sand nigger" with reference to aboriginals and the Spanish. And, I will never, could never, shall never, be a friend to someone who thinks that all whites have the god given right to kill a light skinned baby, a negro prostitute, a negro streetwalker, a dna aboriginal Jew that has no right to buy a loaf of bread in a grocery store. I can't. I won't. I will never forgive. I will never forget that Erin Brocovich and there friends boasted of roasting such a light skinned baby...was he there...was it a truth or just gossip?
"I can't stay."
"Why not?"
Did someone touch my arm? Or did negro hater man block may way to the door? I can scream. I can scream and hit high C and break windows and glass.
"This would be good for your carear?" moans Richard. I look at him for the longest time. I was still a virgin. I would prefer to be a virgin till death. I do not want sex in any fashion. I can play at kissing for a movie or to get out of a situation. I do not do orges. I do not deliberately look to have sex with anyone and if I do get married understand I will take a sleeping pill.
"Why did you think I would want you to touch me?" I had asked a USA psychiatrist in the presence of a USA negro from Rwanda psychiatrist child rescued by the UN in 1994-1996.
"We don't understand why you insist on having "sadistic sex"? I thought I could help you to see that there are other ways."
Silence. Why would they think that I wanted sadistic sex? Because it is in the file held in esteem by both CIA and FBI files and it is right there for me to see.
But, I don't want hard sex, I don't want broken arms and fingers, I don't want cigarette burns, nor chains, nor bruises, nor broken cheek bones, nor any sex of any kind. It is a funny thing though isn't it for someone who roasts a so called negro child, for someone who hangs a so called light skinned negro child out of a moving car for the pavement to skin the top of a babies head...to someone like that...it is a funny thing to write down in a report. I can't say, "God forgive" and "may God have mercy on you." I can say, "Gehenna" and "good ridence."
The barrett found in the dirt at possibly James Dunn's home was not a manufactured barrett.
"Daddy should have sold this a long time ago."
I had no fear of being in said home although it was said by agents to be possibly haunted, that is, that they followed me on a second visit back to the house. It was getting dark...eerie...grey tones developing in the woods. I didn't get far. I was still on the grass near an old tree or stump of what was left from a great scientist. I spent some time looking at the ground for a second barrett and lo and behold found the seat of a swing. My hands were wet and muddy from digging it up. I held it against my new dress as I ventured around searching for other artifacts. Drops of rain were dripping off my nose and eyebrows. The wind was picking up and lighting bolts were flashing. It was at that moment that an agent saw him. Him...being the very white skinned man...in the Sarah McLachlan vid called "Unchained Melody"...a mummified singer found in a tomb somewhere in California with a very much live actress Cheryl Ladd and very thirsty young lady the year that Sinead O'Connor did Sissel. It wasn't the first time that this particular ghost has been seen by cops in LA. He showed up at the end of the Unchained Melody vid when cops had moved in to arrest one of the Ashley Judd's scouting around about gal looking for information of a missing teenager. There he is...right there...seen in the mirror of the cop car. It was just for a second or two. Cop gossip had it that the two cops loosened their grip on the actress as soon as the ghost stood between him and the backseat.
The barrett found was merely a paper clip that had a button looped by the wire to form a barrett. It once had doned the hair of a little girl that had been merely in the background in the Shirley Jane Temple clip, Animal Crackers in my Soup. It was rumored that the orphanage used in that particular film was a real orphanage or children's social services around 1950 - 1967. It is also rumored that it was burnt to the ground with many of the children dieing. I only say it because it was one of the charges brought up in a trial where Shirley was not permitted to defend herself under "playing with matches" charge except Shirley had been pulled out of said orphanage to do another movie. They killed the wrong girl...again.
They? I don't know who "they are". "They" are many. Was it rumoured that they were the Freemasons? I don't join groups but I am one of Jehovah's witnesses with or without the Vatican's approval, with or without the Jewish Higharcy approval and with or without a Royal stamp of approval.
Is the other barrett still on her head? Is she a skeleton somewhere?
I didn't know her long. I knew her for only a summer flick. I knew that she was poor. I knew that I liked her the moment I had met her. I can't see her face anymore.
I dreamt last night in my long tormented past possibly inflinged on me by Jesus himself about the James Dunn home. My Dream Maker picks out the next scene. Do you want to here more of my nightmare? Sure you do.
Dressed in black top and slacks I head for a theatre. I am searching for someone to make an arrest or to "bring in for questioning".
Inside the theatre, to my surprise are hundreds of actors watching the cast from "Crybaby" being beaten viciously on stage.
Why? I don't know. Rumour has it that there is this Hollywood Club that may or may not involve high profiled directors and actors that move in on the "finished product" after a movie is screened and when it is over an actor or director just might be missing teeth, "tits", eyeballs and the rest goes out in brown paper bags, hat pins, toe tips and well...they just merely disappear, "gone home", "don't have a forwarding address", and "they didn't give us their real names."
It was then that she saw me. The woman with the long straggley hair and the face she described herself, as "I've got character."
Yup! That was me standing there with a rifle butted against my hip. I wasn't going to hurt anyone but the Apostle Paul did say, "if it is within your hand to help...help."
Now, helping I must add is not a Jehovah's witness thingy. I know I read it in Questions from the Readers in the back of a Watchtower. It said, "one should go to a telephone and call the police". Isn't that what people did when the haulocaust took placed? Some would call that a cowardly thing to do. The words of Marion McKinnon Tricker and Brian ring in my ears of 1966 - 1970. As Marion would put it, "it had nothing to do with me." "It" being me hung upsidedown in our Jean Talon apartment by the heels as I screamed while JW artists from Bethel NY filled up the bathtub with hot water to try to get me to co operate in a "let's all have sex together" night. I can't. I dedicated this body to Jehovah. It is in the JW song book. Well, they took it out around 1970 or later. It sung, "take my life," "take my arms", "take my hands" as it all belonged to Jehovah as sung to his ears. And for a nun, the sung rings similair tone to the ears of Christ Jesus that being that he is the groom and that those professing to be the 144,000 HIS harem.
Some would argue though that "one cannot be sitting at the table of Jehovah and the table of demons." Well said!
"Why do you no longer want to be a nun my daughter?"
"Because being a nun does not work."
It was right there in The Nun's story that I wrote for both Audrey Hepburns and the motive for leaving was also well placed. Turning the cheek does not work. It only fans the greed and taking someone else's daughter, sister, wife, mother as a sex partner to shred to pieces is an extreme form of greed.
"And they won't stop!"
"Jesus can stop them."
"Well, Jesus is not here."
Jerry is here.
Tommy is here.
A rat is here.
Orphans are here.
Black people waiting for that Shirley Jane Temple gospel train are still on the dock.
And somewhere in a studio a baby sleeps waiting to be buried in a white cemetary or any cemetery called, "The Jean Seberg baby".
I don't always travel to the USA by myself. Once, I ventured to take along my two sons, Ryan and Brad as seen climbing the ramp up to an airplane door to make arrangements for Roy Orbinson, a friend that dates back to the beginning of 1950. He may or may not have known me before 1950. I just don't remember Roy before 1950. Roy Orbinson belongs to the Donold O'Connor clan, cousin to Sinead O'Connor and/or brother according to Roy. And, one can see a little Iris in his face but I think that he favours the looks of my sister Juanita sometimes called Joannie.
At the door of Roy Orbinson is well placed bulldogs and if any other woman shows up claiming to be me...well...whatever legal steps are necessary take them immediately and don't hesitate. Ryan and Brad to not belong to a Dennis Cutworth nor to Ryan O'Neil nor to any other braggart. They belong to me and Dennis James Cutforth.
"Why does Grant have a truck driver mentality?"
"I don't know Dennis why does Grant have a truck driver mentality?"
Then, Brad took up truck driver. Try to figure that one out. And hard hat, and Texas cowboy hat, and horses, and composing country songs as his truck glides to Fort McMurphy...and a fist.
All my sons have "fists". I don't think Dennis Cutforth has ever been in a fist fight. Hockey fites but definitely not a fist fight.
"Taylor was kicked out of the bar."
"Taylor?"
I say Taylor with shock because Taylor was like seventy pounds and had a waist roundabout of about seven to eight inches. However, there is the "autistic" side to him.
"Why?"
"He beat up the bouncer."
"Why?"
"He grabbed him to throw him out."
Fair is fair. It just surprised me but once Taylor gets rattle...he doesn't stop. It is the boxer in him from my middle weight boxing grandfather who was paid for his skills on the streets of Ireland. And, I can't blame the Irish, after all, John Jeffrey, well known boxer, was from Scotland. It's a bar thing and a singing thingy, that being, that all John wanted to do was to sing along with his pals, a habit he took over to Canada.
"Elsie there is nothing wrong with going into a bar to have a good time and to sing and drink with one's pals," as said in 1968. I know. I was there. Devil's brew and Devil's tongue.
"Why do you go to Ireland?"
"Why can't you just stay on your side of the street?"
"I mite as well give up living if I can't have some fun."
He was endearing. Wasn't a hugger but he had a soft side to him. "Here, Iris, be a good lass and run down the street and fetch that old shade from the garbage can." I was one dollar richer.
Giving him that old window shade was like handing him gold.
"They don't make shades like this one anymore. This is canvas."
Out came the paints. "And, they don't make paints like this anymore. Can't find them."
He held up a red. "This one dates back to the time when the masters were at work."
"Roy? You do know that Ryan and Brad don't really belong to you. Roy?"
"John? Did you ever notice how many FBI agents are said to belong to the Freemasons."
He doesn't say anything. He merely sits in a chair that doned the floor of the livingroom belonging once to "daddy" in the old James Dunn homestead. I had a list in front of me and beside the names I placed the word FreeMason.
"Look! Here is how many are Freemasons and here is how many are Jehovah's witnesses. Don't you find that interesting?"
No comment. "And, these ones over here might be related to Big Daddy."
I was thinking of Big Daddy in my dreams last night. His voice floated in and out. I could hear Paul Newman's warning, "you don't want to go in there."
I can hear the sound of Shelly Winter's husband whining away. And Big Daddy is whispering in my ears as I slept, "now you just hold on there little girl." He reminded me of J. E. Hoover. He reminded me of the Ilers and the Wigles and most of all the part of him that was aboriginal.
"Freemasons, JW's, screen guild, and aboriginals"???
Huh? What drives a man or woman to take up a gun and a badge? A childhood nightmare? What?
"Only one nun."
Crybaby was all Johnny Depp. He didn't want help. He just needed someone to do the singing for the girl actress. I sat there watching them do the Crybaby thing on a week day. I would be gone quickly so they better get it done in a day or two. I was thinking about him...wondering about Johnny. Who was he? He was sent out of the USA for a short stint in Ireland. Was he an Elvis baby? He reminded me more of Val Kilmar. A little Elvis...a little Val...a little Jim Morrison...but he floated in mentality between Elvis and Bobby Darin but he wasn't from Bobby. If he didn't have a bellybutton...well...he was going to age rapidly around forty years of age...one would think...right?
I can't think of the woman's name that had the long blond hair with the "character" face. She was actually a grandmother of about eighty five years of age and some of the actors in the movie Crybaby belonged to her. Talk about family. They may not have had pretty faces but we are talking like five generations of the same kin all belonging to her. Although large family clans in themselves don't always mean anything. Take Eddie Arnold for example. Large clan weaving between Ilers, Wigles, Clint Walker, Hugh O'Brien...large...large family. One time on a visit to LA, Eddie Arnold was actually on a horse with hundreds of other clan members.
"What in the world are you doing Ed?"
"I'm looking for my son."
I looked around and at the studio that was smoking.
"Found him yet?"
"Nope. But one thing is for sure. They shouldn't have hung him up in plastic."
Two sons hung up in plastic in a studio somewhere?
Good Luck!
Can I say that? I can't say exactly, "God be with you." Or can I. Nope. I think that the Arnolds were travelling with the Devil possibly that night and...maybe not?
I felt the front of my false teeth. Nope. I remember the last time Ed and I had a falling out after I insulted him when he had told me his "wife wouldn't even think about running around on him."
"No...she probably would lose all her teeth."
He chased me all over the place and his sons had separated us.
"Are we here to sing or what Leann?"
"Can we stop fighting long enough to do a song?"
Of course we can.
Orson Welles. Wow! Speak of the Devil himself. But, I can't actually find anything to say that would be nasty about Orson Welles. I have fretful memories like Joanne Woodward on her knees pleading with Orson to put her in a play which may at the best be a false memory. I have other false memories like Orson Welles being in a real trial in the USA and pleading on his knees, ON HIS KNEES, "please give me my little back."
What little girl? 1950 - 1957 little girl. I don't remember. Little girl placed in an orphanage that burnt to the ground so some Christ person could gain a copyright or two? What little girl? I don't remember. I mean if he was related to J. E. Hoover, aboriginal Jew, not black person, nor light skinned negro person as presented by the press. J. E. Hoover was, at the best, aboriginal Jew belonging to the Wounded Knee clan and at the best or worse related to Orson Welles...perhaps?
I was afraid of Orson Welles just as I was afraid of Theodore Melbourne Wigle one of the Randolph Scotts. I was more afraid of one of the Bobby Darins though. Orson was a big man and he was a MAN. That being said...I was afraid of "man". He carries the same demure as Jackie Gleason who was actually related to Orson not necessarily his son, possibly his son, possibly Orson himself. Yet, I would run and hide behind Orson and behind Jackie Gleason as in The Hustler as if they would protect me. I remember rubbing Jackie Gleason's tummy and hugging his back as if to say, "I love you even if you are overweight."
Well Orson...aboriginals...especially JEWS...don't get their little girls back...everyone knows that! They do get to be wards of the state or the province and WE PAY for NICE white folks to raise them for us and take them to NICE religious churches where they don't cuss and act and "go on the road" with "daddy".
He must have been pretty desparate for monies to do the bullfighting thing. Al Pacino (not real name) was a Spanish bullfighter with or without royal dna. Unlike Orson, Al strutted. It was an honour to be a bullfighter.
Huh?
Did you watch the 81 Oscars? Was that the eighty first Oscars or 1981 Oscars? I thought Goldie Hawn was breastfeeding and showed off those breasts that read, "no I am not a tranvisite nor a man with both gentlialias". No, those types cannot produce children as they have one one part of the genitialia which may be the labia but the ovaries and womb are missing. They can not produce a child nor can they give birth to a child as they lack the muscles needed to give birth, the hormones, the placenta and whatever.
Did you read what the papers said about Miley? Her gown was ?what? "toilet paper"? on the back of "trailer trash"? Except I thought that was Jennifer Lopez trying to break off with Bill's son from Enough right? Too many beatings Jennifer...what was it...tell us? Even Bountyhunter must have wondered himself, "what the...?" Did rumour have it that Bounty and Kate Winlet grabbed each others hands and literally fled for their lives after the Oscars were over? As for Goldie Hawn...wasn't this the evening that she said, "no, I am not going under the lava flow" as set on stage and afterwards was directed to a back stage dressing room for her to change in. However, noting that the janitor had a backstage mop and bucket she merely put on his soiled clothing and mopped her way out of the studio. I guess I should look up the old Hollywood glamour books to see where that Goldie dress was featured and catch the date...right?
I was too busy yesterday browsing through the 1967 newspapers. I couldn't get over how many movies had been released by Estelle Parsons. Not just one but dozens that she had invested in...all on one page...which read 1967. The movies were already made Erin so don't get any ideas.
I was thinking of Erin yesterday. I looked at that ...what was it...lava flow...on the Oscars and was wondering if it was made with nitrogen? Couldn't be...probably not...but the question was there in the back of my mind. So, I asked acouple of concerned questions yesterday on Yahoo! answers about nitrogen and ran across another question from a concerned step father who lost a son to a nitrogen blast at a "oil well" of all things. My advice was to get the log of the nitrogen truck to see if that oil well was even on his route. He may have gone to the site for other reasons like a girlfriend or a buddy. And, doesn't nitrogen crystallize the body into millions of pieces? Thus, there should be crystallized leaves and weeds which would give evidence that this "accident" happened. Not to mention the autopsies should show crystallized lungs. Dangerous material! Don't breath it in. I only know because I thought Rodney Dangerfield had complained to the police that someone had replaced his water pool with nitrogen while he was away and the pool man and a dog may have jumped in for a swim...right? Except the gossip goes further to ...???...that the delivery man was found dead later that day or the next inside the nitrogen truck because he either spilt some of the liquid onto his foot or he had breathed in the fumes...right? Anyways, I was typing in my question on Yahoo! answers and I thought to myself, "wasn't there another step father that had experienced the same thing and had asked the question years ago except it was at the Watchtower farm or an assembly of JW's and this nitrogen truck blew up for one reason or another and no one thought to themselves, "don't breathe in the fumes?"...Huh??? How do people order a truck of nitrogen? One would think that the driver would have to sign out and sign in and "sign here" on delivery and someone would have had to pay for the cost...right? I was probably dreaming this stuff up in my "stupid" head because I had been reading 1967 newspapers.
Interesting details like:
Earl of Harwood, cousin to Queen Elizabeth 11, asked for her "royal" consent to marry model Patricia Tuckwell from first wife, ?Maria Stein, I think?, as he was the 19th royal from the crown. "Oh sweetie you are not a royal", and I stopped, buy your son has such interesting if not, juicy bits of gossip...and would I want to have that door shut on my face?
Then there is this murder case reported July 06, 1967 which told of a girl's body being found dead near a swamp that had been involved in the making of the movie The Last Colony or The Lost Colony about some historical USA pesona.
Swamp? Swamp? Swamp? Why does that ring a bell? Did gossip have it that a virgin was being chased through a swamp but knowing it was a swamp she dodged and weaved hither and there and the Sinatras went around town asking, "did you see Uncle Birt?"
New York Times
Friday, July 07, 1967
"A SWEEPING BAN ON WIRETAPPING SET FOR U.S. AIDES"
Attorney General's Rules Also Bar Most Bugging Except in security Cases.
Those two sentences were the introduction into the new laws pertaining to wiretapping. Hoy people!?! Did you notice the word EXCEPT? Was it illegal for the owner of the Whitehouse that holds the mortgage papers to insist that when "strangers" are loafing about the gates and in this case "Erin Brocovich, Marion McKinnon and the Kinoshita sisters, as well as artists David and Paul from the Watchtower and others" as shown by security tapes" are loafing outside the Whitehouse, then it becomes a "security case" as they had also frequesnted the same hotel as the hotel in the same week that Robert Kennedy was shot as presented by FBI agents working on several cases where this same group has hounded other politicians, generals, FBI agents and famous stars. THAT is a security issue. It falls under "War Time Act". And, Nixon was right, "it is not breaking the law when the President of the United States does it", which may or may not have been a partial explanation but irregardless had nothing to do with Nixon as he was not the person in control of the security films and tapes in the Whitehouse. That surveillance was put into operation by the owner with the mortgage. The worse sin that Nixon did was to cover over the fact that Robert Kennedy survived the shooting and was living under an alias and the true identity of the man that broke into his own office to retrieve his files, security reels and confidential tapes, that being Robert Kennedy himself.
Section 111 National Security as released by Attorney General Ramsey Clark under "Memorandum on wiretaps" reads as follows:
(and it is the last paragraph)
The foregoing rules have been formulated with respect to all agency investigations other than investigations, directly related to the protection of national security. Special problems arising with rspect to the use of devices of the type referred to herein in national security investigations shall continue to be taken up directly with the Attorney General in the light of existing strigent restrictions.
(End of Paragraph which when translated under "continue" shall change according to the persistent problem meaning surveillance may be increased or decreased according to the seriousness of the charge.
What possible charge? Well, there is taking over legislation by means of the press as reporters may promote special interest groups into political positions to make possible bids on other positions. Hitler was excelled in this format. In order for the Nazi's who may have not all been Germans to take over countries...it is a well known historical fact...that the leaders had to be put in place that sympathized with the Nazi philosophies. Once the political seats had been obtained then the movement of Jews and other business people fall under the guise of "political correctness". With the movement of Jews, with or without trials, and business peoples, then came the "all properties were to be listed and sent to the so called German headquarters". I know the rule was placed right there in the movie, The Black Notebook.
It wasn't as if all German's benefited from the looting of said businesses. Yet, even in documentaries on the Haulocaust camps, Germans are quoted as saying, "after we burnt the bodies we took over the businesses"...and the man interviewed gave this little chuckle. Well, I am said to have, historically, German blood and I thought, "why is he laughing?" "Why wasn't he arrested?" He just admitted to being part of a scam where a family and familes were murdered and where he benefited from the murder by taking over the businesses not to mention homes, family valuables, cars, investments and whatever.
The Dutchess of York had admitted to her own advisers and to the Elsie Wigle family that, "England was already conquered and all we could do was to hide the Royals that were left" referring to my grandmother Mable Brown Jeffrey as Mable Brown Jeffrey switched with the real royal to allow her to die in peace in Windsor, Ontario, becoming the well known historical figure the Queen Mother of Elizabeth 11.
Hitler's success forced the issue of survellance at the White House when Erin Brocovich made phone calls to Sir Charles starting around 1968 and to Edith Kennedy as Erin's phone calls also went to Mr. Bugliosi and Nathan Knorr and to several jury's during the 1966 - 1970 trials of famous actors and politicians from, Canada, USA, England, Thailand, Japan, and other places of note. It never pays not to follow format even if a situation is only "a possibility"...right?
If Richard Nixon had authorized the wiretaps or surveillance then some people may take issue with it. But, Richard Nixon did not authorize the surveillance at the White House. Richard Nixon did not own the White House. He was just a visitor. And, the person holding the mortgage is saying quite loudly, "Erin Brocovich is not allowed in the White House." Owners do have the right to say so after following some of the trials that Erin Brocovich had been involved in and even if the owner was still in this year of 2009 was to say, "Erin Brocovich is not allowed in the White House" then I would say that the owner has the right to say who can come into the owner's house and who cannot come into the owner's house and if the said owner had been stalked by Erin, kicked by Erin, beaten by Erin, then the case would hold up in court...right?
Well, I off to Yahoo! answers because I suggested that the step father get soil samples from the site where his step son had died in this "oil well accident" from nitrogen blast. One should not handle nitrogen accidents without the proper hazard gear and mask and gloves.
Orson Welles? His only daughter was about "twelve years old"...I thought. Jewish aboriginal man with an Irish wife in the background. He begged in court, 1950 - 1957, for them not to take "her away". But, they did anyways. They called him and was told that "she had died".
Was it a cold? Was it in New York? Had she been placed in a school there? Certainly not the Elan School. Was I at her funeral? He was kneeling at the funeral. Maybe aboriginal's are not allowed a front row chair...I don't know. What are the rules of a dead aboriginal Jewish girl with some white blood? Are the rules bent or do the white supremists rule even the graveyard?
I think of Sally Field. She reminded me so much of Orson and of Hoover. I remember during the scripting of Sybil that she looked up and I thought to myself, "she reminds me so much of J. E. Hoover."
Was FBI John Douglas looking for Sally or Annie or both of us? I don't know. So, we have a strange mixture of FBI agents, The Freemasons, The Jehovah's witnesses, The Jews, The Screen Guild, The aboriginals, and one white nun. And, some of them are looking for missing little boys and girls from 1950 - 1957.
