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What is your theme song?
Submitted by Spanglish

What is my theme song? It was billed in 1957 by a studio director as "all little good girls want to go to Heaven." And, I thought that it was true. Most of my stories always ended with me dying like in Love Story, or my true love dies on me and I live each day after washing dishes and thinking what it might have been like to have things work out differently as in Anne Shirley or like Beatrix Potter who is more like my real personality than persona's who loses her manager boyfriend type person but it is okay she finds someone else that doesn't move the earth under her feet and he loves animals and can know them well enough to pick out their individual personalities. I had composed Kingdom Melodie Songs for the JW songbook. Can't remember how many...was it about seventeen? But, singing to Bobby Darin out numbers the Holy Book. I never gave it much thought before. What is my theme song?

"Singing to dead Bobby Darin."

How does Jesus weigh it all? Does Solomon kill Bobby and Sandy in the end? Or does he just embarrass the hell out of them by composing his own song inserting even the words that the lovers spoke to each other and the "one hand under her head and the other ...?...." Solomon did not say where the other hand was at did he? Well, it wasn't his hand. However, Solomon is the judge and the King and for what ever reason decided along the line that his step mom the Shulamite belonged in his bed and he had, he thought, a very good case of adultery against her. But, would he have murdered her husband just to keep control over her? What difference does it make three thousand years later?

Solomon composed over five thousand songs or poems so it is said. Where are they? I have an idea of where his first wife the Egyptian daughter of Pharoah may have hidden them. It is wise to keep quiet. I don't get it. Jews decide who is an Israelite, not by the father, but by the mother. If the mother is a Jew then the kids are Jews. Is that the same for the children of the legal will of Solomon. His first wife, and most important wife, was Egyptian, thus, his kids were not considered Jews legally. Hmmm?

In Sphere with Dustin Hoffman I played with the idea of having an angel from Solomon be the alien.

"I don't believe you are an alien. This is just an Obeonecanobe thing. And angels Sir, are not round shiny balls of liquid air bubbles made up of helium and organic matter."

The rule is that one should never approach an angel without permission. Very tricky. Remember the Burning Bush of Moses? Take off the shoes when approaching and have clean feet. But a woman...very tricky indeed.

"Beth you went into the Sphere."

Beth did NOT go in nor near the Sphere. Angels do not present themselves so readily to mankind.

"The plane went down in 1943." In a storm, one might add. Jehovah must have manoeuvered it. But why? Why would Jehovah destroy humans in a storm just to fall a plane?

"It might have been carrying something or someone very important," concludes Beth outloud in front of NASA spy equipment hidden in the panels and along the routes.

"Solomon?"

"Solomon is not important enough." And, Solomon was "out of sorts" with the Lord of Hosts not for marrying so many women but for becoming involved with pagan practices which may or may not have included child sacrifice of passing through the said child through a fire to be sold at auction. Solomon may have been purchasing female children illegally in the eyes of the LORD?

"Prophet?" But which prophet. There were so many, Zechariah, Malachi, Nahum, Zephaniah, Hosea, Amos, daniel, Joel, Obadiah, Jonah, Micah, Habakuk, Haggai, Jerimiah, Isaiah, Elishah, the Apostles, ELIJAH, EZEKIEL AND  M O S E S.

"MOSES?"

Beth falls down on both knees and crosses herself and bows her head. Did scientists find the bones of Ezekiel? One would not want to test out Jehovah in such a way. Why? Because Ezekiel visited the Third Heaven in a mega way...strange things happened with Ezekiel would they? The bones of Elijah, it is said, brought a man back to life when his body had been thrown on top of the dead skinless bones. One would not want to triffle needlessly with Elijah unless it was to rebury his body where no one could ever presume to find it?

"God would not want man to have the body or belongings of Moses...???"

So...???...maybe the body of Solomon and Pharoah are with the five thousand poems....I could just run in and run out...whose to know...not withstanding that I don't even know where they are hidden away like manna for future reference???

Women...it's very tricky. Must I remind you that I am not a menstruating woman anymore? I am just an old woman dying possibly from scleroderma? I have no energy to walk across the street nor the desire.

"Good guardian angel or evil?"

"Does it matter?"

"Well, good angel might want to be released from duty and return to the Seventh Heaven. Evil angel might not be allowed to leave. I mean if Jehovah wanted a good angel released from the clutches of Satan...it would just happen...HE would not need a woman nor a man to do the job...not imperfect humans and an evil angel...maybe he is where he should be right?"

"Best leave things alone Beth."

Beth did not go into the Sphere.

"Beth it is your imagination that is creating these things...you went into the Sphere Beth!"

Did Beth go into the Sphere? She ran backwards and held out her hand and was pulled from an upper floor into the Sphere. Why? Because Bobby Darin had manifested himself.

"Bobby!!!"

She took a step forward, froze, gasped, reached back with her hand and was pulled back into the Sphere and went into a deep sleep and reawoked back up in a hallway in front of Queen Lafahah's door where she had orginally fallen asleep. It was just a nightmare that she went to look at the Sphere. Her body did not leave the door nor hallway.

Beth did not go into the Sphere. Nightmares don't count. But, do they? If a human visits the Third Heaven in a dream without a body does it count.

Beth went into the Sphere.

What is my theme song? I don't know. I assumed it was always to go to Heaven to be with Jehovah.

1950-1953

Shirley Jane Temple was arrested, arrested, arrested, arrested dozens of times for three years in a bid for control over her parents, adopted parents, adopted parents, adopted parents, dozens of adopted parents most dying and most disappearing and she escapes.

The door was left open slightly and she runs but returns to get a ?barette. It is just a small human thing. It is made of plastic and metal. It is not even an important thing. It is just a human thing. And, the jail door shuts behind her.

Did Jehovah destroy all the half human and half angels in the flood? Are they a race also?

What is MY theme song?

I really and honestly don't know. I woke this morning feeling like Ashley Judd and Ashley was more cop than nun and a very angry cop type person  So many characters to write about...so many stories to tell...most of them not even completely truthful. If Bobby was alive would I want to stay on the earth? But Bobby isn't alive nor is the Jean Seberg baby that died before nine months in the womb from a bullet shot. Did JW elders go to all the cemetaries to block the burial of a so called black baby? The Jean Seberg baby was not black. She was a white baby that never will be resurrected, or so it is said of unborn babies. They never did get to breathe in the breath of life and don't qualify to be resurrected.

A barrett? My theme song may be "going back for the barrett". But, I have not composed it as of yet. It is said of the nuns, priests, parsons, ministers, that make up the 144,000 in the last two thousand years, that they have each a "song" to sing.

"and those who come off victorious from th wild beast and from its image and from the number of its name standing by the glassy sea, having harps of God, and they are singing the song of Moses