I might have to correct that though because Estelle Parsons had placed a newspaper clipping on a Youtube vid with Shirley Jane Temple that read, "Three year old"....which would make newspaper reading interesting right down to 1949. I feel like going to LA...not today...but one day.
Ads on wiretapping set me off. President Nixon did not lie when he made the statement, "when a President makes the decision...it is not a crime!" We, the audience, of course, have to accept that a two way discussion between President Nixon and another person actually took place. That is, that the entire conversation is based upon the "he said, she said" scenerio...right?
Let's re-examine the Richard Nixon so called, "crime":
1. The law allows for the wiretapping and for surveillance when an abduction has taken place. This law is still in place.
2. The law allows for the wiretapping and for surveillance when employees are continually harassed, and possibly assaulted.
3. The law allows for the wiretapping and for surveillance when family members and extended family members are being stalked EVEN in high profiled cases like actors and politicians.
4. The law allows for the wiretapping and for the surveillance when it is placed on one's own phone. It does not allow one to place wiretapping on someone else's phone without the legal paperwork being filed.
5. The law allows for wiretapping/surveillance teams when a Prime Minister, President, Vice President, and a King or Queen has been threatened verbally or physically on one's own phone and even possibility on the phone's of the stalkers and even on the house phone used by employees that may have dined with the stalkers. This falls under The War Measure's Act.
6. The law allows for the ATTORNEY GENERAL AND THE PENTAGON to request an investigation that may or may not require wiretapping and surveillance under the War Measure's Act.
Now keeping these laws in mind one must remember that President Nixon was only a guest living for a short spell in The White House. As a guest, he may have merely been informed that there was a wiretap placed on the phone in the kitchen or in the library or in the private residence of a maid or office clerk who had been viciously beaten on the way to work. Or, he may have been informed that an employee previously stalked and beaten for months is missing and that it could be assumed now "abducted". As a guest at The White House can the President overrule the owner that holds the mortgage on The White House. It has always been assumed that The White House is owned by the government. Is it? Is it not owned by the person holding the mortgage that pays the electrical, gas, and phone bill from a bank account owned by the mortgage holder?
The President, as a guest, has the right over the Presidential Red Phone, The Presidential Private Phone irregardless of where that phone is placed in the White House, Pentagon, FBI, and CIA buildings. And, in addition to that he has only the right over his bedroom phone under the privacy act and the phone in his private living area. The President is not allowed to venture into all parts of The White House without informing the Housekeepers as to why he would be traveling into such places without the consent of maids, butlers and housekeepers.
Their is a group of housekeepers, call them what you want, that are known as the "surveillance team". And, they do not differ that much from the one's found in lobbies in major hotels, bus terminals, railroad terminals, plane terminals and in other businesses. They guard the hallways and outside entrances. When a stranger hides in a hallway and possibly disappears for an hour or two...the surveillance team goes to work. When the invader is caught on video even if it is just on the lawn, they make the right phone calls, to the right legal department and they inform the Attorney General who sees to it that the right forms are filled out and filled under "classified". Once the name of the intruder has been properly identified then it is up to the Attorney General whether he or she wants to pursue a further coarse to discern "why" this person was intruding and if they "are working alone?"
It is the Attorney General who can even over rule the House and request a wiretap on the phone of an intruder and intruders and on a phone inside The White House used by the general public or a private line to a maid under, "War Measure's Act". If it is just a stunt the wiretap may be rather short but if the person breaking in past the gates without consent nor appointment is traveling with people identified in the past as "troublemakers, stalkers, scam artists, bounty hunters, phony police, phony FBI, phony CIA, and professional witnesses, jurors, judges in high profiled cases not having anything to do with a President, then the investigation may or may not branch out.
On Youtube, a woman posing as Grace Slick and identifying herself publicly as Grace Slick tells the public that Grace Slick was invited for tea at the White House by President Nixon and his wife possibly to talk about a new phone line being placed in the private living quarters for the President's wife...right? The woman posing as Grace Slick goes on to say that it would have been so easy to "put acid into the tea cup". By her own admission she may or may not have been part of a plot to poison a man that has a medical history that indicated that his heart and lungs, kidneys and spleen, may not have been able to tolerate an acid trip well not to mention his mental well being. Why would the public impose their decision over the President and especially over the Attorney General and dictate to them that they can not have an investigation without wiretapping and surveillance on a person that by their own admission was going to poison the President of the United States? Fact is, Grace Slick was already having tea when the imposter and her friends (known to have stalked others) presented themselves at the gate falsely as Grace Slick. And, further to this question on wiretapping is the fact that Grace Slick may have Royal dna right to Queen Victoria which may not be so strong in Queen Elizabeth 11. If a Royal is visiting and someone poses as that Royal and confessing later that as that Royal she was going to poison the President of the United States does that not fall under the War Measure's Act and Sedition? And, if today, that same woman, and those same people, lingering outside the White House is right at the front with the latest brides to the Royals...then what are they saying as to their motives back in the sixties and seventies where the surveillance cameras caught them on numerous times trying to break in through the White House gate?
And, besides all this, does a maid, have the right to request backup if she is being taunted, beaten, stalked and abducted by women posing as friends of Grace Slick, family members of Grace Slick....does that woman as an employee have the right to request a wiretap on her phone? Does her relative or guardian or employer have the right to do a wiretap is she is missing and abducted? Well, she wasn't the dead body at the swamp after working on the movie called, The lost Colony, was she?
And, on top of that the Watergate so called tapes had been made in the sixties prior to the July 1967 release of Ramsey Clark's Wiretapping memorandum. Get your facts straight people. A crime can only be committed when the law dictates that it is a crime. The law can not backlog offenses made before a law has been issued legally to all departments and signed as law on the books. Did Robert Kennedy have the right to break into his own office to retrive HIS files and his private things after a failed assassination? As Attorney General did he have the right to obtain his files and his hidden files from the 1950's and 1960's to protect the interest of other President's and politicians and cases that he had been involved in for NASA and others? He should have gone to the front door. We all know that. Yet, he was simply trying to keep alive and to find a new identity somewhere without bullets. He broke into his own office legal or illegally but since the building did not belong to him...it falls under illegal and as Robert Halderman he went to jail for the crime. It was not President Nixon that broke in nor did he authorize the breaking in to the Robert Kennedy office for the purpose of stealing one's own files. However, Estelle Parsons sat with Robert Kennedy/Haldiman in the White House to discuss the problem. President Nixon advised Robert Kennedy not to come out in public as Robert Kennedy. He didn't dictate it to him but he did not want to force him to do so as someone may blame him if another assassination claimed the life of Robert Kennedy. President Nixon did not have any claim to any tapes made in the White House. Robert Kennedy and Estelle Parsons had to figure out what tapes to give as requested.
"No one will ever believe that we don't have tapes."
So, they made tapes without President Nixon, and handed them over...conversations that had taken place that really didn't have anything to do with the Red Phone used by the President. And, even if the President had wondered into a kitchen area or the housekeeper's office to make a simple phone call...what of it? Estelle once used the Oval office phone to make a quick call and realized later when she was rebuked by the "surveillance team" as "hands off"...that she made a mistake in her hurry to phone in a new song composed by her to a studio for them to "copyright" for her. She just wasn't thinking politically. She was thinking My Fair Lady and needed a sounding board for her latest composition before the tune left her head. It has been known to happen that quickly. Singing in the bathtub and later musing, "what were the notes that I was singing?" Too late...they can leave the mind that quickly.
The public places it's trust into political hands. They pick someone and give them the name of Attorney General and they hope that when the Attorney General makes a decision that it is a wise decision. Should the public question motives occassionally? Of course they should. Should the public tie the hands of the Attorney General and dictate to the Attorney General that he can no longer do an investigation without a surveillance team? Isn't that what Germany did? Poland? Italy? Spain? Netherlands? and several other countries. Why should the Hitlers be allowed to wiretap but the people trying to do the honest thing not be allowed to wiretap for the public's safety? Why would anyone think that it is a crime for the President of the United States to defend himself and his family and employees from an abduction? I don't get it. Neither did he.
"It makes no difference what I do," President Nixon had said when asked to hand over tapes. "They are pushing for me to resign no matter what."
Robert and Estelle had thought otherwise. They thought in their puny little brains that if they handed over tapes that it would end the problem. Nixon was right. It bothered him that the public did not want him to use the word, "God", in his speeches. It bothered him deeply, that the public did not want a President to "pray to God", before making an important decision.
"I shall bend to the will of the people."
And he resigned. He shouldn't have...but he did. It makes one wonder if the Lord's Prayer was taken out of all the public schools in the United States of America.
I had a horrendous nightmare about Shirley Jane Temple and classmates. I am sitting in a chair waiting for "my turn" I guess. I don't know. The dream had no explanation. A man was thrusting his penis into a little girl of about seven years old. I thought that she was his daughter because he had referred to her as "his kid".
"You are a horrible father."
And, "You are doing it all wrong."
"This is the way that all the guys do it on my street."
"My daddy is a doctor! And, he told me the right way." And, what he didn't tell me...was in one of his books. A virgin was to be taken "lightly". The labia was to be stretched slowly over a period of days, weeks, possibly even a month or more. I know. It said so in the book. By the end of that day, she was dead, blood was dripping out of her mouth. I didn't understand the phrase, "my kid".
It turns out, I think, that it meant that he had purchased her somehow for ten dollars to pay for a tresspassing fine. It took about eighty men to pay for the fine and then she was dead. Myself, I found this blanket and placed it over my head as the police officers and judge watched and the public via the television hook up. A man came into this room which had been locked. In his hand, he had a sickle? Possibly an ax? Possibly a sword or knife. Without a second thought he plundged it again and again into the blanet filled with newspaper and scarf to form a body. I know I was peeking from behind a chair that was on it's side. End of dream. USA possibly 1948 - 1949. I was about three years old. I lost the dream and my mind floated to another as I slept and I could hear Ann Miller's harsh voice rasping out, "I TOLD YOU...not to hurt her."
Ann Miller had been a very abused young girl. She had a psychiatrist that she saw almost daily. She was taunted as the "worst daughter a man could have". She was hateful to an extreme degree. Very nasty. Very belligerent. Very tough. Very extreme. Very bullish. Yet, I heard that same bully voice dictating to the grown ups, "just you wait."
Ann was going to get even. It touched her that I would hug her. Ann was unhuggable. It touched her that I forgave her. It touched her that I didn't think that she was the worse person in a room. After all, at one trial, the judge insisted I was Ann and Ann was Shirley Jane Temple. She probably was just as talented as Shirley but it was her mouth that crossed her up. I was found guilty in court for all of Ann's misbehaviour. I forget the sentence. I never understood why the child stars were beaten into graves at the end of the movies. I didn't understand copyrights. I didn't understand how important a copyright was to a judge and to a priest. We had sung the tune, "Be Optimestic"..."don't be a boner"...and they were dead. It was enough to test one's belief in the Creator. We had been optimestic. We had hope. Why weren't we worth keeping and loving?
The barrett that Shirley Jane Temple had gone back into a jail cell for was not a manufactured barrett. It was merely a paperclip with a button rose or a piece of an artificial flower attached to it. It was not even worth mentioning. It had no value whatsoever. It was just a girl thing. It was just a human thing. That's all.
I had a partial dream about FBI John Douglas at the James Dunn house. Fishermen had said that they thought they had heard screams. I wanted to investigate managing to get to the entrance of a bush and I just couldn't it do it even with my Bible in my hand clasped to my chest. I went back to the FBI and asked John to come with me. He brought along with him several other FBI's and one local cop that I had met when Kiss All the Girls was being orchestrated. There was nothing extraordinary in the bush. Nothing at all. I was hiding behind John the whole way clasping the back of his shirt....clasping my Bible visible or invisble. My heart was jumping right out. I should have had heart failure but I didn't.
I relaxed. There was nothing there at all. I smiled and finally found that my feet could walk on their own.
"Look John! The old tree house."
I started to climb up the tree which was rather difficult and somehow my foot was caught in a vine or something. I couldn't go up. I felt suddenly like Marnie unable to move a hand. I wanted to go up and I couldn't go up because something or someone was pulling me down.
The cop reached up to grab my tangled foot to help me down. He went up.
Silence.
Did he say at that time...that there was parts of a small girl up there? Had her head and hand been sawed off? Who put her up there? Had she been killed somewhere else? Did someone hide her body parts up there because there was no place to find that would be a safe place? Isn't there a safe place for little girls? Did she have a barrett in her hair? How does one get such a body? Did someone deliver it in a bag? Was she suppose to have been the latest "supper"? I don't know. Marnie might now the answers. FBI John Douglas' adopted sister, Mariella might know the answers. I don't know the answers. Does John know the answers? I don't think so. We were so young. I don't even think that James Dunn was his real father. He might have been. I just don't know. His mother was murdered some time between a little seven year old and a little girl hidding behind a wooden chair. His father committed suicide after shooting himself in an airplane. John had the only parachute and we jumped together.
"Did either of you see (James Dunn)....?"
We had gone back to a studio. I don't even know why. We both nodded, "no".
I went with one of the Randolph Scott's to Canada. And, John went....??? To the streets of LA and NY and whereever. He was only about eight or ten years old. He just seemed the same age as me. Robert Rae Wigle was like ten years older then myself, maybe even twenty, yet he was a mere two years older than me. He just seemed so old.


Nothing is as it should be. Everything is like the wild turning over of the sea. Take the Sam Shepherd story for instance. Somehow in my "stupid" brain it is as if the Sam Shepherd thing happened the week that Bobby Darin was stung by bees and was hospitalized and given an interview at the hospital doors by the press as recorded by the television and newspapers. The week of many arrests of child stars on trumped up charges...meaning that a copyright could be seized for bail money and for lawyers for a new trial for merely "walking on the sunny side of the street" in the United States of America.
I don't think of a man without an arm although truth be told a lot of arms, toes, fingers, teeth and penis and labias had been cut that month. When I think of Sam Shepherd I think of a tall young man old enough to deliver newspapers on his bike biking away from the Sam Shepherd so called residence. Was he a physician? A real physician or a newspaper physician.
I am truly an odd person with odd thoughts. Yesterday, I read in the Toronto Star about this police officer that pulled up to a car near a bush and arrested a female teacher with a fourteen year old. And I said to myself, "are you sure that he was 41?"
"Oh no?" said my imaginary arresting police officer. "How silly of me? I meant to write down 41 and I wrote 14. I'm dyslexic you know."
Well, that was not the case of yesterday's newspaper but that is how I think. It is like a replay of an old arrest being replayed. I am a born sceptic. It comes with experience of phrases like "she turned pro at an early age" and the lawyer does not cross examine with "pro of what?"
"She started pulling tricks when she was five years old?" Tricks like magic? or Tricks like prostitution?
The lawyer doesn't cross examine.
"She comes from the shady side of the street." I smiled and brightened up momentarily.
"Why do you want to go to the sunny side of the street Billy (Bobby Darin)...the flowers on this side are just as pretty? Look Billy...they're even brighter...not crisped nor killed by the sun!"
What name was I afraid of as a child? Mcvoy? something with a M and a v...Mc...v?
Vince Bevan was afraid of someone. He kept his head down. He didn't want photos taken. He doubled as his own twin brother. It had something to do with 1950 possibly to 1957 but I am not sure. He is not related to Bobby, nor to John Douglas (but I am not entirely sure) nor to me. He may or may not have aboriginal Jew but different tribe possibly. He has a butt chin. Could he ride a horse? Was he related to Rory Cahoun? Possibly not. Because I am suppose to be related to Rory related to Clooney, Iler and Wigle clans and Hugh O'Brien and Hugh Hefner. I don't think he was related to Rory by aborignal dna from that side of the family. He reminds me of Sam Shepherd. Was our Vince Edward the reclusive accused The Fugitive? Something? Estelle Parsons questioned him 1967 - 1970 in the LA studio. ???
Vince Edward wasn't in Dallas in November 1963. Gary Bugsy wasn't in Dallas in 1963. I wasn't in Dallas 1963. Did Vince lose a child or family member 1949 - 1957? I don't know. He was hiding. I am not sure why? It had to do with someone he loved dieing. It may have been the same week as the Sam Shepherd thing and maybe not. A Russian came looking for Alexander Gudonov and work and Estelle Parsons gave the unweary man the name of Sam Shepherd and she said, "if anyone comes to you to ask you about Sam Shepherd and a murder...give me a call."
Vince Edward was an extremely perplexed and depressed man. His depression was his best dress and only dress. When he smiled...it was forced because the camera required it...and that was the only time he would smile. He never married again. Never had a child again. Just the dark blanket. He wasn't a drinker just a mourner. He knew a lot of secrets about Shirley Jane Temple which he shared with no one.
Shirley Jane Temple arrest. J. E. Hoover keeps asking about "the angel" her only friend.
She composes a song to another angel.
"First angel...first angel...ohhhhhh...oh..ah. First angel...first angel...ohhhhhhh...oh...ah. ? Am I going to die today...lah...lah...lah...lah....ahhh?
She sings the response from First Angel (Jesus only Begotten First born angel). First Angel's response:
"Earth angel...earth angel...whooaoahhhhhh. Earth angel...earth angel...whooahhhhh."
But another angel, explains Shirley at the age of seven, is taunting her with doubts like, "he (First Angel) hasn't forgiven you for ???"
"Oh may...like that has to be almost eighty thousand years ago?"
"Well, he hasn't forgotten what you said to him."
And Hoover learnt all sorts of weird things like, First Angel had a nick name for Shirley.
"What's that?"
"Sparrow." First Angel called Shirely Jane Temple...Sparrow...a mere little bird not exactly facing extinction.
"Not even a beautiful bird."
"Not even a majestic bird," behooves Shirley, "just a Sparrow."
"Cheer up Shirley! God even knows when a little sparrow falls to the ground."
"First Angel...First Angel...I adore you."
"He doesn't believe you."
"Didn't you say that to him once before?"
A child must resort to invisible friends when one cannot find any one to play with...well...not anyone that acutally reads the Bible with input and I so did want the input as to why First Angel was going to destroy all the governments of this sad world including the United Kingdom. If one has been given such a prophetic denuncement one should at least try to discern why such a permanent death sentenced had been decreed even before one's birth...right?
Strange!?! I didn't know that the 1950 Dr. Sam Shepherd was called an "osteopathic doctor". What does that mean? I visited Sean Penn. He may or may not have accidentally been shot by Ryan O'Neil, who may or may not have accidentally fallen into a Hollywood acquarium filled with hot water in which, Sean Penn may have accidentally had a one foot burnt in the hot water. And, Sean may or may not have been the actor that was holding onto part of the bridge that had collapsed sending three to four other actors into the hot water? Whatever. I am visiting Sean Penn and he implored me to help him because he said, was it..."they are going to cut off my foot tomorrow"??? Well, first they should have tried to remove the bullet, drain the pus, and lift the leg up so that the blood and pus wouldn't pool in one spot...right?
"Who is the surgeon scheduled to take off Sean Penn's foot?"
A name was given. "Is he a surgeon?"
"He is a foot doctor."
Was it explained to me that hospitals really don't have surgeons willing to remove an arm or a leg...that they call in men that are "specialist at cutting off arms and legs"???
What does that mean? If I had a foot that had to be removed I want it to be a REAL surgeon not a man that carries around a saw and drill.
Was Dr. Sam Shepherd a real physician...a real surgeon or a horse doc with a saw to sharpened? And, if the hospital called in a "foot surgeon" not taught in a medical hospital...did the police also call in such a type of doc to do the Moses thing according to the Mosaic law to cut off the arm and leg of a runaway negro type person? Or a negro that may or may not have stolen something from someone or picked an apple off the ground to eat (as allowed by law when apple falls onto public land)? Was someone using old archaic laws to cut arms and legs off of actresses working on the Shirley Jane Temple series for copyright reasons and lawyers?
Something? Something? Something? But the boy on a bike was a young man I thought favouring the boyish looks of Cookie or Donald Trump...not that I mean to refer to either names with Sam Shepherd...but it was someone on a bike that had brought a dress for Shirley Jane Temple to wear as she was totally naked in a cold USA jail with no clothing left to wear as her clothes had been removed to pay for the judge or the lawyers fees. It doesn't even mean that he was involved in a murder. It doesn't even mean that there really was a female murdered. The newspapers reported the murder of a female and that may not have been the place where she was murdered. No....this was sort of a story to block a story...to block a story...to block a story....right? Not necessarily the home of James Dunn in another city???
The remains of a little girl were placed in a sack. The sack may have been picked up by her only relative which may or may not have been James Dunn and merely placed outside.
John and I climbed the tree. She had brown hair and a sweet disposition. We, she and myself, had been playing outside on the street and we sat down on the curb. She admired my barrett. We laughed and giggled and I stranded it on a strand of her hair. I think they murdered the wrong little girl.
Dusting the staircase in the building here this in Toronto this morning, my mind kept wandering back to the so called James Dunn home. Life can be very confusing for a 3 - 7 year old but I thought, and correct me if I am wrong John, but the last time I saw Daddy was when I was about four years old possibly going on five years old up in that old airplane he dusted every morning.
It's like that sad dream. I only saw a partial body of a young girl less than seven years old I thought. A man that was just as gangly as Jerry Lewis (not Jerry Lee Lewis) and he had literally torn the young girl's labia apart with one thrust possibly breaking a leg in the process? The rest of the dream had been composed of walls of grey. Everything in the dream was just plain grey and non descript. I assumed the setting was in a jail. I thought we had been arrested and had to pay a fine for something we had not committed like "you didn't pick up all the apples that fell to the ground. What a wicked child you were? People could have died by stepping on one of those rotten apples (falling from a fruit tree onto the city sidewalk and street where children had gathered to eat their "daily" portion as described by Jesus).
Matthew 6:9 The Lord's Prayer
"Our Father in the heavens, let your name be sanctified. Let your kingdom come. Let your will take place, as in heaven, also upon earth. Give us today our bread for this day; and forgive us our debts, as we also have forgiven our debtors. And do not bring us into temptaion, but deliver us from the wicked one."
"For Thine is the Kingdom and the Power and the Christ forever and forever. Amen!"
And, all the children repeated the words and said, "Amen!"
These children once had homes. They once had a mother and a father. Now they didn't have anyone but a tremendous gust of wind to blow the apples off the tree onto the street where they had settled down to pray and wait for an apple to fall.
"Thank you Satan," beamed Shirley. Never hurts to say thank you for the Guardian Angel placed over this planet called Earth.
"Do you know what we do with unthoughtful destructive children? We eat them for supper!" As dictated by a USA judge at a trial. Was this girl party to that trial? It was just a dream. Just another false memory. Nothing is reliable from an event hoisted sixty years ago. Then, why does my mind keep insisting on filling in the details?
How did we get the body up into the "dollhouse"? And, where did the body of a "newborn" come from?
There had been a baby kicked in the head in a field somewhere in the USA. I thought it was an aboriginal family. I thought that the baby had belonged to an FBI man that had adopted Shirley Jane Temple until they could find out who and where she had come from somewhere between ? 1948 - ?1950?
Shirley had accompanied her new "mother" to an aboriginal family bringing groceries. She had no longer placed the grocery brown paper bag onto the table in front of an old woman when men suddenly broke in with axes and hammers. It is said that the young FBI man only found his wife's eyebrow. That was a definite and possibly a thumb. His baby disappeared. He never found the baby I don't think. There were young aboriginal boys up hanging on for dear life up in the safety of the boughs of the trees. I don't know where I was at but there was a woman that was raped and they continued to rape her long after the screams had stopped. It seemed like a line of hundreds where as it may have only been dozens. Then they cut up her body into little pieces and wrapped the pieces up into newspaper handing the parcels bound with string to the men that had raped the woman to death. The baby was crying and I had tried to hold her to my breast not understanding that I would not have been able to produce milk. A man pulled her out of my arms and with a few kicks she (or he) was no longer crying. I know had a new daddy but only till supper time. Then he was dead compliments of a young FBI man looking for the arm of his young wife. I dropped dollar bills as the man carried me off which had been picked up by some of the men. Marked bills paid from the United Kingdom that the Dutchess of York had given to her ward but her name was not Shirley, nor was it Iris. Possibly Anne...possibly not Anne...possibly Elisobeth with an s and not a z, possibly with a z and not the s as desired, possibly a Katherine, possibly not a Kate. A very long complicated name that bore several different grandparents and possibly not.
Back to the so called James Dunn home. What if we had not been in a jail? What if we had been in that home...the home with a treehouse which we called "dollhouse"? What if the woman, John's mother, I assume, was there in another room? What if someone had cut the baby out of her tummy...then where is mommies body? I don't think it was the mortalized Black Orchid body. Yet, I am not sure of anything. Someone had cut out the uterus of the Black Orchid woman. I thought she may have been the missing Princess Margaret but that isn't possible. She had come to the USA from the UK to explain in court about Royal copyrights and that a guardian can not make claim to a copyright belonging to a Royal. Could she? Then she went missing it was said of her. But, wait, isn't that Princess Margaret with the wrong dna not belonging to neither the King nor to Queen Victoria that pranced around in the seventies? No. There was another Princess Margaret and she was missing.
How far out of the city was the James Dunn estate? Was the Black Orchid body found in the same state? Same district? I don't know. I just know that she wasn't murdered in the twenties nor the thirties. I know. My fingerprints are on her file. She died some time between 1948 - 1953, unlikely to 1957. She may have died between the death of a girl raped to death and a child hiding behind a fallen chair...right?
Nightmares are not to be taken seriously. Last night, I dreamt that Kevin Spacey and myself were doing a movie in the dark in a studio janitorial room filled with odd furniture, buckets and tools. I was just ahead of him and he was following behind me and I caught this knife going up into the air and I turned around and the knife ended up going into my large print Bible. Big Bible...big knife.
Silence.
I didn't cry. I wasn't afraid. I was surprised. There was hardly anything that I would not have done for Kevin. Scriptwriting, novels, directing, producing ...whatever he wanted. He was a project. Manic depressive, confused, half brained injured man type person that I may have confused as by "brother" now and then or little boy with a six year old mentality.
"I guess this means that you really don't want to go to Heaven," I whispered slowly just enough for him to hear.
Silence.
"I guess this means that you don't want to met your father."
Silence.
"I'm going to leave now. I'll leave your knife by the door."
Silence.
"I don't need the Bible. I can get a new Bible. I do need my back though."
And, I left. Thing is, that in the dark, and in Hollywood, it might not have been Kevin Spacey. It might not have even been 1998. It may have been 1970 or maybe not. Dreams are like that. And, in Hollywood dozens of actors can pop up at a moment's notice if a cover was actually needed for Kevin Spacey.


Black Dahlia not Black Orchid. Yet, I am still not wholly focused. I surfed looking for clues about the Black Dahlia gal. I even took time out to look at an old newspaper clipping and wondered if the pencil pointing at Larraine Day had my fingerprints on it. There was a baceball game going on and J. E. Hoover really wanted to be there and not with me at all. Did I say the word, "daddy"?
???"Okay...daddy...it is your turn....???is up at bat...???is on second...come on daddy...give him a home run...right out of the stadium."
I was pretending to be there using my so called "angel eyes" as I explained to Hoover. And, even angels love to gossip.
"Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Right out of the stadium."
He wasn't going to unlock the jail cell just to pick me up and rush over to the ball game....or would he?
Was Theodore Melbourne Wigle trying to earn some extra money under an alias along with cousin Rory Calhoun?
Had I met Larraine Day 1947? 48? I don't remember. I looked back at the pencil placed quite openly on the newspaper that red about the death of a woman that the press would later call, The Black Dalhia woman. Why didn't I just speak up in 1970 and shout..."it's all about copyrights and bank accounts...you morons...you idiots...you people who can't open a door for a month to take out people waiting for an ambulance."
I don't know. It had nothing to do with me I don't think. I itch for dna. I itch for copyright search. I itch to do a Doris Day search to see if she ever claimed to be related to our Larraine Day. Doris wasn't the worse person in a room and she did move monies into charities for Estelle Parsons 1970 - 1973 and she did take on the humongous task of helping out Terry who really wasn't her son at all.
"Bobby...did you ever notice how much Doris Day looks like Dean Martin's first wife?"
When I think of the Black Dahlia I think of Charleston Heston and I don't know why? I have prayed about it over and over again as if Jehovah was going to gossip and just let it slip out. "Where was Charleston Heston when I was at the studio in 1947?"
I don't think necessarily that Charleston Heston was a bad man. I just remember him and just that one little detail. I met him between 1947 and 1950 and something horrible had happened on the same day as I walked into a studio and as he was where?
Ryan O'Neil was his grandson you know. And Ryan lost a twin during an intense interrogation by so called police detectives during the making of the Shirley Jane Temple skits...you know?
I didn't think that Vince Edwards was necessarily an evil man. Mislead perhaps? Uneducated perhaps? Aboriginal background perhaps with no hopes for employment. There is a written law on the books be it the Whiteman's book or the Law that reads, "one does not hire an aboriginal". They are thieves, drunkdards, a lowly lot that have no rites nor controls over their own beings and their own properties. That is why we, the white people, the righteous, babysit them. "Otherwise, they would lose what they had to unscrupulous people looking for copyrights and free properties to build beautiful churches and organizations" one would think...right?
The question is...was Vince Edwards so desparate for work that he would take up the practise of removing the arms and limbs in a hospital that a real surgeon would not remove for conscious reasons, that is, that they had not eaten supper as of yet, and for a few tuppance more, someone with real skills could do it for them.
It does take practise and prefection to remove an arm that is true. Yet, if Vince was involved and legally hired to do so, he drew the line at children...I don't know why I know that...I just know that he would not remove an arm. The thing is that when his wife was murdered Shirley Jane Temple was in a hospital or a jail and there were these interrogation sessions that were deployed to prove that this was "a stupid child" and "should be put to death under the stupid child (negro) laws or lunacy or "idiot" clause which has many descriptions. All sorts of physicians called to explain that Shirley was right.
"Blue eyed babies cannot be produced from a man or a woman that does not have blue eyed dna in the background."
Over and over they argued and the specilist would call and side with Shirley. Did Sam Sheperd phone the FBI...the wonderful...the priviledge...to explain in terms that even "an idiot" could understand that it is possible for a person jumping off a train to be going at a different speed than the train under the "relativity law"?
Did Sam Shepherd understand the definition of the phrase, "conveyor belt" where the political voted in did not understand as they were from the poor south that did not have washrooms as of yet?
Something? Something? Something? I have a strange feeling that the said "pencil" laying on the Black Dahlia story is in a vault in a LA studio or an old FBI file or hidden room known only to FBI profiler Annie Fields in the new FBI building in La.
Why was I so reluctant to voice an opinion? What was I afraid of? What was I waiting for?
A mistake. I was waiting for a mistake to happen that would clear me of all charges, past, present and future. I may have been waiting for the judgement period of Armageddon which reads, "from this point on those who die that will not change will not be resurrected". Gehanna time.
Huh?
J. E. Hoover won the rite to go the a World Series Baceball game under, "her father might be one of the pitchers."
Not necessarily true. It is just that Shirley wanted the ?Giants to win and a home run of a ball that went outside the stadium brought in four runners...I think? The pitcher for the opposing team was at a loss. He hadn't actually seen Shirley Jane Temple in a jail cell up at bat with a famous batter. He didn't actually see the "angel juice". He tossed the ball, "another homerun".
Angel correction time. Shirley Jane Temple looked up to her invisible friend chasting her for sticking out her foot causing the pitcher to lose his balance. He spoke softly to her as she bowed her head in guilt.
"Little Sparrow...if he doesn't win...he won't be back next year."
Too bad.
"Little Sparrow...he has four children to take care of and if he doesn't have money he can't..."
It broke her heart. Okay! The next ball will be with enough force to knock a person's teeth right out of their "cockinpickin head".
Shirley winds up her arm...focuses on Lou Garrett...She winds her arm over and over and throws a straight curve to the right.
"Out."
Sorry Mr. Durocher. Better luck next time. Lou unfortunately lose a battle to Lou's disease. Just ask Shirley. The royals were struck with scleroderma cousin to Lou ?Garrick's disease. Same disease...different tolerance. Was Lou ...Leo Durocher? Did Lou change names to win a home series on his own in the future?
"First angel...first angel will you save me?"
"He knows that you lied to him. Why do you lie?" asked her invisible visitor from "outer space".
"I don't know. It just happens."
It is a human thing. It is just an easy thing. "It is second nature to earthlings."
"But you always lied."
Huh?
"It wasn't 80,000 years ago that you said to First Angel (Roshmaltaya)...???...was it?"
"Ohhhhhhh," gasped Shirley slowly."
"Wasn't it more like three thousand years ago?"
Sometime between, "three thousand and four thousand years ago?"
"He always knew when you came into the congregation."
It brightened Shirley up momentarily. Really?
"You just illiminated you were so happy. And, you joined in the audience of several billion angels and you glanced over the ones to the left and moved your foot over at least a yard to the right...why was that?"
"Because they were happier?"
"You just bubbled with enthusiasm. What happened?"
"I'm still bubbling." Shirley was only five yet she thought she was still "bubbling and exploding with happiness."
She looked up at her invisible friend to ask, "are you sure it was five thousand years ago? Weren't you born at the time of the flood? How would you know what I said to who several thousand years before that?"
Well said. Hoover reached in to take another prescribed drug for the manic depressive and schitzoids...and maybe not. In the meanwhile, Bobby Darin was evaluated by a physician who may not have been a physician who noted down on a chart, "devious behaviour, suffering from hallucinations, case in point, "I placed a fire under the tree and Shirley Jane Temple changed into a beautiful swan and flew a way."
He was so uneducated and so whatever.
Roshmaltaya? First Angel...hmmm? The God Melack is almost the same meaning as first angel but I am not sure. Children are less sure. Shirley Jane Temple learnt a valuable lesson 1948 - 1950 and that was to be careful for what one wished for when one is speaking outloud in front of earthlings and angels.
Humans really can't visit a ballpark while being caged in a cell by someone like J. E. Hoover. It was just that she knew some of the players and really wanted to be there in that stadium. She was playing at being there. So she played that she was stripping up Lou. Humans cannot trip up another human. Only an unseen angel can follow through on something like that. Yet humans will insist, "look what I can do?" But, it is not them moving a chair or a candle. It is an unseen spirit. And some unseen powerful creatures seem to prefer Ireland and the United States more than Canada. However, I wouldn't want to personally put that theory to a test.
It is like, Elijah is being harrassed and three times fire comes down from Heaven and eats up the armies and he is just this old man. Later Elisha is traveling with Elijah and fifty soms of the prophets are stalking the two and in 2 Kings 2:8, "Elijah took his official garment and wrapped it u and struck the waters, and gradually they were divided tis way and that way, so that both of them went across on the dry ground."
These men are humans. The garment is just a hairy animal skin with a leather belt. Humans and animal skins can not do magic. The Holy Spirit can do magic but there is also the presence of unseen angels. Jesus, the human, and I am certainly not finding fault with him, "turns water into wine" at a wedding when the bride and groom ran out of wine.
He says it and water turns into wine. Shirley Jane Temple plays at being at the ballgame and wants her team to win so badly that she acts out the part of tripping Lou by putting out her foot. Humans can not trip someone.
And, it is like this First Angel thing. Shirley Jane Temple thought that Jehovah was her father next to an earthly father somewhere but after prayerful reflection came to the conclusion that it wasn't Jehovah at all that was her father. Her father was Head of State which leaned more towards Lucifer. By her own political being she is the daughter of this world's ruler.
What if there is a whole world of unseen beings...products of unions between angels and human women pre flood? I had such a dream just now and it woke me up. I dreamt that I was an angel in Heaven standing among congregated angels. First Angel here, and I am not sure he is First Angel, is not on a throne. He is seating among thousands of angels all dressed in white virtually all looking the same with the exception that they all have their own identities. He was sitting with the happy crowd as opposed to the Hell's angels type. And, I went over and sat on his lap. What a surprise? I wasn't afraid of First Angel. And, it made me sit up.
"That couldn't have been Jesus."
I always thought that First Angel was Jesus. Well, yes, Jesus is First Angel but what if the Highlanders didn't know about Jesus completely. After all, Jesus didn't visit this earth as a human till 2 B.C. Oh, they caught glimpses of him as he darted about between the Seventh and the Third Heaven. This is true. They may have even heard about Jehovah's threat to "create enmity between you and the woman and between your seed and her seed. He will bruise you in the head and you will bruise him in the heel," (Genesis 3:15).
There would be enmity between the Seventh Heaven and the Third Heaven until the final war between this Jesus and Lucifer with Lucifer being jailed for a thousand years and afterwhich he along with all the angelic rebels and rebellious humans will be thrown into the Lake of Fire not necessarily the Sun itself but something equally as hot...completely destroyed.
So who was this cheerful First Angel sort whose lap I sat on just like that. I awoke embarrassed. Iris does not go around sitting on laps. I did not see it as a sin in my dream. It was as natural as drinking a glass of water.
"Wow! There's a nice lap to sit on."
It boogles my mind that I was that easy. But is he an evil angel. It is understood that when the nation of Israel fell, first to Babylon, than to the Romans, then to Germany, that the First Angel fell down with the nation. Is that true? But which First Angel? Jesus, the Messiah, First Born of all the angels, in the Seventh to the Third Heavens? The First Angel born just before that torrential rain ruined the earth? That is, part human or part angel First Angel?
Shirley Jane Temple may have thought she was singing to FIRST ANGEL or maybe that was the name she always knew him as and all the other angels from the Seventh to the Third would have known who First Angel was that she was singing to,
"First Angel, First Angel, I adore you, will you stay and play with me, will you help me or will you merely let me die?"
At any rate, I married the First Angel in Heaven and when I was fully sitting up I said to myself, "how could I just jump out of Heaven like that? I mean if I was married to a angel with human tendencies one would think that I just couldn't jump out of Heaven to help children being beaten to death in deathcamps without permission."
That is, even a wife, must obtain permission. Yet, I didn't. I just jumped. Honeymoon over and there I was jumping like, "had fun...see ya."
First Angel is not Gabriel as in the movie Iris (and Gabriel).
"What is your Heavenly name?" inquired J. E. Hoover.
Shirley Jane Temple leaned on the chair as placed in the jail cell speaking out loud to a crowd hidden behind a camea and two way mirror.
"Ga...", she leaned slightly, "bri..." more leaning to avoid a possible lie, "ella". With an a at the end, not to be confused with the male gender of Gabriel. No, she was female. Definitely a Gabriella. And, a Gabriella that believed in Jehovah, God of the Universe. One thing stood out. She did not want to be sold as a prostitute to pay for a judge's fee. It never occurred to her that there were men posing as judges that roamed the streets in the USA looking for possible cases so they would have monies to pay for rent. It is much like the foot doctor with saw in hand roaming the corridors in hospitals looking for a foot or a hand to saw off when a physician had determined that such part needs to be severed. That is what happened to Linda McCarney, Paul's wife. She was in an car accident. Her legs were not injured and when she awoke...she was missing half a leg. Estelle Parsons had been called to the USA as it was suggested that Linda was her daughter.
"But, she is not my daughter."
They just wonder about in hospitals looking for anyone with a possible bank account...impossible?
All I want at this point in my life is a small little house in the middle of nowhere completely far away from the crowds.
Jesus didn't always sit on God's right hand.
Hebrews 1:1-14
"God, who long ago spoke on many occassions, and in many ways to our forefatehrs by means of he prophes, has at the end of these days spoken to us by means of a Son, whom he apponted heir of all things, and through whom he made the system of things. He is the reflection of HIS glory, and the exact representation of his very being, and he sustains all tings by the word of his power and after he had made a purification for our sins he sat down on the right hand of the Majesty in lofty places. So he has become better than the angels., to the extent that he has inherited a name more excellent than theirs.
For example, to which one of the angels did he ever say: "You are my son; I, today, I have become your father"? and again: But when he again brings his Firstborn into the inhabited earth, he says: "And let all God's angels do obeisance to him."
Also, with reference to the angels he says: "And he makes his angels spirits, and his public servants a flame of fire." but with reference to the son: "God is your throne forever and ever, and the scepter of your kingdom is the scepter of uprightness. You loved righteousness, and you hated lawlessness. That is why God, your God, anointed you with the oil of exultation more than your partners." And: "You are the beginning, O lLord, laid the foundations of the earth itself, and the heavens and the works of your hands. They themselves will perish, but you yourself are to remain continually; and just like an outer garment they will all grow old, and you willwrap them up just as a cloak, as an outer garment' and they will be changed, but you are the same, and your years will nevr run out."
But with reference to which one of the angels has he ever said: "Sit at my right hand, until I place yor enemies as a stool for your feet"? Are they not all spirits for public service, sent forth to minister for those who are going to inherit salvation."
The sitting of Jesus at God's right hand was not before Adam and Even, unheard of at the Flood, not even mentioned while Jesus walked as a human on the earth. We waited till the Apostle Paul was taught by Jesus and Paul penned the explanations, "after he had made a purification for our sins he sat down on the right hand of the Majesty in lofty places."
After he was nailed on a stake some refer to as a cross. After he died as a human. After he preached the disobedient angels and the angels held in Tarsus. After he was resurrected to the Seventh Heaven...then Jesus the Messiah, Michael the Angel, sat down at the right hand of God and God gave him a new name.
And the name is not just about his reign for a thousand years because after that is all over with and this planet dies, God tells us that this angel will LIVE FOREVER.




I am not sure why the Black Dahlia woman had her body placed in the field. Part of me would like to go to the area and spot check to see if that body had been dropped off across the street where two children under the age of seven may have taken the body parts across the street or may have seen the automobile and men dropping the body and the bag with a child's remains off at the so called James Dunn house. I don't have such memories. These are just questions.
To understand the Black Dalhia case one must follow the many, if not yearly, courtcase involving the "state versus Shirley Jane Temple". Was Larraine Day called in to testify to the part ownership and royalties pertaining to the Shirley Jane Temple skits not to be confused with an older Ann Miller, nor an adult blond hair chunky midget about twenty-five who didn't actually act in the skits and movies. The midget was brought in for just a close up and for one dance after Shirley had danced What did the Blue Jay say? The midget dance steps were that of an adult. She was good but she practised. Shirley watched only once, repeated the taps in her own way, and the adults like Bo watched the steps of the child, and brought his steps in to match Shirleys. Shirley never practised. She played. She did a choreography only once and a repeat together with an adult with the adult blending in. How else could they finish a picture in a day or two? Or with the skits in less than half an hour. The midget had been sent, unknown to Shirley Jane Temple, to one of the trials and was executed by the judge. Her body was cut up along with her baby. Her body was cooked and placed for people to eat. It is not a Jewish thing. It is not Koscher. If this is what they did to the midget...then is the body of the woman called Black Dahlia the result of a USA trial held in some back room with a street man or actor posing as a judge? Charelston Heston may have been going into a trial. That would place that trial on copyright enfridgement before he lost one of his grandchildren...twin to Ryan O'Neil. The Shirley Jane Temple skits had already been copyrighted by Royals. The skits had already played with the Dutchess of York and Princess Margaret 11 and Shirley Jane Temple pre 1950 in the UK.
Did Lou Gehrig (also known as Ludwig Henrich according to newspapers) also share the same name with the body of Lou Gehrig (also known as Lou Garrick)? And was he cousin to Herman Franks (also known as Theodore Melbourne Wigle) and when Mel was not around then cousin Lou played Herm? They both had long dimples. They both had an aboriginal dna with a soft olive tone to the skin. Mel had a nicer nose. And Lou was taller than Hugh Hephner. Two of the three Randolph Scott's had strong noses. Hugh was softer more on the Iler line...a thinner nose. Yet in Hollywood it doesn't take much makeup to clip a fat nose into a longer thinner nose plus plastic skin and smoothed out.
I didn't want anyone to know the true identity of the Black Dahlia lady. I wanted to protect her identity. She may have actually been in a skit with Shirley, Ingraham and Junior as one of the adult actresses with legal papers reading "guardian" over Shirley Jane Temple and estate?
She may or may not have had more royal blood than both Princess Margaret and Elizabeth 11. And, all of them may have had less royal blood than Elsie (Dolittle) Brown Jeffrey Wigle? Yet, more royal than Grace Kelly peut-tre? Less royal perhaps than April Louise Wigle, adopted foster child, of the Wigles, and possibly on an equal footing with me..."stupid" brain person....???
Annie Fields placed something into the FBI file on the Black Dahlia personally in the presence of several FBI men and two of the men said, "you can't change the date". They were in shock. But, I did. I think that in my mind, I was thinking of the resurrection and no one would know what had really happened and she could just be resurrected and sent to the Jesus "happy" program where "Look! The tent of God is with mankind, and he will reside with them, and they will be his peoples (not one people as in Jew but plural peoples). And God himself will be with them. And he will wipe out every tear from their eyes, and death will be no ore, neither will mourning nor outcry nor pain be anymore. The former things have passed away" (Revelation 20: 3,4) and again, "For here I am creating new heavens and a new earth; and the former things will not be called to mind, neither will they come up into the heart." (Isaiah 65:17)
Now in old age, I have come to realize that with out trials under the thousand year reign there will be no closure. There will be a resurrection, "For just as the Fathre has life in himself, so he has granted also the the Son to have life in himself. And he has given him authortiy to do judging, because Son of man he is. Do not marvel at this, because the hour is coming in which all those in the memorial tombs will hear his voice and come out, those who did good things to a resurrection of life, those who practiced vile things to a resurrection of judgment." (John 5: 26 - 30)
The Black Dahlia woman will have her case processed. All evidence against her and for her will be introduced into a new court where Jesus and the 144,000 will give the final verdict of death or life. Things will be resolved and IF she was a highprofiled political persona...well...the whole earth will know exactly what happend that year. Perhaps I underestimated the female persona and how much a woman can endure. Women like this have been told by their own families and friends, "you might as well commit suicide. You don't want to live anymore."
Jesus disagrees with such unreasoning ones. Such unreasoning ones underestimate the power of the Holy Spirit. So did I. She will be made strong because Jehovah can make her strong.
My baby husband, FBI John Douglas regretted marrying me at the unseasoned age of ?seven. He said so...right there at the end of a trial or after a baceball game...or after he had watched adults laugh at the children be ridiculed and beaten. A child going along with the adults was praised and laughing was a virtue. He said something like, he "was leaving and never was coming back."
Yet, he waited at the door and I knew that he was waiting for me to call out to him.
"Well?" he asked gruffly as manly as a child husband coud be when his voice is still in high pitch.
"Well," I answered, "I can't go with you."
"When can you come?"
"Oh.....about thirty years from now."
He nodded. Then left. I looked after him as he walked away. "He's going in the wrong direction."
I have no idea where he was going. Was he going to the apple tree or the orange tree? The wind had been so gracious to us.
He just left. He didn't join any particular group. He wasn't in reform school I don't think. He just left and wandered about lonely on the streets from here to there growing up until Leann once chimed, "I liked that shy smile you try not to show."
No...he had only one look when he would run into her and it wasn't a happy look.
I didn't think that Vince Edwards married? Hmmm? I always think of him sitting in the dark with his head down. Even Jesus knows true repentance. Even Jesus can sence the agony of the sinner with no hope for a chance at doing "better".
Ben Casey cheered him up. He reminds me of Shirley McClaine's kin....part aboriginal...part?Italian?
FBI John Douglas was said to be part aboriginal Jew. Hmmm?
John Tell was said to be the son of Adlai Stevenson and ?Eden Borden. I know. I know. She looks a little like the Black Dalhia lady. But, it is such a common face. No...I mean it. I had to take a closer look at the so called General Custer and his so called wife and it is like, "Gosh, she looks so much like Queen Mary.) Photos of some of the Kennedy clan also bare that same type of ace belonging to Queen Mary. Mary Elizabeth I think??? Was Custer invited to pose with one of the daughter's of Queen Victoria and/or many cousins? Life is indeed bizarre.
Are my fingerprints on the photo of John Tell? It is like part of me does not believe that everyone of those people in that photo were still alive by 1970. John Tell was alive. He had another name that he uses today. FBI John Douglas probably knows that name. I thought like John, he was on his own, and like me had to depend on the kindness of relatives and strangers to make it through the teen years.
I don't know why Adlai Stevenson was in court 1948 - 1953. I don't know if they applied for part ownership of the Shirley Jane Temple skits that is if the three boys had played in them at some point along with Ingraham and Junior???
Very few people know that the older and much wiser Shirley Black Temple was moving monies for Estelle Parsons. Her duties at the United Nation included keeping abreast with the electrical bills. Then, this third person showed up claiming to be Shirley Jane Temple in old age and Natalie Wood came out of hiding to do Shirley Jane Temple or Shirley Jane Black. According to Natalie Wood, it was to "push the other woman back" but she wasn't refering to Shirley Jane Temple nor to Anne Miller nor to Shirley Jane Black. I don't know who she was. Was I told that she was possibly one of Jehovah's witnesses? Friend or Foe? Connections with Catholic Priest Nathan Knorr? I am not sure. I just know that the Shirley Jane Temple, not Shirley Black Temple, monies are in a trustfund until old age which will be coming up soon when the clock turns the big 65...right?
I feel very sad tonight. So few things gave me pleasure in life. I don't long for jewels. I rarely, if ever, wear a ring. I long for the rocks and the bush. I long to hear the sound of running water. ABBA gave me pleasure. ABBA gave me joy. ABBA gave me comfort. And, I had my Bible and notes on Biblical archaelogy. I never owned an Elvis record, Bobby Darin, Leann, etc.
I had two cds. Willie Nelson and Patsy Cline. Now, I have branched out to Janis Joplin and Leann. I have yet to purchase my first Linda Rondstat record. Those things are luxuries. Luxuries can pay for gas and for Watchtower magazines and Bibles and fare for the homeless. I was not raised to think of luxuries. I was not raised to think of myself. Frankly, I never gave much thought to this person called Elsie (no middle name) Wigle. I find myself, standing back and saying with all my heart, "I admire you."
The last mint of the Canadian bill bares a closer resemblance to Elsie this time then to Elizabeth. She would be rolling over in her grave. She was so unassuming...content with growing flowers and spending time walking.
I awake each day now saying, "I am a sinner."
"I never realized how much I have sinned in my life", that is until I started to think about it. I have never went looking for a lover nor an affair. I did go looking for a fight though when Agnethea went missing. 1978: it changed everything.
So, my friends who might meet me when I am resurrected is as follows ABBA and Shirley Black Temple and JW Trudy Larose.
What can I say about Trudy? Bjorn would have enjoyed having a cup of tea with her. He being the down to earth type. I don't remember her gossiping. I remember that she was a kind person and she thought that I was worth knowing. I would leave a JW convention to do the hourly toilet rounds and there she would be on the end sitting with her hand out to grab onto me just to say, "I love you." And, as I walked by other older ones would do the same. Others would say, "why are they doing that?" They, old ones" shouldn't be doing that.
"They just haven't seen me for awhile."
"Like what difference does that make?"
Because there are still people in this world that like a hug.
I don't think that Libbie was actually the wife of General Custer. There was family gossip that even historian June Virginia Wigle didn't know about. However, she was just as secretive as I was and maybe knew some of the details that we were forbidden to speak about or I may have heard some tidbits from Lambert Joseph Wigle himself.
I know, Lambert Joseph Wigle is more like the photo of General Custer than his so called first born son who was called Theodore Melbourne Wigle and not as custom Lambert Junior Wigle. That name went to the second born. Huh?
The gossip? Oh yeah...Princess Mary Elizabeth had fled the United Kingdom. She needed an annulment. She may or may not have been pregnant at the time that she fled to the USA right? I don't want to repeat untrue gossip. Was sit that General Custer was hiding her under an alias while she pursued legal means to cut off a very unfortuante and unwanted marriage partner? Was it that she would rather live in the wilderness, rather be penniless, rather live in a tent with aboriginals then to be married to this man? Something? Something? Something?
General Custer may have actually have been married to a woman raised aboriginal with part aboriginal blood but was she the second wife or the first wife? He reminds me of the photo in the book, "The Trail of the Blackwalnut" which dates back to the 1700's. He is not Lambert Wigle as Lambert Wigle was off to Africa in the Boer War. And, Lambert, I think, had brown hair, not red or strawberry blond. The Geauvereau's cousin to the Wigles and the Jeffrey royals had red hair from the Scotland side. Well, not all of them. The Clarks, only had one carrot red haired child that mite date back to King Henry by the name of Robert Clark, Windsor, Ontario.
I am not sure where Roxanne Hoffman was at now. There was the Wounded Knee masacre. The Custer thing. And, in between then and the 1900's, Frederick Cutforth and Lambert Wigle were sharp shooters in the Buffalo Bill show after going to Quatemala as mercenaries. My grandfather was so secrative. He told me stories about the 1700's and 1800's. When Robert Kennedy confided in me that he was related to General Custer did he do it as Robert Kennedy or was Robert Kennedy suppose to be Robert Rae Wigle as aged by the press and lawyers from 1953 to 1923? I don't know. I really didn't think about it much. In the meantime, there are FBI and CIA aboriginals searching for Custer's relatives and people with the last constanants being "er". That is, they were looking for a missing mother from Wounded Knee which may have been Roxanne Hoffman. It just surprised me that a photo of Queen Mary Elizabeth showed up with Custer and with the Kennedy clan...strange isn't it?
I don't think Custer died. And, according to my grandfather, neither did Sitting Bull. It just seemed, "a better idea for Sitting Bull to die and to re-emerge under another name."
What my grandfather failed to realize is that these possible lies have lead to people grieving especially the aboriginals. Maybe it was true that the aboriginals involved understood that Sitting Bull had to go into hiding to obtain a rest from being stalked by the military...but...for aboriginals not knowing the truth from the lie...it has been a strain on their hearts. George Clooney and especially John Tail clan were never going to forget Wounded Knee nor General Custer nor the laws pertaining to their not being allowed to go into a grocery store to buy a loaf of bread.
Don't tell Theodore Melbourne Wigle that he can't walk on the sunny side of the street nor buy a loaf of bread.
Back to the archaic gossip albeit Lambert Jospeh Wigle partner to the Girty brothers and to others sympathetic with the American Revolution but true Loyalists to the Kings and Queens of Europe. Thus, later, when England required her "sons" to go to Africa during the Boer War of 1899 my grandfather Lambert Joseph Wigle entered as a medic along with Frederick Cutforth and broke in horses for the soldiers. Other Cutforths pursued carears in England and at least one was in the Cival War.
In the meantime, there were at least two missing Russian princesses but I am not sure exactly where history would place Anastasia. The Russian Revolution was in 1917 but there were problems for the Royals around the world prior to 1914. My grandfather knew all about the German royals.
Queen Mary Elizabeth is an oddity in my brain because I am not sure where to place her exactly. She seems to be enterwined with the Prussian Princess Elizabeth that may have been a polite way of saying Russian Princess although historians may have presented her as a German royal thus the name German became part of the Tudor line possibly.
Fact: There was a ROYAL princess that entered into a marriage into the so called Tudor line except after the vows things broke apart...that being...that the new said husband was not a royal as presented, that being that said husband wanted her to sign over all royal bank accounts in her name, all royal assets were to be signed over into his name including the vaulted Tudor jewels...right? Upon her refusal...she was promptly beaten and ridiculed by his family and possible old mistress...one can assume...right? Thus, she already had grounds for a divorce from all courts and religions before the marriage ran a months course....right? She escaped at first notice and went to the new world. It may have been that she already had an appointment there to meet with a political persona and secretly meet with the Wigle clan through a soldier by the name of Cutforth...right?
The King had issued a warning to the Americans to free all negro slaves. Queen Victoria also warned the Americans to free the negro slaves purchased before and after the "new rules" on slavery that being that the Bible said, slaves were to be set free, old and new, after fifty years or on the date of Jubilee even if they just purchased the slave the year before. However, lawyers argued back to the House of Britain, that many of the negros were not slaves but they had signed "contracts" stipulating that the cost of these new black, white, Spanish, Italian, Jewish, immigrants to the Americas was to be paid off in the form of work plus the clothing and the cost for food and lodging which bought more time. The House of Britain could not overule the "contract" which was to have expired when the cost of travel by ship had been paid off. In the meantime many of the blacks preferred to continue working after the contracts had run it's course. Thus, one will see photos and drawings of blacks fighting with the Yankees.
Kate had asked during the filming of Dances with Wolves why a light skinned negro with a feather in his cap was "working for the wrong side?" He seemed out of place. He understood why some of the negros had fought for the south against the wishes of the North. The Civil War was not just about slavery. And, the right to set one's own course without restraint. Not content with the response from the Americas and seeing said "contracts" to be a form of slavery the Royals sent enyoys to scout out the situation. When they said that the blacks who wanted to return to Africa, who wanted to be set free after "contracts" were paid...they were to be given their freedoms. They were to be allowed to purchase their own properties and build their own homes. The children of servitudes were NOT to be part of the package signed by a parent or guardian.
It was a great opportunity for Mary Elizabeth to travel and escape a husband that had violated the marriage bed. Upon her arrival to the Americas she was met and an appointment was set with the Wigle clan to purchase blacks and remove them to Canada to the Huffman and Wigle farms a historical fact kept in the files of Fort Malden, Amherstburg, Ontario.
There are so many unsaid explanations as to why General Custer had a photo taken with Queen Mary Elizabeth. A parital explanation would be that she could carry the photo through the United States which would match up with other photos along the trial. Thus, when Shirley Jane Temple did the movie about the North and South on the streets of Sandwich (now part of Windsor, Ontario, Canada she was reinacting some of the story as told by Lambert Jospeh Wigle as told by Shirley to the director who made the movies. The Sandwich Street Train Station dates this movie as the director had to gain permission from the mayor and clan for the right to use the old train station/bus terminal and the Canadian owner's permission.
One can only wonder if the man that Queen Mary Elizabeth divorced within a month of the vows was related to Montbatten...right? And they wouldn't stop. Even after a second marriage where her husband disappeared a non royal relative showed up to see if she would pass him off as her husband. That is a fact. Were these people related to Hitler? I don't know but during both world wars their were borgs trying to penetrate into the royal family line and Hitler was quite upset that he and his kin were not accepted. In due time, General Custer would have to die off, Sitting Bull would have to die off and Queen Mary could continue on the throne as the rightful ruler without the consent of non royals who had tried to place themselves on the same footing as the Tudors, the Stuarts and the Windsors....right?
The famous photo of General Custer and the so called Libbie, irregardless of whether her real name was Elizabeth as in the Royal Mary Elizabeth, was a form of a passport. Not just for General Custer and Elizabeth but especially for the black woman huddled into the corner. With said photo in hand this negro woman could cross all of the United States with as many nuns, maids-in-waiting, cooks, trail hands as required to escort a Princess from one here to there and the Princess herself did not have to be present. Only a Royal trunk had to be present or trunks and one was to have the right authority to open said trunks. It can be said that if anyone had the authority it would have been General Custer himself. What was the name of the cook? Wasn't Flossie? Wasn't Elsa? Flo?
Point of exit would be the borders as produced at the times between Detroit and Fort Malden. If a slave or debenture could make it to Kingsville, Ontario, he or she would find a new banker willing to pay off the debt owed and find employment on farms in Canada doing similair work but the blacks and others could make enough profit to purchase the contracts of their relatives and once the debt was repaid they were just as free to continue as farm hands and just as free to return to Africa and just as free to roam about as any other foreigner.
Uncle Tom's Cabin was not in Dresden, Ontario. There may or may not have been work there in Dresden but it is not historically correct. Uncle Tom's Cabin was on the Huffman farm in Kingsville, Ontario and later as the debts were paid back to the USA plantation owners the blacks moved towards Wheatley, Ontario (a well established and documented fact) and into the Fort Malden area and later as things relaxed into Windsor, Ontario around the mid 1900's.
The Black Museum is located now in Amherstburg, Ontario but the start was Kingsville, to Wheatley, to Fort Malden (Amherstburg) to Windsor and branching out as we see today to Toronto and Ontario.
Shirely Jane Temple told part of the story of Uncle Tom's Cabin as penned down by John Barrymore himself. The fingerprints on the script of Uncle Tom's Cabin should match that of a Royal. If Libbie was indeed Queen Mary Elizabeth then there is a possibility that her fingerprints may indeed be still on the photographs....several of the same photographs as taken for distribution between the Yankees and the Blue Coats.
Now we all know where Uncle Wellington acquired that Yankee Tennessee/Arkansa accent that never quite fitted in with the Canadian flavour. It was the influence of the blacks that he worked out in the fields with in the Kingsville/Essex areas. He would say to me, "do you want to grow up to be a ninny?"
What did that mean? I use to think about it for hours. What he was really saying? If I didn't study and achieve some scolaristic achievement I would grow up to be like an uneducated black person. I wonder if he even understood the meaning? He had so many negro expressions like "coon's age" and "coon" this and that...quite racial expressions passed on by negros themselves as they talked through the work days.
June Virginia Wigle had to finish The King and I after I had been falsely arrested and charged. Lord knows for what. LA hadn't expected a June Virginia Wigle to show up...again...the most beloved of all the Audrey Hepburns...to my way of thinking.
I heard it through the grapevine. It is said that Queen Mary married George V and that they had an only daughter by the name of Mary which, according to gossip was my maternal grandmother that died of scleroderma around 1953 in Windsor, Ontario. The same Mary that had switched with her non Royal cousin who has been known in history as the Queen Mother of the said Elizabeth 11. If that was the case was Mary Brown Jeffrey actually only in her mid fifties when she passed away or was she much older than her non Royal cousin? Switching identities can be a confusing state of affairs...right? Family gossip (that was never had to have occured) was this: Are the following questions true? Did Queen Mary enter into a marriage against her will as imposed by others?
2. Was the man posing as George V really a British
Royal and subject of the UK?
3. Did he forget to mention to anyone that he already
had a wife prior to the so called wedding to
Queen Mary?
4. Did he bring his wife, his first mistress, into the
Palace bed?
5. Were Royal Russians presented in the UK courts
and political system as British royals?
6. Did the so called George V insist to Queen Mary
that Queen Mary was to sign abdication papers
and call upon his non royal son by another woman
as "the next King" within a day of the so called
wedding?
7. Would George Lascelles, 7th Earl of Harwood
pass the dna for Royals?
8. Would the Lascelles Harwood blood go back to
Netherlands, Polish or Germans?
9. Was George Lascelles related in any way to the
dna of Hitler?
10. Did Hitler go on a rampage searching vigoursly
for the missing Queen Mother, daughter and
grandaughter?
11. Was Elizabeth 11, if she did make such a claim,
that the reason for the massive collection of
Jews particularly of women was because Hitler
was searching for the missing Royal women and
at the least was looking for a look a like to place
on the throne in lieu that he couldn't find the real
Royal to force into a marriage alliance?
12. Is Sir Charles and Princess Anne related to
George Lascelles, The 7th Earl of Harwood, and
not Queen Victoria, Queen Mary nor the Queen
mother nor the Houses of Russia, Germany,
Italy, STUART and Windsor?

Whatever...according to Lambert Jospeh Wigle, son of Lambert Joseph Wigle, sone of Lambert Jospeh Wigle, etc, etc, etc.....was he correct in stating that the woman in the photo was NOT the wife of Custer but the missing Royal Princess Mary?
Dennis James Cutforth went out tonight and returned with one bottle of beer (for himself) and a bottle of wine for me. I didn't understand. I had been drinking Allen's apple juice for the last two days. And, I said to him when he wandered into our four foot by six foot kitchen, "THIS is as good of wine. How much did it cost."
To which he replied, "Usually it is a dollar (Canadian which may be anywhere from a dollar USA to three dollars USA on a regular basis) but this week it was on sale for 88 cents."
To which I replied, "we should go out and buy twenty of them."
"Do you know why I bought the bottle of wine?" asked Dennis.
" No...why did you buy the bottle of wine?" I was quite happy with the pink lemonade and the Allen's Apple Juice.
"Because I know that if I didn't buy the wine you would drink my one bottle of beer."
It made no sence what's so ever...because usually I drink my bottle of wine and beg him for half a glass, less than two ounces for that last portion of beer. It is like this. Dennis James Cutforth is a non alcholic. A bottle of beer might last him a week or a month. Except I am the one doing all the yard work, the apartment work, that being, that I AM the superintendent, and when I come in that bottle of beer looks awfully tempting.
So, here I sit with his bottle of beer while he plays hockey tonight, that being, that tonight is Monday and Dennis James Cutforth plays hockey on Mondays and sometimes on the weekend with a lawyer friend.
I still have wine but beer...well...beer is so quenching isn't it or maybe it is just a British thing...I am not sure. Not to mention that I just finished watching Cobra and a man was on fire in Cobra with Sylvester Stallone. It is enough to drive a person to drink isn't it. It probably wasn't the hot fire...just the cold fire. It bothers me.
I like Sylvester Stallone. He has Natalie Woods eyes. Nat is quite a performer you know. She could play me but her eyes always betrayed her. Hound dog eyes. I could play Nat because a good artist could do Hound Dog eyes but Nat could not do Estelle Parsons/Leann Rimes eyes. Her lower lid was just too long. Thus, a short eyed lid could, by make up do longer eyes, but a longer lid could never do short eye lids.
That being said, I am sitting here drinking Dennis' one bottle of beer. I remind myself that if he comes in late, "he'll probably not bother to check on his one bottle of beer" and it might be safe for me to travel tomorrow down the street to purchase a second bottle of beer.
Sylvester Stallone is a good person to work with. He is a safe person. He even called in Estelle Parsons to work with him in another movie which saw him placed inside a large glass test tube. He wouldn't do the scene without Estelle present. He had reason to have concern as the test tube was made not of usual glass but bullet proof glass. After it was locked for the scene, Estelle took no chances...she drew a gun and blew off the hindges. She never did see much of Sly but she thought of him from time to time and when he called her for to play a cop helping serial killers in Cobra she went for the part...took no pay...and watched his back every bit of the way...but the gas thingy....time to drink.
The night before, Canada saw the movie Water which was a great movie because it exposed the plight of the widow in India. It was time for another drink.
Horrible nightmares about the little star actor. Horrible nightmares that at the end of the scene where she is handed to the would be lawyer she end up tossed off the train. And, it is like I am scratching my head..."little girl from 1932 or little girl actor from 1969?"
Estelle Parsons was in India, you know, 1968 - 1969. She visited Sister Theresa and funded something for her. The women in the hostel was taken back. I am trying to remember. Audrey Hepburn number two had lost her purse and a police officer geared her to this woman's hostel for the widows. Perhaps the move was orchestrated...perhaps not...and a movie was made while she was in India.
After the movie she wanted to purchase land outside of India...on the outskirts of Pakistan for the women in this hostel for widows. And, she said to one of the women, "don't ever go to a Kingdom Hall."
"Don't ever go to the New York Bethel."
It bothered the women to the point that they sent in a spy to NY Bethel to see, "why were the women widows of India not to go to a Kingdom Hall?"
They sent a woman spy and later they sent a male spy to NY Bethel. I don't know what the outcome was but I don't think that Jehovah's witnesses did very well in neither Pakistan nor India.
I would really like to drink the rest of Dennis' one beer. Okay...let's go for a third of the last of the one beer shall we and maybe after hockey he won't notice.
I feel very inadequate. I feel like I did nothing to help India. I dream of making subways there. I dream of making canals and water ways but I don't do anything at all. Well, maybe Audrey Hepburn, brought in engineers to build a subway away from the down core in India and maybe not.
Why can't widows marry in India? In the movie it mentions that the reason why a five year old may be sent to the widow village is that there is not room for her at home. What is not said...is that her 85 year old husband mite not be dead at all. He mite be at home with his wife or his harem and that placing his "five year old wife" in the widow home might just bring in extra money for him. THAT is not said in the movie. Thousands of CHILDREN are sent to be beggers for a man that is not dead and she is not allowed to marry that being that she is classified "as a widow."
Down with it all! It is very depressing. But, don't you feel the urge to pull out the Bible and say, "this is what Jesus has to say to the widows," and "this is what the Apostle Paul had to say about widows."
I love the part about the clouds. "You pray to an idol and expect it to hear...why not a cloud?"
It was a small crack in the visage of Indian religious thinking.
I wish I could pay for the widows and the orphans to go from door to door. I wish I could pay for them to hand out a leaflet on some type of religious freedom.Then, comes the depression. Then, comes the memory of the widow who went on her knees that left India for Pakistan and for freedom and new laws. I don't know what happened. Did something happen? Did JW's from NY come to her office to take it away from her to build a Kingdom Hall? I don't know. She looks a little bit like the Portuguese nun...doesn't she. Not exactly like her. But, she reminds me of her. Why wouldn't I love her? Why wouldn't I feel pity for her? She didn't barbecue anyone's baby nor crush it between a vice. She obeyed the laws and the rules which told her family that she was never allowed back into the home. She was a widow and widows had to go to the widow home and live a life of begging and for some...prostitution. And, she searched and searched for the answers until one day a Jehovah's witness was left beaten in India without identification papers for a week or two.
I pray to Jehovah and I pled, "wouldn't she be a wonderful type of person to choose to be the bride of Christ?" I mean, she dressed like Mary the Mother of God, and she wants to understand. Why can't she be resurrected to the Heavens to judge Indian? I she dead. Was she beaten or burned to death in Pakinstan so someone from NY could inherit "free" property?
I feel like she is part of me.
FBI John Douglas was asked by Annie Fields to go to the so called James Dunn house which may or may not have gone to Adlai Stevenson and Lorraine Day and maybe not as people squared off to sieze copyrights belonging to John Fell and Shirley Jane Temple.
I walked around the property hugging a piece of wood that once was part of a swing. Someone had sent Shirley a doll house which was sent off to Buckingham Palace which Shirley never did get to plaly with. It was then, that James Dunn built her a doll house or a tree house up in a tree in a back yard.
"This is the most beautiful doll house that I have ever seen!"
She didn't even miss the gifts sent to her by the public that the Queen of England and her many friends had seized for one reason or another. It was BETTER than the "dollhouse" sent from North America to the UK.
Annie Fields walks around the yard of the old James Dunn home. The wind wiped up a storm. Lighting bolts hosted above her head. A man or a ghost made a showing at the front door scaring the FBI men that were spying on Annie Fields.
I backed away and placed the wooden plank of the swing down on the property. I would not take it with me. It belonged to ?him? ...the ghost or whatever.
"Next time I come for a visit...I will be sure to bring an umbrella."
The next time that Annie Fields visited the FBI she placed a black umbrella on her desk. Several FBI men eyed it like, "what in the world is she going to do with that umbrella?"
And, "it never rains in LA."
Of course it doesn't. Except it rains once in a while and some time between 1949 - 1953 it even snowed in the summertime which was quite wonderful and unexpected. It covered alot of tracks...didn't it.
I feel a loss when I think of India...1966 - 1970. I feel it to the inner most of my being that I did not do enough for widows and orphans.
March 03, 2009
News Tidbit:
Dennis James Cutforth awoke at 11:30 this morning. First question he asked was, "why did you drink my beer last night?"
I left some beer in the bottle.
"I don't understand Dennis. Why didn't you buy two bottles of beer...and a small bottle of wine?"
I can't feel sorry for him even if he is hobbling around from a painful hockey accident. He told me all about it. A 230 pound Jehovah's witness, "turned around".
"He (obviously should not have turned around) didn't dodge (he was suppose to stay still."
"In other words, you plowed into him. You were going too fast."
"He doesn't know how to play hockey."
I rest my case. I can't feel sorry for him. It is like when he injured his knee playing hockey. He woke up and could barely walk in the year 1998. I helped him into the kitchen...into the bath...into the livingroom in our Barclay Road, London, Ontario house.
"How did this happen to you?" I felt so sorry for him.
"Playing hockey last night."
I let go of him. Hobble on your own mister. I can't and won't feel sorry for a JW that goes to play hockey but can't make it out on Saturday to preach to people about the ungodlinesss of this System of Things as protrayed by Satan. Just ask JW's. Every assembly the JW's bring it up at their assemblies. Why is it that there are JW's that can play hockey on Friday nights but can't make it to the Saturday preaching activity. The dates where changed. Why is it that there are JW's that can't do the hockey thing on Monday night but are absent at the Tuesday meetings...huh?
At one point though I wanted to put up my hand and say, "but have you ever noticed Mr. New York Circuit Overseer that none of these hockey players ever cheated on their wives?"
I know. The JW hockey wives did a count. Why? Because they are too engrossed in hockey and in injuries to do the "running around thing." Ha!
News Tidbit
Tuesday, March 03, 2009
Toronto Star
Front Page Highlights
Slain man lived life of wealth and Tragedy (as told by Niclole Baute
Glen Davis, 66, multimillionaire philanthropist son of Nelson Davis died after being shot twice in the torso.
"Should have had a cigar on him?"
Tsk! Tsk! Tsk!
"Hey isn't this a photo of the so called Andrew Lloyd Webber non composer of The Phantom of the Opera?"
I thought this photo died a long time ago and was replaced by studio owner with Rick Mornais?
"Andrew Lloyd Webber really didn't have a pig nose Dennis," as said to a cripple hobbling to the washroom on his own. Did he hear me at all? "He use to use plastic on the tip of his nose to make it look like he was a pig?"
What was his real name? UK...? Was he related in some way to the Brit's Prime Minister? Brother? Something. Not to me. Not to Estelle Parsons. Not to Pier Angelina or Angelina Pier. Not to Audrey Hepburn 1and 2.
"Hey? Look at this photo...he reminds me of someone."
The photo is that of businessman Marshall Ross charged with first-degree murder in the death of so called Glen Davis as told by reporters Michele Henry (aboriginal tone there in that name), Daniel Dale and Peter Edwards not related at all to Blake Edwards...right?
"Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Kiss the Girls (Ashley Judd movie) JW man accused of being involved with the JW girls that died while streetwalking near the Green River."
Bathroom door is closed and obviously there is no reply from hockey player (would be Peter Mahavolich).
Tsk! Tsk! Tsk!
Back to Water movie made in India. I know that it looked like the young girl travelling in a boat was possibly a woman of the evening. However, the man that she was meeting had connections to the political scene and without ID and passport she really did need someone who could make "one telephone call to a rather large ship docking in the UK somewhere."
It would take about a week for the ship to arrive at the Indian Port with new ID, luggage and passport. In the meantime, fair is fair, and movie making is movie making.
Sister Theresa looks up at the woman walking towards her dressed in the "widow" apparel. The pope and popes would never have approved. Hey rent is rent.
I heard some gossip about India way back around 1966 - 1972. I wondered if the women that were chosen to be a child bride to the elderly men on death beds were chosen by month or season. Does a family advertise in the local newspaper or at a temple, "wanted child bride to marry our aging father?" Does the child bride bring monies into her own family or does she give away her dowry that her poor parents may have saved just for her wedding? Does the child bride of India get to know the man prior to the said wedding and does she get to look at his face when he is being cremated to ensure that was the man that she had married? Why not a child boy marrying a child girl? Why is it that so many men marrying child brides die soon after the marriage? Are they really dead or is this just another scam created by religious businessmen and their families? How many child brides can a man marry before he kicks the bucket? Is an elderly man in his late thirties or even nineties permitted to marry up to a hundred child brides? Tricky...very tricky and very sad!?!
So, I asked questions. Was the answer as follows? Did India run an unofficial orphanage? Were babies found along roads and abandoned taken in as "foster" children? Were all child brides actually "bastard" children? Were they all illegitimate children?
"So...this is a merciful situation?"
That is, a family saw a young female star coming up from the gutter to the age of about seven years old and they did their job as foster parents and they did it in a wonderful way? Now, it was time to set her free...even seeing her off into a suitable marriage for one that is a "bastard" child making her don a "descent" life style? That being said, then her freedom is extended to the widows hostel where she can work at begging for a living but at least she is not on the streets and society has protected their "sons" from ill advised marriage. Bastard child has finally reached the level of "decency"...huh?
But, why can't "bastard" child grow up and go to school and learn to be a teacher or a nurse? Is it because she was cursed from birth never to reach perfection? Never to answer the call to become "reconciled to God" as preached by the Apostle Paul?
But wait. Not all abandoned children are bastards are they? What about the parents that starved to death for no reason of their own? Were they starved to death because God saw these ones as "evil" and "cursed"? What if someone had murdered the parents...is their child seen as unwanted by society thus they should be doomed into a loveless marriage, forsaken by all, beggars for life, prayers to be unheard and "untouchables"?
Why are they being punished so? I don't understand at all.
"Where does the monies go that the beggars bring into the hostels?"
"It goes for food and rent?"
"Who holds the mortgage?"
"As I said, it is for rent."
"They can't own their own hostel?"
A questioned unanswered.
"So, if I had some money and wanted to build a house somewhere I could own a hostel, collect the monies and live quiet comfortably off someone else's misery?"
If I had money I would have built a orphanage complete with teachers and education. Would not that be like "placing the monies before the feet of the Apostles".
Speaking of apostles I hope that the few JW's following me around in India were not thinking that the hostel actually belonged to me? What was I thinking here? Another Kingdom Hall?
I wanted to place an ad in the India newspapers which read something like, "wanted a hundred men and women to go from door to door to place religious tracts. Minimum wage or less is negotiable."
"You can't do that!"
Why? Why did this JW elder say that I can't do that?
Well, they would not be JW's for one thing? I mean they hadn't studied the Bible and they can't read so how would they know how to answer the householder's many questions. Well, I could have given them courses by holding my own classes. And, what would my religious tract have said. It would have read something like, "Lift up your heads. Become reconciled to the Creator. Kiss the son by acknowledging that God may have sent a messenger to this earth who he will use once more in the future to cleanse this earth of all evil. Become "sons and daughters of freedom". Your sins are forgiven...rise...and sin no more."
People should be told that God does not want anyone to bow their heads for eternity. That God is a happy God and he desires his "sons and daughters" of this earth to be happy and to thank Him everyday just by raising their heads to the sky and merely whispering with true sincerity of heart, "thank you" for all that I have and for as little as I have and "thank you" for lifting up my spirits and "thank you" for forgiving me and "please deliver me from the evil ones" for "yours is the power and the glory forever" through your messenger Amen.
God curses evil doers and of course The Seventh World Power but I am working to seek forgiveness as I have worked to undo the wrongs that I may have done as a child and within my lifetime.
I regret some of the parts in some of the movies that I was involved in. I realized that I was depressed now and was testing out God in a wrongful way. Recognizing my sins I have the only course available to a human and that is to seek God's forgiveness and send my prayer through His messenger. In my case....that would be Jesus Christ the Messiah from Heaven...born as a Jew with Egyptian, Canannite, Iranian, Moabite, Ismaelite, Abrahamic blood as a human child...resurrected into the likeness of God as a man in Heaven who stands in the innermost courtyard of the Heavenly Temple to offer up our prayers to the Heavenly Ruler I call Jehovah (but He is known by other names). As He said to Moses when He released His new name, "I shall prove to be what I shall prove to be" as a warning to all those dwelling on the earth. We will have a judgement day?
The Jews themselves say that there is no way of knowing the original name of "I shall prove to be what I shall prove to be" as the sound of it was something that the Egyptians would understand and would possibly have fallen into Arameic expression as the Jewish language sounds have changed along with the Egyptian sounds so that today's sounds might not actually correspond to the original sounds. To the Brits that sound today of "I shall prove to be what I shall prove to be"...JEHOVAH. When people hear the name of Jehovah they do identify Him as the God of the Bible. We will stand corrected in the future. We are living at the time when God warned, "because you have erred you will now have to turn to your gods of wood and stone" for HE is not listening. The messenger is listening.
The Messenger said of the children on the streets at his time, "Then a reasoning entered among them as to who would be the greatest of them. Jesus, knowing the reasoning of their hearts, took a young child, set it beside him and said to them: "Whover receives this young child on the bais of my neame receives me too, and whoever receives me receives him also that sent me forth. For he that conducts himself as a lesser oneamong all of you is th eone that is great" (Luke 9:48)
And again, "Whoever receives such young child on the baiss of my name recieves me also. But whoever stumbles one of these little ones who put faith in me, it is more beneficial for him to hae hung around his neck a millstone suchas is turned by an ass and to be sunk in the wide, open sea" (Matthew 18: 5 & 6).
Hold on? If the girl bride is classified as "untouchable" then why can't an "untouchable girl" marry an "untouchable boy"?
Good question. And, if the marriage of a child bride was never consumated then why can't a child bride remarry? If a consumated child bride's husband dies but she was not taken into his home for more than a week to a day then why can she not remarry? What is a husband? A husband is one that "takes care of his bride as he does to himself?"
Legally speaking was this old man or even an old man of thirty really a husband to a five year old if he only took the virginity but did not feed her body nor build her a home after one day of marriage?
This is NOT a husband for more is required legally of a said husband. This may just be an unemployed glutton? This may just be someone that is building a nest for another wife. Thus, if said husband has other wives, and he does NOT desire to set up a home and dwell with this five year old is he legally defined as a husband or as a legal rapist?
The body of a five year old is not ready for a pregnancy nor to be mulled by others. If a husband and his kin expect a five year old to beg and to be mulled and even worse to serve as a prostitute...is this her legal husband or her legal owner? Why does a child have no rights to chart a course when it is obvious to all that she is not wanted not by man, neither by woman, nor by country?
So what if all the untouchable children and women were to go to a place like Pakistan? What of it? You don't want them. Why shouldn't they lift up their heads and have a clean heart and a clean conscience and be baptised presenting their cleansed hearts cured of social disease and social rantings and say outloud, with or without parents, with or without approval, with or without guests, "I am presenting my body, cleansed of immoral reasonings, to the Creator and I kiss the son The Messenger and look forward to the Creator cleansing the earth of all evil doers to do HIS will."
And, what is God's will.
"Become reconciled to God."
"Become His sons and daughters".
"Kiss the son and recognize that, as humans we are too unclean" and God has given us a messenger to hear our prayers."
"And the messenger is in the Heavens serving in a greater temple"
"Where he cannot be corrupted?"
And, he too is "looking for a brideclass of 144,000 humans from all tribes, tongues and peoples" to wash of their sins, to purify, to present to God, the Creator as "perfected" to serve in our future as Kings and Priests, lawyers and teachers as the dead are resurrected."
Amen.
It is such a simple message. Jesus, the Messenger, defined it with just two commands, "love God with a complete heart and with your whole soul and with your whole mind. This is the greatest and first commandment. The second, like it, is this, "you must love your neighbour as yourself. On these two commandments the whole Law (of Moses) hangs and the Prophets" (Matthew 22:37).
I cannot go back to Hollywood. It has not been the best way to feed the poor. I sold myself...a part of me. And, I look at the widow hostel and I think to myself that, "we are not that much different from them...are we?"
The movie Water refers to the Holy Water. Holy as in clean and pure. It may have been that the River at one time was the best sourse of drinking water. Water tests may say otherwise as it may or may not be polluted. Yet, we also take into our beings, another pollution which is just as damaging as a polluted river don't we. We accept as divine all sayings without test by blind prejudice and blind faith. We do so even if it means that we are to bow our heads forever and walk on our knees. And Jesus, said, "just say thank you and love and obey goodness". It was that simple.
We, people of the earth, have added to God's plan. Adam and Even were created naked. God gave them clothes so they could hide inside the clothes instead of inside bushes. We added cars on top of that. All sorts of tools and we strive to reach a plateau of riches to fool ourselves into thinking, "look I am the greatest."
And, we say, "Look at all my things. I need a maid and slaves to take care of all my things because I am the greatest."
Jesus, explained that it was Moses that changed the law of Jehovah when he allowed more than one wife. Moses, no doubt, thought that he was doing women a service when he allowed for a separation and a divorce, "but she is not to go out empty handed". And, Moses may have reasoned that the children should stay with the man when the wife leaves. Was it a terrible sin for India to hide the "bastards" and to raise them besides their own daughters and sons to send them off to an adult orphanage where one day in Heaven something better might wait for them? Was it wrong for India to have some controls over procreation, unwanted pregnancies and disease? We hopefully, have come a step farther in our reasonings.
"And Pharisees came up to him, intent on tempting him and saying: "Is it lawful for a man o divorce his wife on every sort of ground?" In reply he said, "Did you not read that he who created them from the beginning made them male and female and said, "for this reason a man will leave his father and his mother and will stick to his wife, and the two will be one flesh'" They said to him: "Why, then, did Moses prescribe giving a certificate of dismissal and divorcing her?" He said to them: "Moses, out of regard for your hearhertedness, made the concession to ou of divorcing your wives, but such has not been the case form the beginning. I say to you taht whoever divorces his wife, except on the ground of fornication, and marries another commits adultery." (Mathew 19: 3 -9)
"The disciples said to him: "If such is the situation of aman with his wife, it is not advisable to marry." He said to them: "Not all men make room for the saying, but only those who have the gift. For there are eunuchs that were bron such from their mother's womb, and there are eunuchs that were made eunuchs by men, and there are eunuchs that hve made themselves eunuchs on account of the kingdom of the heavens, Let him that can make room for it make room for it." (Matthew 19: 10 -13)
"Then YOUNG CHILDREN were brought to him, for him to put his hands upon them and to offer prayer; but the disciples reprimanded them. Jesus, however said: "LET THE YOUNG CHILDREN ALONE, AND STOP HINDERING THEM FROM COMING TO ME, FOR THE KINGDOM OF THE HEAVENS BELONGS TO SUCHLIKE ONES." aND HE PUT HIS HANDS UPON THEM AND WENT FROM THERE" (Matthew 19:15).
It makes me choke up and cry. Can you imagine if Jesus had been in India and placing his hands on an "untouchable" child? That is what Gandi did for India. He blest the poor and offered up prayers to the Messenger to place before the Creator.
Did God create children to be brought forth "never to be loved"?
God forbid. When will they be loved? When will they have the rights of every other girl and boy on this earth?
Why is it that so many child brides do not have a child? In Africa, the labia of some female children are cut off. Yet, this is the act of a eunuch. Perhaps, at one time, ions ago, a female eunuch was seen as a priviledge and may have even lived with high ranking famlies but this is not what the Creator intended is it? China forced males to have the penis served. In the US did the southern states force nails into the wombs of the black slaves so that they would not produce a child? Who is it that dictates what shall or shall not be done to the body of another person? And, why can't a child be allowed to grow up and decide on their own whether they want to be a eunuch in widow's hostel in India or as a nun in a Catholic church? Where is the difference? Was Sister Theresa of India dressed in much better attire?
And, if a child bride is taken without her knowledge and understanding that is marriage will not be forever, that it will not be like other marriages wouldn't she a a right at one point in time to make her own or his own decision?
And, if a child bride did not have her virginity taken...isn't it just the dead groom that said that he took the viriginity by pushing his penis into her rectum? Is that a husband? Would the Creator, irregardless of His name, call that a marriage? Marriage is for procreation. The genitals were made for procreation were they not? Did this husband enter into this marriage as a true husband with true intentions? Only if he had taken the genital virginity. Otherwise, I see it as only a lie.
I too am a liar.
I too am a sinner.
I too see the need to change and to say, "from this day forward I will NOT serve at two tables."
We go with the flow of things and we lie.
We go with the flow of things and we sin.
Stop going with the flow of things!
Finally, I am the winner.





1950 - 1953, FBI John Douglas under another name asked his child wife as a child groom, "when shall I see you next?"
They were holding hands in view of the adults none of whom were friends nor family nor extended families. The judge had ordered them "not to be seen with each other till they reached the age of 21 years old" despite the legal marriage certificate signed by both children with their lawyers present to avoid testifying in a courtroom before a white man claiming to be a judge in the USA. They were forbidden to write to each other. They were forbidden to give each other addresses. And, they went with the flow.
Sinners...you say. Undoubtedly!?! I say it with a question because we didn't want to sin and we didn't want to go to prison on false charges and we didn't want to die. I had been adopted by his so called father and so called father and they were all dead. Children do not have rights I don't think in any country. Perhaps in this Heavenly Kingdom? Perhaps one day when someone is sent a gift...that gift legally belongs to the person that the gift was intended for. Perhaps one purchases land with money one made and owns then the land will belong to them. Perhaps one day when one owns a copyright legally then one really owns the copyright legally. And, perhaps one day a groom may met a bride and maybe not.
"I forgot John that we had married."
How many people even remember what they did when they were six or seven years old? The January 1967 marriage? Well, I have no explanation at this time for that marriage a second time except to say I was tortured by JW's in Montreal and everyone knew, "don't touch me."
I will NOT change the charge and I will take the charges right up to Jehovah's nose Himself. I won't lie to cover over embarrassment. I won't lie to further "the good news" that the message of Jesus might be preached in all the earth. THAT is the message. A woman has the right over her own body, in and out of a marriage, with or without the consent of the Watchtower, Catholic Church, Protestant church, Buddhist, Islamic, Muslim, Hindu and whatever.
I look forward to the judgments by Christ Jesus...don't you?

Sometimes we see things much clearer when we stand at a distance and look back. In Montreal, Erin Brocovich had forced herself into my apartment. I complained to the JW elders in the local congregation that she had been beating, kicking, starving me. I was told "to get along with her."
It wasn't her apartment. She wasn't putting anything towards rent. I was not permitted to use my OWN telephone. I was locked up in my bathroom. Erin had asked me for my birth date so she could have a birthday party for me. Well, every one knows that JW's do not do the birthday thing...it is forbidden.
"August .."
I wasn't quite 21 years old. The birthday came and on said day her husband tried to rape me along with his friends. When I refused, they twisted my back so far back that I could not walk and I was stabbed in the belly button with a knife and my hands were tied as other male and female JW's all took a looksee at my virginity. Why was it so important for them to know my birthdate? Was it because my marriage to John Douglas child groom would have become legal on my twenty-first birthday and we would be free to exchange glances, dances and beds? Was all this orchestrated just so I would not have legal possession of my musical copyrights from 1949 - 1967? Can a man, like Erin's husband, pose as a husband if he merely touched my chest or took a looksee? I was a confirmed virgin...confirmed in 1970 by a Montreal specialist of female genitilia and I asked him to write down in my file his findings which read, "Virgin". I was also seen after a December 05, 1971, marriage to Dennis James Cutforth as a virgin three to four weeks after the wedding date. What part is legal in obtaining a copyright and what part is illegal? Just as important, Glen How was present in some of the legal proceedings in NY and across the USA between possibly 1950 and definitely 1952 and/or 1953. Thus, how many other JW elders, governing body JW's, lawyers for the Watchtower and local Windsor police officers and elders knew about the marriage between Iris Wigle and John Douglas?
When is blasphamy...blasphamy? And, just as important do these people involved really want to go to Heaven? really want everlasting life on the earth?
If people lie, torture, steal and whatever to gain a copyright can it be said that they truly are followers of Jehovah and Christ Jesus?
And when does a man posing as a father and a guardian not recognized by the messenger dwelling in the Heavens?
Nothing is always clear. A child raised as a foster child knows nothing. There are no answers. She may or may not have been given in marriage to a husband...right? It get's confusing. When looking at an old case for example, in India, and asking pertinent questions, I was told of a case where a baby had been raised by a Hindu, married to a Muslim as a child bride, but had her virginity intact when he "kicked the bucket". I guess that means that he died. It was just a phrase used in one of the court cases where I was suppose to be accused of something or in reference to a witness or in reference to me. It is not necessarily "dead". It just means that the person that is being referred to probably "kicked the bucket" at one time or another. The phrase is not crossed examined by men posing as lawyers in the back of the courtroom. No lawyer is sitting with the accused. She defends herself, without a lawyer, as best as she can.
"Actually, he wasn't her father." (with reference to India child bride).
"He was her foster father and as a foster father he is also considered to be her husband."
Like part of the family chattel?
"How did he obtain her as a child?"
"He is her uncle?"
That changes everything. We have here a child bride from a once very wealthy family that was placed with an uncle who is her father but not her father...he is the uncle and the uncle, as next of kin, has the legal right to marry off his daughter/wife to another man? Or does he?
It is easy to say that one is an uncle...that one is a foster father and one is husband or in other words something like an "owner".
"How do you know that he is the uncle?"
Dna did not exist at one time? What if he was the gardener? What if he had been the cab driver? How does one establish the rights of a child inheritor as having the legal rights to a trust fund? If the child inheriting the monies is not legally allowed to touch "her monies and properties till twenty-one years of age", then why are the adults allowed to touch it without informing her and her lawyer and next of kin dna proved?
When is a mistake not a "mistake"? When the mistake is carried on and added to year after year after year until it reaches almost sixty years of being a scam artist and associates of those who use the laws and bend them with their own lawyers, judges, jurors and witnesses? When one employs lies upon lies for decades until an angel does not want to be part of it....is that the answer? When Jesus, the messenger, starts to hack up the vomit...the poison...that he is not permitted by Holy Spirit to defile himself with?
I'm back....to....??? I am not sure what year the FBI went to a USA home because three to seven fishermen had said that they had heard screams the night before except I was there and he was there, he being I thought FBI John Douglas and I don't remember any screams.
The FBI searched the house thoroughly. It seemed to have everything in place as it was like possibly late 1980's possibly 1982 as I thought Natalie Wood went missing around 1982 but may have been hiding from the public through a new identification. Everything was in the same place as 1950 - 1953. There had been a glass of water on the table with or without the water. I asked an FBI agent to place it in plastic and take the fingerprints off of it. I had already taken fingerprints of of John Douglas office desk and I had taken fingerprints of Kevin Spacey who had wandered into the office and sat down at an FBI desk fidgeting with papers. They had not matched up so I merely tossed the fingerprints into the wastepaper basket.
I had heard a noise from the bedroom. Someone was tinkering around in the kitchen. I fell back into a sound sleep. No one was there in the morning. The day fishermen had said that they had heard screams and saw a woman covered in blood laying in a bed and I thought they had said a man sat on a rocking chair with his head on his lap.
John was working. Kevin was working. Huh?
The fingerprints on the glass may or may not have been those of, I am not sure. I wondered if they had been Bobby Darin's fingerprints. I mean...I went into a long ago speech as Sandra Dee after finding a sheet behind a commode that had fallen off like in 1950. Huntz Hall, Bobby Darin's paternal grandfather, had a squeak in his livingroom floor but this was not the Huntz Hall house. James Dunn had built the dollhouse up in the tree in the backyard surrounded by trees. One could barely see it...it was rather small and the trees were so thick. Was Bobby Darin's hat still in the cupboard or up in the attic?
Of course, there is always the Donald O'Connor Junior fill in for his father and for Bobby Darin. I've tried to rack my brains about Roy Orbinson because Roy only received that name when the new songs were released which would date the change. Had someone thrown a hot glass of water into his eyes?
Estelle Parsons had made the request for them to do a green cover for Roy Orbinson and she had them also place the words, "Indian Marriage" which would fit Bobby Darin's profile. However, many of the actors doing movies were part aboriginal whether Spaniards/Italians or one Norwegian as in Dances with Wolves.
It is just so strange that someone should say that they saw dead bodies as in the house breakin at the Sandra Dee and Bobby Darin home. Or rather, Bobby Darin home which Sandra Dee sometimes frequented which may have been Jerry Lee Lewis mortgage owner house.
Why would someone do something like that? They may have wanted me to drop out of doing some personal leg work on the Green River murders...right?
I was just wondering if Steve Martin had stopped in to do some paper work on the new movie? Did the man have a real heart problem or was he expecting company? Did he orchestra may being in that home on the night when fishermen heard screams? Or day...whatever...but day would not have made any sence. I was sleeping. He was not there. He being John Douglas because I wanted to know if he had signed the divorce papers of 1970.
The only other explanation is that there had been no man in the house when I was investigating the Green River murders. I had taken one or two valium and one or two Mandrax. I dreamt someone had kissed me on the mouth and I was afraid of opening my eyes. I am not afraid of niether Kevin nor John Douglas. I was afraid that if I had opened my eyes I would have died. It was just a thought for a moment or two. Bobby had said that he did "not kill the woman found in the Darin home that investigators thought was Sandra Dee. Bobby had said, "that he did not take an ax and hit Estelle Parsons on her head" leaving the Sinead O'Connor scars. I am afraid of Roy Orbinson and I don't know why. Daddy or junior? Daddy or junior?
It was not Bobby Darin that had walked over to the shrubs to pick up an ax and chase Estelle Parsons after she had pulled up to the Darin home to pick up Todd also called Dodd. It had been Donald Trump...right?
It was just a nightmare. That's all. Just a nightmare and time has recreated a murder scene, a visit for closure, scriptwriters at work.
Maybe it was the ghost that kissed me. Maybe I thought Medussa would turn me into stone if I had opened my eyes...that was how great the fear had been.
A third trip had turned into an evening downpour. A ghost showed up in the doorway watching two undercover FBI spy on me. I placed the part of the wooden swing seat at the edge of the lawn and said loudly to the ghost, "next time I will bring an umbrella."
When I went to type about the swing, I had almost typed down, the seat from the "hanging tree". But, this was not the Huntz Hall home??? I have no memories of anyone hanging from the tree??? Was it a vine that had pulled on my foot or had it been John Douglas or the LA cop that was around the edges when the Kiss the Girls scenero had been carring on. But, Janis Joplin didn't die as said under an alias name in the FBI papers on the Green River murders. Janis had jumped into the flowing river.
There had to be more than two abductors in Kiss the Girls. My fear may have been a link to the Zodiac...up to three thousand???? right??? Motive: copyrights.
Yet, the word "copycat" pops up with a body showing up that had been said to be mine. They had not said it was mine at first.
"A body was found."
Not at the said James Dunn home. Not even necessarily at the Darin home. The Dunn home was very old probably didn't have any insulation and new plumbing old. Pre 1900's wooden slated home that needed a paint job.
What am I saying? I don't even know if that body had been found in a home at all. We all thought it had been the body of man as I was working on a script in the middle of the night and it was with a man with a rapid heart rate and possibly panic attack when the word "divorce" was brought up. That wouldn't make sence. FBI John Douglas was still looking for the 1950 Meriella the girl bride of the Shirley Jane Temple skits.
The next time that I went to go to the presumed Dunn home I stopped first at the FBI building to write something down for a file. I had placed an umbrella on the desk. An FBI man had said, "an umbrella here in LA?"
Several agents had glanced up.
Never know when it is going to rain.
I think that the visit to the James Dunn home may have been in 1989 only because I think of Jason Robards. My fingerprints are on the papers and script dealing with the movie Parenthood and Keneau Reeves may have been kin to Bobby Darin. Movies are not always about money. The making of a movie may just be simple started because someone wanted to promote a kid like Keneau Reeves.
Rustic Diane Wiest had a falling out with Jason Robards. He had been hired by Estelle Parsons to move some of her money into charities. It was like he thought that HE owned the money in this account...right? Was he power hungry? And Estelle said to him in the studio right to his face that "if you don't want this job just say so."
They were not screaming at each other. It was a very polite conversation. Then, it was like he had this major stroke after she had left town like the same month or perhaps year. The thing with gossip is that it seems like yesterday when it may have been months earlier. Perhaps Jason was just getting tired of all the excitement of going into a studio. Very busy place...very busy...high blood pressure time.
Thing is there was a more important reason for this meeting. It had to do with certain phone calls or certain associations that linked him possibly to one of the fishermen in the Green River murders and/or phone calls to and from JW's in the LA area???
The fishermen were pivitol to the situation as they may or may not have been actors or Oscar attenders or cameramen. There was a tie between the streetwalking JW women and acouple of murdered actresses and musicians not necessarily to Jason Robards but his name was linked in with an associate of a suspect possibly and Estelle had come right out to ask Jason if he had anything to do with this fisherman right? He was very upset. High blood pressure time but the question had to be asked. It was asked behind his back. It was asked right to his face. He was not involved with the Green River murders but it was a warning not to get to friendly with certain people running together.
I don't understand this "no one can wiretap" thingy. If there was a borg of three thousand serial scam killers with harems that removed arms, legs, faces and fingers wouldn't someone out there want to find out who these people were and put a stop to such activities?
There was a body in the morgue possibly 1987-1989. The hair had been shaved off I thought but I could be wrong or merely cut very short. The face was gone, the breast area, the public hair, part of the stomache where the uterus once sat. We thought at first that it was a man. I thought it was a man because the fisherman had said that they had seen a man in a house in a chair and his head was on his lap. The cadaver was very much like the Black Dahlia Hollywood uterus removed woman except she had been cut up into pieces.
The uterus is removed as a baby may have been formed which would lead to dna and the genitialia, rectum to remove the sperm possibly. People like this should never be resurrected. But three to several thousand of them?
I looked up info on Jason Robards and it said in his bio that he died in 2000. Whew! I thought he died from a stroke right after the movie Parenthood had finished. I liked Jason. He enthused a sence of power and stability. He was like my father Theodore Melbourne Wigle...never screamed...rarely raised the voice. The whisper was more deadly. I always felt comfortable around him. His looks reminded me of the Shakels more than Wigles, O'Briens, O'Connors, and the Ilers.
The "official" cause of death with Jason Robards was described on IMDB.com, movie web, as "metalized lung cancer."
Huh? How does the lining of the lungs metalize?
Nitrogen? Do people with high blood pressure use nitrogen for health purposes? How many nitrogen cannisters would have to be stored to fill the Rodney Dangerfield swimming pool? How deliveries were made to a studio or home in LA and perhaps in NY? Breathing in nitrogen is a costly affair...right? Not that nitrogen metalized the lungs of poor Jason. I wonder if he upped his insurance just before the so called collapse?
I thought gossip had it that his so called son had walked into Jason's studio office and he had found his father dead from a stroke? I thought that the gossip had it that his so called son had been his only visitor that day?
The angels must weep when they look down on Hollywood. It is said that the angels love music (and baseball)...??? And, at least one angel loved wrestling although I don't think personally that he should have put out Jacob's thigh to win (Genesis 32:25).

Bruce Willis is being sued because "he quit" according to the director of "The three Joans."
Huh!?! As in the three faces of Joan of Arc or just three plain jane Joans?
Oh.....it is tempting don't you agree? I would love to be there dressed up in a sailor's suit with a fake mustache and/or large breasts. Bruce is, how can I describe Bruce Willis. One rarely gets the priviledge of being tempted with really old fashioned sage wine. But, just the wiff is a priviledge and Jesus is going, "huh?"
Jesus knows all about Bruce Willis and Bruce does not belong in Heaven. Then again, neither does King David of Israel. Bruce is a "huh? Come again?" type of guy...a trait we share in common. You know, when people say things like, "Ann Margaret was a prostitute." Bruce would be one of the first to give this, "huh? Come again?" He is a born sceptic. Why would Ann Margaret want to prostitute her body when all she would have had to do, if she wanted a good time and money, is go dancing. Or, place her name on the "if your new musician or boy needs an arm to hang onto and his photo in the newspapers across the world" give me a call and I expect to be paid in advance. Ann did not need to stand with high heels on a corner. It amused me to watch Bruce, even from a long distance. And, the fans know it. They know that side eyed glance that never actually stops focusing straight ahead. It is just a flicker of the pupil for just a moment. One would never want to go straight at Brucie Baby...they wouldn't win. It would have to be a surprise attack and even then Bruce would have mapped out in his mind where all the rocks and knights would be placed.
"He's here...she's there...he's there...she's here."
He had an FBI badge in Annie Field's FBI desk. Maybe it is still there.
I remember once that Bruce said something like, "you know..............???...........well ....???....ain't walking straight anymore." Well, at least for a day or two. He said it with a growl like as if Estelle was suppose to be upset.
Huh? What in the world is he jabbing on about? And, he was still angry about the whole situation. Steam was still coming out of his ears. What did this have to do with me? April Fool's husband? Inherit all of daddies concubine so called owner? What? Who? It smacked Estelle right in the middle of the eyes.
She grabbed Bruce for just a second, least she crinkcle his suit, and gave him a hug and several unwanted quick kisses, "thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you."
"Huh!"
But his eyes were still forcused ahead of him as he rested his back on the wall. No matter how bad boy he is...he is still...like wow. Even when he gets dressed down and the crowd goes "ugh" they still love him well, except the time he put on lipstick, that didn't go over to well with the public. All I can say if you have any spare money go sit in on the Bruce Willis Joanie thing. And, if you are Bruce Willis don't go in there Bruce...send a lawyer. Don't drive a car Bruce...hire a bodyguard to drive...let him get the ticket and spend the year in jail...just ask Leo Cohen.
You mite never be told exactly why you are arrested Mr. Public Speaker man.
Ahhhhh? I have seen so many newspaper reports that I have read that lifted my eyebrows and to each I have said, "I am not going to the USA."
Bruce....???...my heart will miss that last bite and last swallow of coffee. I am a born snoop. Just ask the Dreamaker fudging my dreams, "why did the angel called Zenith jump down from Heaven without permission from anyone?"
"She wanted to snoop."
Some people fall because of a man or a woman then there is the snoop team.
Bruce Willis said that his family was from Germany. Bad idea! Bruce actually has some aboriginal stock in him with a mixture of Chinese. Somehow in "German" just sounded so right. Why go through the "aboriginal" screening process on a job application...I mean it places one at the bottom as "probably uneducated and definitely a thief and drunk" to the top of "overqualified"...right?
"You say you are German."
"You're hired."
Huh?
It doesn't work well in court though Brucie Baby. His feet stop, his back strightens, his jaw tightens and one can feel the, "if that jerk calls me Brucie Baby one more time" smack right in the kisser night...right?
In court a upper middle class German might not do so well if a prosecutor wanted to lengthen an argument that being the case of "was your father a Nazi? Did your mother ever beat your father? Were you once a Hitler youth? Wasn't your mother the mistress of Hitler himself? "We know...here is you...as shown in this photo before you were born standing next to Hilter"...right?
At ten thousand dollars an hour why not go for the longer trial put some mileage spillage on it with "possible relatives on the mother's side from Jamamica"...right?
Yet with all of his strengths there is a weak muscle isn't there for our Bruce Willis is a fence sitter. He balances his life so well and cleverly. Not to bad. Not to good. Nothing to do with him but if you fall on his jacket or bump his arm more than once he will take it as an invitation that you want to dance. He is like the lone wolf of the pack. The one that stands away from the rest. He is partially accepted....partially rejected but in his case that works out well for him. He doesn't need Hollywood.
The Dream Maker has come up with a new segment in my dreams last night. Back to the sage of FBI John Douglas & Mariella.
The FBI had been visited in LA by three fishermen insisting that a murder/suicide had taken place at the old homestead belonging to John Douglas also known occasionally as John Tell also known occasionally as John Sourpuss (1950).
The inside of the house was thoroughly gleaned. Pea in the toilet may or may not have belonged to a night visitor or to one of the many fishermen from the day before. A John Douglas fingerprint had been left on the refrigerator and the tap and the front door. The crime scene had already been compromised by Annie Fields as she laid dreamily on the bed and was caught tiptoeing in her bare feet. There was an unidentified fingerprint on one of the lamps. Annie had found a Sandra Dee memorandum and knelt down on the floor to read it out loud as only one of the Sandra Dee's could have read it. Impatiently John and the other FBI had moved into the bedroom. One lone FBI camera man, perhaps a fan of Sandra Dee, stayed behind mesmerized as Annie Fields shuffled through several personas. She had pulled off the brown wig and under the brown was a soft blond. Everyone knows that to do Sandra proud it is best to do it as a blond. Head bent, engrossed in the reading, Sandra did not notice at first a small red line crossing over her scalp and running down her nose. The cameraman noticed.
Silence.
The reading was over...time for the night cap.
The FBI bumped into each other to experience Sandra back to Annie.
"Did we miss something here?"
Nothing important...not really. The backyard was grided yielding nothing but an old doll with no eyes and a small dollhouse hidden high up in the trees. What next? They already did what most investigators would do. It was then that they noticed Annie rocking a piece of ground back and forth as if she was looking for a squeak. She backed safely away to the year of the 1700's sidestepping the possible graves of old pioneers deaden by the hardships of the 1800's. It was then that she cried out in glea, "look I found a coin."
"What date does it have on it?"
An FBI man fumbled the coin around in his fingers for a moment. "18...0...?"
Pulling out a magnifying operating gadget she looked for herself. Was it 1802?
The FBI man pulled the eye gadget out of her hard grasp to take a look for himself and spent considerable time looking at the enlarged pores on his arm and the vegetation.
"Hey...that's mine," she gripped as she took back receivership tossing the coin back to him, "you can have that."
It was then that the non FBI investigator had pulled up in a car. He was most happy to see her...it had been a long time. He even wrapped his arms lovingly around her. Huh?
He didn't resemble John Douglas in the least. He was more of a Jay O'Sanders type guy from NY I thought. He lit a cigarette...handed it to her for a puff as John and others relaxed. The butt was almost to her lips and that was as far as it went. Her hand couldn't let the cigarette come to her lips. She merely let out a breath through her teeth and handed it back. They talked quite cosely together amusing themselves in secrets. She bumped her forehead onto his to look him straight in the eyes. He bolted. It wasn't his fault. He even got on his knees as she paced back and forth. What was it she had asked during the Kiss the Girls investigation.
"Do you top them as well?"
What is wrong with a man walking into an orgy scene where he is invited to take the girl of his flavour? Nothing. They are all adults.
"I do what I have to do."
He's a wild card swirling around cops and investigators. Did his daddy have red hair? Was he looking for the dead body of Red Button or was it more like Red Skeleton? Or was he looking for CIA Russians with sympathizers wanting to meet for a Honeymoon suite in Niagra Falls or NY?
He's working up a tree. Annie isn't sure why and who but she might be working on the same list. So might John Douglas and others.
Annie waves him over to the trunk of her car. She passes over to him wads of bills which he stuffs into his pockets. She slids a new identification card to him which may or may not have read FBI, or possibly CIA.
He leaves but not before she tosses him a gun.
"Hey...", he looks back. She tosses him the "other" part. Without the silencer he might as well use his own gun....mighten he?
The FBI watch along with the FBI cameraman as the investigator holds up a card to sign, smiling brillently like he had just won the lottery, placing the card in a well seen wallet.
How did he know that she was there at that home in particular?
"News travels."
That fast. She waves goodbye and signs off, "cut off your relationship with me" by chopping off her hand mockingly and throwing it away. She will not be helping him in the future. Nor will she be expecting his help, the relationship whatever it was...is severed.
Shortly there after, a call is made that a warrent for the arrest of Estelle Parsons has been issued by local cops on tresspassing onto the James Dunn property with the other FBI. They are not charged so someone must have been charging her under the "negro" law. Her back tightens. Someone is tipping his cards just a little to early. Negro laws usually leads to Erin Brocovich so called owner of light skinned negros dating back to before the Civil War...right?
Time to leave, time to return, time to leave.
She left the car she had been driving back at a rental be it a lot or a friend. There is a car that is assumed to be safe to drive and without permission she heads out of town in the car belonging to FBI John Douglas. She heads out of town in this old raggety beige coloured car and takes the back roads with the bumps. That is why she stopped the car. Opening the trunk she jumped back with one jump and one scream. Inside was a head.
She stood back for the longest while. What should she do? Go to Canada as planned back to her own family. The contents of her stomache flattened.
She couldn't go to Canada. She had unfinished business back in LA.
The lights of the burning car brigtened the sky that night. She would have to hitchhike back but only after hiding the head and saying a prayer.
Back at the LA headquarters John Douglas comes busting into the common office area, "where's my car?" He belted loudly. Not wanting to lose any more teeth, Annie merely says in her most quiet submissive voice, "you want your car back?"
Why would he want his car back? Is he crazy? Nonetheless, he is extremely hostile, "I want my car."
"You want your car?"
"I want my car?"
"You WANT your car?"
"I WANT my car?"
Maybe she didn't say it loud enough, "YOU WANT YOUR CAR?"
"Yes," he nodded softly.
"Well...you can't have it. It's gone obviously. Go buy yourself a new car."
He brightened not visibly at first. It took several minutes for him to think of the possibility that Annie had been in an accident or that she lost it or that it may takes months to find it.
"And you're willing to buy me one?" softly said without clenched fists.
Annie nodded. It was less than several feet to the door and he covered it in two with several of his friends.
"He WANTED his car back?" relief spread into every part of her being. She repeated it to the remaining FBI still working at their desks. "He wanted his car back," she confided.
"Oh...." it was time for tears, "He wanted his car back Jehovah....he wanted his car back."
Picking up her umbrella and parcel she headed out to unknown territory which stopped at an LA home. The white house was large enough and showed a sence of honesty. She stopped at the driveway for several seconds before going up to the door. There would be no maid nor mother nor wife, no lover nor girlfriend. His mind had been only focused on one thing and that was to find the murderer of his father and kin. She didn't dust. She didn't peek into drawers nor did she go upstairs. She just reached for the picture frame with his photo and left.
She drove around for hours looking for that right spot. There it was...the waterfront. Just a lone spot with water running by and the occassional drift wood. She hoisted the photo onto a pile of twigs and small branches. Lit a candle and for the longest time just let the wind play with strands of her hair as she prayed and read her Bible. Content that she had given the right prayers in the best tones with an honest heart yearning for an early resurrection she lit the wood and watched as the photo curled up into ashes. People on a large boat filled with spectators and tourist waved. She didn't return the waves but duly noted the gesture. She curled up into a ball on the ground and hugged the frame. The day spent, the FBI who had followed her at a great distance were growing weary and needed more coffee. It was time to through the ashes into the water. Another prayer said, a final wave goodbye and ...she stopped to look back.
"You found something didn't you."
Someone new had come into LA. He, they, might be leaving by plane or train. No...this was not the best time to leave LA.
Stories are made of such dreams and unrealities, sparks and parts of dust. Stories are blends of who we are and what we become. We keep threads of it around like a button from a dress from 1957. We hide them away with all the needles packed into a hapless shape in a drawer or a tailor box. Some are just shadows that drift in and out of our dreams. We hit and beat them back but we don't ever let go of them completely.



Did you watch The Seventh Sign? Did you notice Estelle Parsons as Lee Garrington but on that particular day she was also Mrs. Fox in Dante's Peak as Estelle funded, at one time, Earthquake activity and employees like a Portuguese Nun.
I was so angry. Estelle, the doctor, is at the beginning, however, in reality she was really at the end.
"Are you trying to kill her?"
It was an honest question from a mother. Did placing Demi Moore under such extreme pressure and jokes seem like something anyone should do to a pregnant woman let alone a mother? What if one of the falls was to have caused the uterus to rupture? Then what? What if Demi had become lost in emotional tiredness? How many physicians would say that this was a safe movie for a pregnant almost full term woman to be involved with?
I asked again, and again, "are you trying to kill her?"
"Is this your way of forcing an abortion?"
As far as Jurgen Prochnow or perhaps Tommy Lee who may or may not have thought it was a great time to change names, I merely referred to as "Divorican?"
Oh.....I was extremely angry. I even went to the cathedral where cult images had been placed on the wall at the entrance.
"WHY IS THIS HERE?"
"I didn't see it!!!"
"Get it off...this minute."
Demi followed behind me hanging onto my sleeve as I ordered other rubish to be removed from the church. I wanted to know if the church had changed it's policies or was it bringing in one of the worse blasphemic apostic teachings that they thought would attract the dull of hearing to a "new" word?
Were they really praying to God to put souls back into people? Did they really believe this rubbish that God was not putting souls back into people and no more souls would be allowed in Heaven?
A small group of worshipers had gathered to light candles.
"Why are you here?" I asked with disdorn as if I was not a sinner myself.
"We want to ask God a question?" the man replied with heart felt remorse.
I yanked out my scarf and dorned it on my head as I opened my Bible on the altar. I answered one question after another as Jurgen Prochnow stood at a safe distance in the back. The soul issue had to be addressed and this "new" apostic teaching had to be stopped.
It is true about souls as referred to in Revelation 20: 4 - 5:
"And I saw thrones, and there were those who sat down on them and power of judging was given them. Yes, I saw the souls of those executed with the ax for the witness they bore to Jesus and for speaking about God and those who had worshiped niether the wild beast nor its image and who had not received the mark upon their forehead and upon their hand. And they came to life and ruled as kings with the Christ for a thousand years. (The rest of the dead did not come to life until the thousand years were ended). This is the first resurrection. Happy and holy is anyone having part in the first resurrection' over these the second death has no authority, but they will be priests of God and of the Christ, and will rule as kings with him for the thousand years."
That being said, "who was the Apostle John speaking about here when he employed the word "souls"?
These are the 144,000 bought by Christ Jesus. This is the bride of Christ. These are the nuns and priests throughout all the decades that proved worthy of the description including the disciples from the Protestant religions throughout the decades. They were asleep under that spiritual altar but at one point they will be resurrected at the same time as the Apostle Paul explained in 1 Corinthians 15 when the LAST soul is brought into the Heavenly tent. All the humans not of this class are still sleeping in the grave as the Apostle Paul explained in Acts 2.23 - 34: "Actually David did not ascend to the heavens, but he himself says, Jehovah said to my Lord: "Sit at my right hand, until I place your enemies as a stool for your feet."
"Until the enemies are placed" Jesus would have to be patient and wait and so would the dead.
"Men, brothers, it is allowable to speak with freeness of speech to you concerning the family head David, that he both deceased and was buried and his tomb is among us to this day" (Acts 2:29) David had to wait until Daniel's prophecy was fullfilled that of seven times passes over.
"And because the king beheld a watcher, even a holy one, coming down from the heavens, who was also saying: "Chop the tree down, and Ruin it. However, Leave its rootstock tiself in the earth, but with a banding of iron and of coppre, among the grass of the fiedl, and with the dew of the heavens let it become wet and with the beasts of the filed let its portion be until seven times themselves pass over it" (Daniel 4:23 - 25). Thus, the Gentile rule will dominate Israel and there would be no legal Jewish King on the throne appointed by Jehovah until that time passes over it. 7 x 360 days = 2,520 years. From October 697 to January 1914 is 2,520 years and it is understood that in 1914 Jesus started to reign admist his enemies when he directed his attention to the earth. No where does the Bible say that the dead will rise during this time period described in Matthew 24, "as the beginning of pangs of distress" which marked the return of Christ Jesus. Paul said when the "last is resurrected first, then" that was when the apostles would be also resurrected. Thus, praying to idols formed in the fashion of Mary or Paul was somewhat limited to say the least if they truly were still sleeping in the graves right?
Back to the souls of Revelation. The Bible teaches that animals are souls that we ARE souls. We are flesh and blood and we have the unique trait of the breath of life which allows us to have the smallest amount of Holy Spirit. Thus, the Bible says, that the spirit returns to Jehovah and Jehovah knows that a sparrow has fallen. Does the spirit return in the form of a sparrow? Does it return in the form of a human? But it is not human...it is holy spirit that once inhabited the human body and it carries with it the secrets. It is like a supernatural dna electroid which Jehovah stores in His memory banks.
Are the souls under the Heavenly altars the spirit of the Holy Spirit? Undoubtedly...yet when God choses to resurrect such humans they will not be in the flesh nor blood. God gives them a new type of body. Thus, Demi's baby did not have to worry about being souless. He was already a human soul or human body. The angels as depicted in the movie were in a rush to get that last human up to Heaven so that Demi's baby would not be invited to have such a heavenly soul. They forgot one thing? The choosing had not finished. There was still one more to be resurrected was there not? At least one from my viewpoint.
I was angry. I actually threw something at Jurgen. "How could they not see the harm that they had done to Demi Moore?"
Notwithstanding they had the wrong Iris. And, even if she did or did not have a bellybutton...what was it to them? Did they assume that she had royal dna, thus a royal dna baby that would be souless? What does that mean? Were they hoping that Jesus was not to be born into the Royal earthly family thus he had no rights to inherit? But, that right was already given to him in Heaven as the "first born" of all angels, "the first born" from the dead, "the first born (spiritual human to be resurrected to the Heavens". As first born he does not have to be born in royalty to inherit the earth.
"My, my, we are in a hurry are we not Satan?"
"Jesus would never have willfully cursed an unborn child to die in the womb because the times of the Gentiles had expired and it was his right now to rule the earth."
"Jesus is not King Herod that destroyed all the children under two in Ramah."
Okay. There will be a time of judgment where the pregnant women and their children will perish at Armaggedon just as pregnant women and their unborn offsrping died in the flood, but, only when the angels have reported to Jehovah that they have finished the marking of the foreheads and the separating of the sheep and goats"....when they know that all children to be born will not be responding to goodness, when the dna of humans has become so saturated with animal dna and diseases, when there will be a risk of no human suvival, then, yes, pregnant women and unborn child will die on that day.
Jehovah waited till humans were down to eight souls before the flood poured down. There is a judgment hour for which there is not a resurrection and that will come before Armageddon. It is a sad case indeed. Humans have decided for themselves to be willfully sinful to the point that all life of both animals and humans are at risk.
Then there was the mogoloid boy to be sentenced for killing his mother and father as they were brother and sister. Is that what dna test results showed?
But, that is not the point, I had to get the Bible out to explain to this mongoloid actor that "the rule of no marriage between brother and sister is not a Jehovah rule"...."it is the rule of Ceasar." A human overuled Jehovah's rule because of the imperfection of humans. It started to become necessary for even cousins to marry outside of their families to over run the risk of having the same fatalities. If a diabetic was to marry a non diabetic there would be possibly 50% less diabetics. Jehovah did not say that marrying a first cousin was wrong. Abraham is said to have married his sister or first cousin as did others that professed to believe in Jehovah and HE did not frown down upon it.
"Where did Cain get his wife?"
He married his sister.
I can't imagine Jesus walking up to a pregnant woman and saying to her, "you're child will be born dead. It will have no soul."
Jesus would have reasoned with her and have explained to her about her right to everlasting life and these are the rules.
My mouth dropped open during the screening of The Seventh Sign. Demi was not prepared to see herself naked. She didn't know that they had placed cameras in the bathroom and her bedroom. And, there she was as big as life on the big screen. Wasn't she beautiful? I thought she was the most beautiful pregnant woman that I have ever seen. She had no extra fat on her. She was all baby and beautiful. Did she think that someone was trying to shame her?
They are the minority brain dead...from the "let's be first to go to Gehenna" gang.
Was February 29 an April Fool's Joke?
The little fella was circumcised by a Rabbi on the first day of birth not the usual seventh or eighth day as custom. He also received his first taste of wine and the bread that represents the body of Christ Jesus....was it that March 24, through a synagogue or a Jewish teenager accompanied by an old woman?
My mind has transferred from wanting everyone to make it to Armageddon and let's try to hold it off for as long as possible to...we can't wait to much longer...but we will wait longer. In my mind, this world may last another twenty to thirty years. Just look how far we have fallen down since 1950 - 1953 when Shirley Jane Temple was held in prison against her will because she dared to say outloud, "Armageddon won't come until there are lemon drops falling onto the ground."
"Apostacy!!!" Shouted some very knowledgeable folks from the UK and NY.
Now to carry on the saga of Johnny Golightly and his notso bride like Holly. John and Holly was first teamed as a Golightly gang in one of the Shirley Jane Temple skits when Shirley says outloud, "Ohhhhh....Mr. Golightly!?!" It was a name copyrighted by the Shirley Jane Temple guardians that would write down all of "her" plays even though they may have been less than several minutes. It was a John Barrymore thing and Jay Gorney thing I guess. Side thing, 1956 visit by Shirley to LA...she had composed a new song and inserted the word "don't be a browner". She giggled, "I guess I shouldn't say that should I...would it sound okay if I sung, don't be a doorknob?" They had no problem with "browner" but still it did reflect that a browner might be a stupid brown person licking the butt cheeks of the whites doesn't it? How can one call on the blacks to cross the road and join the "no owner" clause with Jesus if one doesn't at least take the lead in cleaning up on one's choice of words which may or may not include soft racial slurs like ninny and browner?
Back to the head in the trunk of the car belonging to John Douglas. Back to the FBI building in LA. Back to the outside surveillance video reels. And...there they are....a group of young people in a vehicle and it appears that one is carrying a large pumpkin in his hands. The pumpkin was placed in the car and that was that. The explanation from this particular group of young actors and young professionals with acting and/or studio executive fathers was that it was "a practical joke."
Question: Would the FBI be breaking a wire tapping law if a murder had been committed and someone deposits the head in a trunk of an FBI director? Would this be seen as a "lawful" reason to wiretap in lieu of the fact that the phone numbers go back and forth to the same fishermen that said they heard screams at a house of a man that they said had been beheaded? Yet, they don't know that the man is a guest or part owner?
Unfortunately for someone, the same group of fishermen seemed to choose the wrong coarse when they came back with papers to have Estelle Parsons arrested for "breaking and entering" on the home where Estelle Parsons and John Douglas had visited with "phony owners" and "phony charges."
FBI John Douglas notes another misdemeanor in his many notes on his file marked Angelina Pier/Audrey Hepburn/Janis Joplin/ Estelle Parsons/on and on. Yet, it did not start at the FBI station. HIS file started at the so called "Bounty Hunter Station"...did it not John?
Speaking of Audrey Hepburn she was in the movie, Woman Interrupted or was that Girl Interrupted...a perfect title for psychotic mixed up teenagers bedding in a psychiatric hospital. Actually, she played three roles in that movie. It seemed as if someone posing as a "father" decided to have her escorted by unoffical police officers to a psychiatric facility. This so called latest "father" didn't know that his boys had picked up not a young woman but someone that may have been closer to forty but who they seemed to be confused with a younger woman of mind. Copyright scam artists have to act fast. They can't allow for any time to lapse. After all, a new daddy may come looking. It is so easy to pretend to be mentally challenged. I mean...I am mentally challenged...why pretend?
What an opportunity? It was like "free rent". "Spare time to write up a script or two uninterrupted" for a change. And, the personalities!?!
Psychiatric hospitals are not prisons per ces. Patients are allowed to use a telephone even if it is in the bacement after hours. Soon, all sorts of older actors were showing up as visitors and nurses. I know...I know...it was a nasty trick that hanging thing...but still...one must make it to the morgue or at least give it a try. And, the angels whisper to each other, "there she goes to the morgue again."
It is a matter of routine. Unfortunately, the new daddy was arrested on a charge of vagrancy and may have faced extradiction to his own country and possible charges of interfering in the sexual well being of his so called daughter's body...right? Estelle Parsons made the movie because she knew of someone, a JW, that sliced her arms and tried to committ suicide several times. Is that what the audience wants? They know she is heading upstairs...they know that she will possibly do worse than induce fleshly pain herself as a way to stop the emotional pain. All the little girls would be praying and trying not to cry as they sit with the popcorn and whisper, "don't do it."
Daisy was not being cowardly in not cutting her wrists as put by Angelina Jolie. She had faith that possibly a year down the road...things might improve. She had a little faith that maybe Jesus did love her after all. Poor Rider! Poor Angelina!
Taking pills does not stop the guilt does it? It might help if one was to hear the click that turns off the guilt button or the emotional pain button if one was to consume large amounts of pills and alcohol. But, for some people, they never hear the click. They never totally close consciousness in that way. Only sleep for a few hours. Then, it starts all over again.
Hey girl! New program! Take the advice! Start over again! This is only an interruption.
I thought it was a great movie to dispel the fears of an institution. After all, it is not exactly a Bible College.

Daisy had not actually met this so called (new) daddy. It was most unfortunate that he left his identification papers at home. Too bad about the vagrancy charge and whatever. Guess what? Our Daisy was s two years older than "daddy"...or so it was said by the FBI...right? Did he, and they, already put in for guardianship over Daisy's accumulated wealthy by Sin City? Thinking about Sin City and well, the thought did come up this week because I sat watching old 1960 Elvis Presley movies....that Elvis had a parculiar walk that was quite different than most fellas. Elvis didn't have a barrel chest per ces. Perhaps, it was from the Army training to put the chest out and well, Elvis did it quite well and never did give up the habit. He walks a short spell and up goes the chest. It goes up it seems when he is standing stationary. I don't know why. It just is that so did the serial killer in Sin City....hmmm? Well, he was just killing the nasty people that like to take off arms and legs, eyes and vaginas. It isn't as if he was truly a horrendous villan or anything like that.
Did you notice that the cab driver's last name was "Hoover?"
Except that the name was recognized by Audrey Hepburn like, "didn't we meet on the way in?" That was why they never got away. It wasn't anything that niether Angelina nor Rider caught onto. Rider was free to go as a bird. After all, she had no money, not at that time. Best, not to smile too broadly. Best not to talk too much.
I have a simple solution to problems. If I survive...I can always come back and help even those fortunate enough to make it to a morgue. If I don't survive...well...it wasn't as if it had not been in my heart not to phone a lawyer or a cop.
This morning I have been amusing myself with mathematical equations. Did you know, for example, that it takes this earth exactly 365.2564 days to go around the sun? I had been wondering why the charts for the sitings of Halley's Comet varied so much. Halley's Comet comes every 76 OR 77 years. Some charts have it as low as 71 years way back when. The last date that Halley made it's flicker was in 1986. That being the case can we go back in time from 1986 by using Halley's Comet on the 76 year role as charted in our modern times. 1910 to 1986 = 76 years.
It never occured to me that when Bible scholars think of years and placed the historical times down in their calendars that they were counting by 300 years and 365 years. Why would we think that the ancients did not arrive to the mathematical equation of 365.2564 and that when they wrote down a year in the Bible it may or may not have been 365.2654?
Wouldn't they have corrected themselves by using solar calendars and the movement of the stars? Then, there is the three star system, of Saturn lined up with two other planets like ??? every three years??? God's time table is perfect. It isn't put out of place nor traced wrong because of being in bed with the flu for a week or two. Thus, I have calculated that we have 1986 plus possibly the start of 4006.8453 (and maybe not) of the countdown from imperfection not necessarily the beginning of the last six thousand years but possibly close. Six thousand years of imperfect human rule followed by one thousand perfect rule by Christ Jesus and perfected human co-rulers.
I am trying to get a fix on Halley's Comet as it travelled between 611 BC and 600 BC as Daniel revealed more prophecies that depended on the counting of time to the rebuilding of Jerusalem, the appearance of the Messiah, the temple being cast off then the remaining time of this system of things and systems of things. The next appearance of Halley is expected to arrive on time 2062 C.E. Carrie will be about 93 years old.
We have calculated the ending of the six thousand year time period as 1975. The 2520 years of Daniel's prophecy as 1914 from 607 B.C. when Israel fell to the Babylonians. At which time Israel was not to be trampled on by the Nations. Then we had the haulocaust. Yet, it was hard to find Jewish dna, at least in one of the camps. A woman identified herself in the earliest of the Anne Frank movies as "her" but said to Estelle Parsons that the "clip was that from the First World War not The Second World War" which doesn't mean that Jews were not imprisoned in camps between 1932 - 1946 ending I thought just before September. The dome of the Gentiles is still on the temple sight of Jerusalem so it appears that Jehovah is not in any hurry to remove it. Not that He won't. Where are we in the time of prophecy?
King David's rule ended and Solomon started his rule yet the rule of Solomon was running parallel to part of the rule of King David. For how long? David himself was too ill? Yet, he was still King and Solomon was King designate. Thus, if we say a king ruled Israel for forty years and died we can't depend on those counts as being significant to exact time as rulerships overshadowed each other by one to ten years one would think.
Thus, the comet may come close to indicating the more exact time counting from 1986 backwards with the 76 year rule.
Personally, I think we may have added on too many years. 1914 was the beginning of "pangs of distress" as shown by two world wars but it is not the climax. Those living through those years saw it as a climax. And for those that are of the 144,000, they will see "the end" as prophecied in Matthew 24.
Those that saw the beginning in 1914 would have to be at the earliest two years old to six years old with understanding and could still live on to 2012 and still be alive to see "the end" if Armageddon was to come in 2012 and possibly could extend that life to 2018 and still die at 112 or even at 118?
What if someone had manoeuved nations to make it look like the whole world was at war so they could say, "look we have a world war"? And a "seond world war"? Could newspapers and television crews and movies make it look like a war was everywhere? We saw evidence of a war in Italy and France and the United Kingdom and parts of Russia? Is that a world war? We called it a world war We hoped that it was indeed a World War and evidence of the beginning of the reign of Christ Jesus...did we not? It bothers me that there was no Jewish dna at one of the camps? It bothers me that the Germans historical record of marking their prisoners on the arm does not correspond to six million Jews and a figure that bounced after 1967 - 1970 when Estelle Parsons pledged all monies made from Annie Franks Diary was to go to Jewish survivors from Hitler's haulocaust camps? If we did dna testing on the some of the survivors would it show that they were all Jews that received help from the Anne Frank's Jewish Memorial Fund?
Well, one thing for sure not all the Canadian soldiers that survived were given any monies for freeing those in the camps did they? Many of them complained of not even receiving help in the form of a soldier's pension from Canada.
How far off are we in the count? 365 days a year should have been behind the 365.2654 count? I think we may have added too many years to try to bring all of mankind's history together. We will just have to wait and see.
Seventy six years from the year of 4006.8453 would bring us to th year 3930.8452 BC and 365 would bring us to 3930 BC., that is, if 4006.8453 years equals 1463525.80 days. (76 times of the Comet's appearance would be minus about 27759.486 years (365.2564 x 76 times of the earth around the sun to the appearance of the Comet or 27758.486 and/or to the year of 3930.8452). We are now left with 1435767.40 or 3930.848 BC. That being the case how many times did the Comet appear and where was it placed around 611BC, 10 BC, 1914 and 1900? Maybe we are 76 years too far ahead of ourselves, not exactly according to newspaper gossip stories...huh?Most Jehovah's witnesses see winter coming and I dream, "bring in the sheep" and I can feel the door of the arc closing. What will the earth be like 53 years from now? Will it be inhabitable?
Yet, Jehovah still said, "Keep praying that your flight may not occur in wintertime, nor on the sabbath day; for then there will be great tribulation such as has not occurred since the world's beginning until now, no, nor will ocur again. In fact, unless those days were cut short, no flesh would be saved; but on account of the chosen ones those days will be cut short" (Matthew 24: 19 - 32).
It will be someone's winter somewhere. For those that stay in this fleshly spiritual releam of Jerusalem and even apostate Christendom, not finding an approved condition before Christ Jesus the Messiah and his father Jehovah perhaps might cause them to delay finding a safe haven and winter and the sabbath might overtake them. Perhaps, some of the apostles were reluctant to leave Jerusalem in ancient times as they tried to rescue more relatives and the congregations or maybe they were confined to the prisons and Jehovah brought an end in ancient times. Will any of the 144,000 be still on this earth when Armageddon comes? Not if the last one is resurrected to the Heavenly altar...then the vegeance domes?
I am too old to fret. I long for the deer and the bush. The quietness of the streams and a rocking chair.

Rechecking my prophecy and calendar mathematics I have arrived at new dates and figures. Counting from ZERO date to 1986 C.E. leaves us a little short of 6000 years...neight?
Counting back 76 year Comet cicles...1986 years to the year of 5962 BC leaves us short...neight?
However, from ZERO BC/CE to 2062 years we have 5938 years and counting ZERO CE/BC to 5938 BC ....2062 years we have the same amount based upon ZERO yet zero is also a Comet year...neight?
2062 plus 2062 = 4124 years
But what if ZERO is 3962 years am I double counting?
3886 years is 76 C.E.
3962 years would be ZERO year ...neight
4038 years would be 76 B.C. (before Christ)
ZERO YEAR WOULD HAVE A COMET employing 365 days and not the scientific fact of the earth going one cycle around the sun in 365.2564 days.
Thus correcting the math starting at 3962 as Zero....2062 days would fall in 6014 BC
5938 B.C. would be 1986 years and 6014 B.C. would be a comet year based upon the showing of the 1986 Halley's Comet.
6014 is too far over so we would have to go with the 1986 years and/or 5938 B.C as the countdown from the fall of Adam and Eve after the LAST CREATED DAY HAD ENDED and a new 6000 year cycle started. Huh?
5938 B.C. to ZERO year would be counting down from 5938 to ZERO year on about 3962 B.C.
6000 years minus 3962 years = 2038 years left until the Sabbath where Jesus is said to be the ruler with 144,000 humans turned into angels to be co rulers with Christ.
2038 minus 1986 C.E. = 52 years
2009 C.E. minus 1986 C.E. = 23 years
1986 C.E. plus 76 years before Halley's Comet reappears = 2062 C.E.
2062 C.E. minus 2009 C.E. = 53 years.
The next appearance after that would be 2062 C.E. plus 76 years or 2138 B.C.
At the present moment we are scientifically on the watch as massive life forms in the style of zebras, elephants, lions, tigers, hawks, butterflies, birds, are becoming extinct. In another 129 years we will have had Halley's Comet pass over but will we have any life left on this planet called Earth?
Shall we pray that things are over before 2062 C.E. or 2138 B.C.?
Interestingly Haley's Comet flew over in the year 608 B.C. give a year or two for the 365.2465 adjustment. Daniel's prophecy started counting, it is assumed 607 B.C. and the prophets astrologers were using the stars to count the time when the Messiah would appear and also the end of time when the judgement arrives or the 2520 years which if started in the year of 608 B.C., for the sake of argument, would be 1912 C.E. yet adding on the 365.264 where we shuffle with two years sometimes plus to bring the calendars into alignment we have 1914 C.E. as the time period ending the 2520 year wait as prophecied by Daniel the prophet and Jesus is ruling, not yet, over mankind, but over his bride of those that make up the 144,000. When the last of the 144,000 have been executed or died or resurrected to the Heavens, there would be no more reason to wait. Jesus has fulfilled the Jewish law which requires a man to take a wife for a year before going to war. We assume that from the 1914 - 1918 period that religion started to "fall" as prophecied by John the Baptist on that "day" but not a literal day. The fall of Babylon the Great, religious rule by mankind, started and is STILL falling. A day being not a literal twenty four hour period but a day that has accumulated several points of dishonour, facts shared in common. The drying of the River Euphrates is this time period as millions are quiting the churches and churches are closing by non support.
We have the following list of Haley's Comet as gleaned by history
27 march 141
17 May 218
16 Feb 374
28 June 451
27 Sept 530
15 March 607
2 Oct 684
28 Feb 837
18 July 912
5 Sept 989
20 march 1066
18 April 1145
28 Sept 1222
25 Oct 1301
10 Nov 1378
9 June 1456
26 Aig 1531
27 pct 1607
15 Sept 1682
13 Mar 1759
29 Apr 1910
9 Feb 1986
The number 76 is in sinct with 26 and five and in lots of 5 equals the number 30.
And if you take the 6 day or 6000 minus the 7the day that would make one day with God and multiply the 78.967368 by the perfect seven we have the figure 19.164619...can't you see in your mind's eye, all the planets turning at different speeds and as they turn planet nine shades number one planet next to it and the light degresses into a buildup until one turns into a nine shading six to a three, four loses a count, 6 turns red and before one can even take time to consider the one next to the decimal...it is daylight!!! No wonder the angels leap for joy at the glory of Jehovah.
Wow! Talk about David Endicott...did you know that there was more than one David Endicott? I didn't know that so for all the Endicott's around the world please understand that THE David Endicott of Montreal was related to the old man Endicott and one FBI agent 19(blank) possibly 1970. It behooves me not to remember exactly who Shorty Shea was in 1966-1970. He was an FBI man undercover during the initial phase of the Sharon Tate investigation but his appearance with the FBI disappeared during the many USA trials. Edith, the FBI mega computer boss would know Shorty Shea's real identification as she held in her memory banks the wiretaps, the photos, the trials, the rap sheets, the fingerprints of all federal agents, extended perhaps to dna samples as provided 1967 - 1970 vulontarily by all agents it is assumed, as the evidence and FBI files are stored into the many FBI computers on the premises. I suppose if one was to use a computer in the FBI building for personal emails and transfer of information Edith would have noted the date and time zone which may have been set to a Canadian time zone by the owner of the Edith, Nasa, Pentegon, CIA mega computers which may or may not have included Yahoo, Bell, and others that use the same internet via a studio owned Estelle Parsons mega computer...right?
Was Shorty Shea an Endicott...brother or cousin to one David Endicott? He was investigating trials that had to do with David and perhaps his own father's or grandfather's death? Or perhaps just the involvement of a man that may have been involved with the burning of his father or grandfather's home plus a Catholic Nunery and the disappearance of several nuns in the same local area of the Endicott's state...that's possible isn't it?
Was it Marion McKinnon Tricker that said that David Endicott had the head of a man that was said to be his brother or cousin and had placed the head with Mrs. Mother Endicott's skeleton that had been removed from the shed and placed under a tree along with some tapes and photos in a newly constructed Kingdom Hall after the workers had left for the night.....but that is just gossip...and gossip is what? Subject to question and dismissal.
Elvis had said that he had gone back to school to become a police officer. Bobby Darin who never attended a school had been offered a police job, CIA and FBI position, yet Bobby was known to make up gossip or so it is said during the 1966 - 1973 time frame. Was the offer made so that he would stand a better position of trust as a witness for a courtcase which may have involved one of the Sandra Dee's...particularly Angelina Pier/Estelle Parsons?
"I have no plans on charging Bobby Darin," as said by the Estelle Parsons/Sandra Dee who bought out the other Sandra Dee actress for copyright ownership. Thus, there would no longer be two Sandra Dee's. There would only be one Sandra. Payment was provided through the studio. Contracts were signed which made one of the Sandra Dee's a little bit richer and she didn't have to work for it nor endanger herself nor her family. She was not the Sandra Dee as shown in the wedding photo released to the LA newspapers by Bobby Darin as Bobby wanted to show off the broken fingers damaged during an FBI interrogation pre Sharon Tate scenerio. A woman's body was identified as Estelle Parsons/Iris Wigle in the Bobby Darin home...dead...as photos indicated and held in an FBI file. Bobby was missing. Yet, part of me wonders if there was a headless man removed by possibly men connected with the FBI and that there may be more photos not shown to me.
"That is not Bobby."
The photo was of a male laying face down on the front property of the Darin home. There are no photos of the face. Had the face been removed along with fingers?
"Look there is a mole on his neck. Bobby did not have a mole."
They showed no more photos to me.
"His son said that his father was chasing him with an ax and he shot him."
It's too clean. Why hadn't the FBI shown the one photo to me during the investigation? The year of the investigation? The month? The day? Why wait for Estelle Parsons to dig up the Bobby Darin grave to find an empty coffin? Why wait for her to go to all the hospitals and morgues, funeral parlors and states? Why not just show her the photo right the next day?
She's invited by a coroner to another Lee Harvey Oswald's autopsy?
"Where's the rest of his body?"
They only had the head.
"This body had been put into a fire...look there is sand around the mouth and ear and the darkness implies fire."
"I don't think that this is the Lee Harvey Oswald body."
Now...we have, it seems, more than one David Endicott. That is not unusual. Two Iris Cutforths...that is unusual... there are only three hundred Cutforth's in this world..yet we have a second Iris Cutforth living in Canada on the Praires. Is it Alberta?
We hae a David Endicott a "solicitor", not to be confused with a streetwalking JW's nor a prostitute, working for an Endicott firm in the UK. His major role is with complex high value estate and trust matters. Hmmm? His partners are Andrew Woods (not related to Natalie Woods nor Estelle Parsons nor Catherine Zita Jones nor any of Natalie's clan. We have Geoffry Bryant, no relative of Elder Bryant who was on my side in Montreal and who ?moved? between the trial and the next year. We have Carol Shaw no relative to THE Sandi Shaw and her understudy. Sandi Shaw was the name used by ABBA for Frida around high profiled muscians outside of the name of Frida. If ABBA found Sandi Shaw when she was in the UK, France, the Netherlands, or particularly LA, then they had found Frida. Estelle Dimelor...definitely not OUR Estelle nor Demi Moore young girl person falling all over the place during a would be movie thingy with hand over her heart. Martin Hughes and Ann Barker possibly related to the Hollywood Hughes and Barkers...and maybe not. Interesting firm...most interesting? Not exactly phone lined connected with Camillia Parker Jones no relation to the Camillia Parker Brown Jones grandaughter of Mable Brown Jeffrey and Elsie Wigle clan...right? The photos are most interesting of David and his partners. Where have I seen these people before? Definitely not at my many funerals? Yet, this David is not the In the Heat of the Night Endicott grandson David. Had he ever posed as the second husband of an Iris Cutworth? Was this the infamous Dennis Cutworth who may or may not have claimed to be the Erich Siegel number three or four persona? Very familiar face but not to familiar. I once had a man that walked up to shake hands with me at a LA luncheon where I was meeting a studio executive about something with other personnel.
"I don't know you. Who are you again?"
I had pulled back from him. Strange? Problem is I and you may have met a person posing as a witness in 1967 - 1970. You see the face once but they "no you". They may or may not have hundreds of photos of you. They may or may not have personel items taken from your house or garbage or photos of you shopping and walking about and possibly even in a Kingdom Hall. They may sit right next to you or behind you. THEY know you. You don't know them. They may even pretend to know all your secrets. They may know the size of your husband's underwear and what type of aftershave he may prefer. He may even had physician's files photocopied and dupicated. He may have even school files with falsified information and he knows exactly who it was that was pretending to belong to the cities School Trustee pool with falsified identification. He may or may not need to depend on Daddies allowance or he simply may need to find a way to maintain his standard of living. He doesn't know Jehovah. He doesn't know Jerry. He may or may not have met Medussa in his trials.
It is so strange. In LA, I think, there was a theatre that was no longer to be used by anyone as Estelle Parsons may have ordered a chain and lock to be placed on the building to prevent anyone from picking on an actor and taking him or them or anyone out in hair pins and lipstick tubes along with pumpkins and hat cases and whatever. I had a dream the other night about it. The dream goes like this...a black man and his wife and son are asked to go to a theatre for a local meeting in LA (or NY) for a prize thingy. He is told to go to the back door and not the front door as only the whites are allowed to go to the front door. Imagine is this had happened to President elect Obama. Obama, as Estelle well knows, has an esteem problem. Obama may be a racist...right...and maybe not. He may or may not think he is a cut above the rest of mankind. It is a male thing. He can't do it.
He walks up to the door without any FBI nor CIA agents. He doesn't even touch the back door. His driver holds the door open which had been left ajar by a mere block which falls out on it's own after serving it's purpose. There is no one there to greet him and his wife. The inside is soft with a little light which shares the shadows with the wooden studs and old unpainted walls. Is this the entrance for a Senator and his family? Or a man that seems to think he is related to a once rich Hawaiian banker? He's not going in. Nupe! He plants those dark light skinned negro toes deeper into those black shoes of his. HE does not need this. THEY need him. He can say no. He probably won't even be missed. The family follows the lead away from the door. It bothered them that their daughter was not allowed to accompanied the family. The driver shrugs his shoulders. It is nothing to him one way or the other. The door closes shut. The driver may have thought he was doing the polite thing closing the door but the door, you see, was never to be closed. This particular group of theatre goers had not asked for permission to use the premises. Some how a man playing the janitor maintains a home there. And somehow between the front door and the back door the front door is opened it is said. Once locked the only exit is the back door to keep preditors out. The back door is on a security system and the only person knowing how to unlock it is the stage hand who may not have had permission to use the building. Everything rests on that man staying alive. If he was to die somehow even accidentally....no one will ever get out. Left inside without modern ventilation and windows there will be no air left within a month's time or so it is said.
Hmmm? Fortunately, I guess there was an earthquake and I may have okayed the removal of the building through an insurance adjuster as the whole thing seemed to fall down.
"On it's own?"
I know I said the samething.
Now we have another David Endicott by the name of David Stephen Endicott who married a girl by the name of Christine Adams Handy daughter of Ethel M. Wolverton of Osyster Bay and a father by the name of Chalmers Handy (who are not related definetly to Edith the computer nor Edith Kennedy nor Christine of the Phantom of the Oprera). It appars that Christine goes by the nickname of Nina. Now Nina? marries David Stephen Endicott son of Mrs. John A Duly (not related I don't think right to Tom Duly?) and James H. Endicott of Florida. The pair were married by the girl's maternal grandfather, Reverand Dr.? Harry A. Fifield (no relative to Sally and Annie Fields) at Woolyhedge Estate. I was afraid it would be The Piglethedge Estate for a moment or two. And Christina graduated from Mary Mount Manahtten College (no kin I don't think to Mary the Mother of Jesus but it may be a close call...right?)
Hmmm? I don't think that this is the David of Montreal bearer of three sharp knives, scarfs and mice pellets...do you think I am wrong?
This David Endicott is a dance instructor not necessarily the choreographer of the many Hollywood musicals? I know that for a fact. I may not understand the rest but I know exactly who the choreographer was even if I don't spell all words right?
I was really hapy though to come upon this sight as it quotes a lot more articles from the New York newspaper which was enlightening like it has next to the wedding article all sorts of interesting things to learn like
1. Rome, Academy learns how to cook
2. Receipe: Blood Orange Olive Oil Cake
the blood with the olive is a turn off for me
not exactly Kosher to the eye but it mite be
worth a try
3. For a perfect Roast stick a spoon in it
(reminds me to much of a cadaver in Hollywood
with a spoon stuck in the eye or so I heard)
4. Stuffed pork with figs (defintely not with a knife,
nor a spoon, nor a bird, nor a mouse)
6. Field notes on something
7. The Green house (not located in Newfoundland...
not the Anne of Green Gables homestead as
whipped up by our Lucy Montgomery)
8. Two clans learns to be one (please don't do the
Hollywood movie thing?)
9. Secrets of The Cake Stand. Now that was mite
be interesting. Is this Cake Stand larger than
a pumpkin?
10. Joy of planting - earth sun and peas
But I have the Awake magazine for that info?
Such is the life of a sluth....not necessarily exciting...not exactly dull...just full of questions and past experiences not exactly with a Cake Stand. I missed my calling. I wish I had actually went into the installing phone thing. It is a missed opportunity. Think about it for a moment. I could have written a book like Inside the Mind of the Bell Telephone Line. Who needs to ask an FBI agent or a cop? Get it for free.
"You're not John Douglas....you're THAT Endicott!"
That being said and with time to reflect prayfully, "That's alright...you might come in handy down the road."
We had a visitor while canvasing the said James Dunn home. One of the sons of Hollywood's legend Red Skeleton came for to talk to me. He had missing kin along with murdered relatives of his. I handed him a new badge, not necessarily FBI. He left briefly but backed his car up for a second chat. I hesitated but went over to the car. In the meantime, the trunk of the car I was traveling in had been left open.
"What are you doing?"
The FBI were looking through my cases. Someone stuck something in their pockets did they? I said nothing more and merely closed the car's trunk. Was the original badge of FBI John Douglas in one of the briefcases?
I did not recognize this man as the late 1960's John Douglas. But, then again, I was not sure if Kevin Spacey had posed on occasion as John Douglas. Anything is possible in Hollywood these days. Point being...if I was confused about John and Kevin...I may have been confused as to the 1969 FBI agent by the name of John Douglas...right? It would be obviously a legal question to consider in a court. Best left alone as Dustin Hoffman would say. I stopped writing, "you did something different to this room?"
I had to think for a moment or two. It did not have the same light. I waltzed over to a window to take a peek see and realized that the Old FBI building was literally gone. I was in shock.
"Where did the FBI building go?"
No one commented. I asked again for a second time.
"What did you do with MY building?"
I have mortgage papers which read, "owner" somewhere.
"We needed a parking lot?"
"But, you didn't even ask...did you?"
No, they had not asked. Just shrugs of the shoulders. After all, they, these men, had not been involved in the decision making of tearing down MY building for a parking lot.
It's like if I have a home that I was leasing out, Jehovah's witness elders would take it upon their shoulders to build another Kingdom Hall.
"Where's the Sharon Tate house?"
I had it in storage housed in another building I had purchased close to the CIA building.
"We needed more room."
And with the FBI buildings were taken over to make room for more CIA and FBI offices?
They are like a bunch of pregnant women rearranging the nest. Is it a man thing?
Devil thing? Jesus thing?
"Superior authority" thing as outlined in Romans chapter thirteen?"
Thirteen? Why does that sound so dangerous?
I might have a profile on this Medusa persona. I don't think that Medusa actually has more than ten snakes on her/his head? We assume that Medusa is female angel type persona because the snakes enter whined in each other make it look like her hair is long tresses right?
I believe that it is just ten snakes. With that being said Biblical speaking ten according to the best Bible scholars means COMPLETENESS. Thus, ten snakes on the angel, and I can be corrected on this at any time, might indicate TOTAL angelic force. When one sees Medusa as a persona the angels might be saying, "watch out...we have a fix on you...and together you will be wiped off this earth"...as they pool all of their powers together right?
Now snake might be a hint that they are not on the right side of Jehovah's long arm of the law. God used angels to create this earth and it's many forms of life including vegetation and He can undo creation in a moment of time. Just look at Lot's wife. According to the Bible she became a lump of salt...just like that...for looking back in a deliberate act of disobedience. And for what? A house? A man? A child? Money? Things? Barretts?
Did you watch the movie Termination Point last night? Did you notice Estelle Parsons in the parking lot...the woman with the grocery bags and beige sweater?
It is like, "I know if I grab her arm and ask her to go to buy everything on a grocery list...she will do it because she is that accommodating?"
Why was his mommy too sick?
Except my version would have been much different than the movie. My Estelle would have looked up to the storm maker and say, "my...oh my...how nice it is to see you Jesus." And smile with fascination.
"Here to pick up a few Highlanders huh!?!"
If something as massive as a gigantic storm front was to pass over my head and a few cops, FBI, CIA, bounty hunters with wills and monies on the mind well, "welcome home."
"I don't belong here."
Could Jesus have said it any better? I love storm movies. Storm Cell was not as much of a thriller as this one; Ryan was interesting. I can't remember all the names but mostly picked from friends, enemies and common names in my home. I wonder if both of these visits were inspired by Demi Moore's plight to run out of blood?
Thing is...what is deliberate sin? We do it everyday don't we? If I was touching something evil on occasion would that constitute deliberate sin? If I did not understand deliberate sin...would repeating the same mistake, say about ten times, would that be crossing over from going with the flow to deliberate sin? And, if Jesus was to show up now and then to protect me, would it be deliberate sin for me to travel the route where I place myself in the path of destruction?
I don't think that Jesus likes Hollywood. After all, he sees everything. I see only the leftovers of a party and malicious backbiting. Is it possible for one to actually participate in idolatry without even thinking about it?
The Biblical Three Hebrews, well versed in the law of Jehovah in the days of Daniel the prophet did not tempt Jehovah with deliberate sin. They would not bow down to the idol. If tested today, how many Jews, Jehovah's witnesses, and others deliberately bow down to an idol and eat of the forbidden delicacies placed before them on a table. Which table to chose from? Jehovah's or this worldly system of things.
Hint from Satan to Alanis Morrissette, "I don't think you are unworldly, I need time to deliver right" as Alanis sung the newly composed verse in place of Satan's address to her and the audience anticipating a fall perhaps.
Would Jesus consider the phrase, "unworldly" as a warning that she is as the name of the song implies, no longer invited, thus, "Uninvited."
I look back now and I have said repeatedly to myself in the last few months...."what was I thinking...I would never even consider that". It is a puzzle. When does a child become an adult and at what cost? A nun is put under obligation to help a baby and a child "if it is in the power of your hand to help" according to the Apostle Paul. Yet, the Holy Spirit would have condemned the Apostle going back into Jerusalem to save the spiritually dead child, would He not?
It is the time when the Holy Spirit shouts out, "leave this place for God has decided to put it to destruction"...going back would be deliberate sin...would it not?
Natasha Redgrave? I doubt very much if she had no bellybutton. I met her only once in my travels. Not exactly a Demi Moore. She doesn't feel dead. Maybe like so many actresses she just wanted to go home to her real parents and not play with the dead so to speak...right? It makes one wonder if there were two Natasha Richardsons? Well, nothing that dna testing can't clear up.
Reporters go to great lengths for a story....piecing who they do not know together with who they know...filling in the spaces with possibilities which may never have existed right? It is all in the fingerprints and the dna. Find one lie and the pile might yet collapse and what and who will be at the bottom? What is the last mask to be removed from this dung heap of the lives we have pursued?



Oh...I remember what I was going to add this morning. Forgot what I was thinking about for a moment.
Man From Snowy River did you ever watch it? Kirk Douglas had asked me if he could use the song Waltzing Matilda as I had composed it 1962 when Matilda the surrogate baby was ill in the hospital. I held her in my arms and waltzed around the hospital bed. I went to great lengths to hide it as an aboriginal song under an Australian legend. If Sandra Bullock had whale bone bandages placed over her vertebrate to keep them in place then...she was Matilda the baby winter of 1962. She was one of the surrogate babies that Sandra Dee and Bobby Darin were planning on adopting. There I go again. Sandra Dee and Bobby Darin don't actually exist. They are creations like Beatrix Potter and Renee Zeewinger...just parts of me. Estelle Parsons and Billy McVoy (Lewis)...did I say it right?
I had a dream about Kirk Douglas last night after watching the movie this week Man From Snowy River and as I was watching the movie I had asked myself, "where did you go Tom?"
Was Tom Burlinson missing in Hollywood? It is like thoughts floating in and out of my mind while watching on the couch, "they threw me in swamp".
I tossed my head slightly as if I was trying to substain the emotions and place them back down where they had remained hidden for so many years.
"Quicksand?"
Had Tom managed to play dead on top of quicksand in the LA area? Characters are like the rabbits belonging to Beatrix Potter...they come to life most unexpectedly. And I fidget for the rest of the night and next day. Had Tom Burlinson been arrested in LA? I have a slight panic attack for no reason. It came and went.
Everyone adored Tom who played Jim Craig in Man from Snowy River...probably because he wasn't playing. Tom was not acting. Sometimes the audience can meet an actor and adore him or her till they open their mouths and the spell is disipated. If they were wonderful on screen the truth of their personalities come out. Well, sometimes that might not work. People would met one personna of William Holden and hack his persona to death, turn around and meet Terry Thomas and want to sit down immediately for a chat and cup of tea. Occassionally though...they meet the real viper.
Tom is the type of man that one wishes life eternal placed upon him. He reminds me of Robert Rae Wigle.
At any rate, I am in the Kirk Douglas home back in the USA and I am put off with Michael Douglas.
"You're father told me that he hasn't had a bath in weeks...why didn't you bath him?"
"He didn't ask me."
I bathed Kirk Douglas.
"Keep your undies on."
Undies and all and as I was washing him as he sat in a chair in the bathroom I smiled and did the Sigrid Thomston thing. He frozed. It was as if he was looking at the dead.
"Oh...you didn't really believe that I was still on that rock did you?"
If one looks close to the rock scene where Jessica is hanging on for dear life one will see two Jessicas and two rock scenes. One would see this massive high rock above the head of one and one would see that a horse whip could be lower down several feet to help the damsel up.
The white grey mare was at the bottom of the cliff. I can't remember how the accident happened. No horse would deliberately jump over a cliff would they? I just can't remember.
Jessica, number one, did not go up the cliff. Jessica, number one, tore her clothes into a rope and went down the cliff barefooted as taught by Robert Rae Wigle. The best thing about that cliff is the formation of the rock itself as if nature had pieced it together here and there. When one is trying to be like Christ Jesus, most of the time, one does not worry about death. The heart worries and has the doubts that leads to the shakes but the mind is clear, "no matter what happens the next time I open my eyes, I will be with Jesus."
And, if the Jesus plan fails, "then in Paradise."
"I probably won't even feel the fall.............unless I survive."
"What do you think you are doing?" inquired Michael Douglas roughly.
"I am having a shower installed so your father can sit in a chair and take a bath for himself."
"See this red paint?" I had asked Kirk Douglas.
"Don't turn the water dial past this red mark or you might burn yourself."
I don't take hot showers. I take tepid showers and I place my hand over my head while showering so that I don't lose any more hair. Hot water kills the hair roots and it falls off. I had beautiful mid thick hair. Now I have very thin hair. "It happened almost overnight you say?"
I grieve for Tom and I don't know why. I don't even remember if I liked him or not. I admired him.
"Did you know that Kirk told everyone that you were an unwed mother?"
No. I did not know that Kirk told everyone associated with Man From Snowy River that I was an unwed mother. Believe me, I was anything but unwed. There was baby husband from Runt Wars. There was Jerry Lewis. There was Michael Trembley from Montreal and several men that popped up without marriage certificates in court cases all complaining that they had married me. The photos only showed a veil bride...no face. Isn't it strange how many couples marry with the "NO cameras allowed...we want no photos of the faces." Hmmm? There is the Bobby Darin marriage photo as presented to the press 1968. There is the Dennis Cutforth marriage liscence that Marion McKinnon Tricker insisted that was really the Nathan Knorr "registered" marriage liscence in said Knorr name after the Cutforth wedding. I don't have a Dennis Cutworth marriage liscence. I don't even have the April 01, April Fool's 1969 marriage liscence as only my vow was said and the groom walked out without either of us signing..he already having a wife not wanting to break the law of God and man. ??? It makes one stop to reflect for a moment doesn't it?
Four marriage liscences...all to Jewish men...all to Irish men. And one Jewish aboriginal...correction possibly three Jewish aboriginals???
Where did Tom go? Well, he lived to do another movie. Obviously, if he told me that he got out of quicksand...then he didn't die.
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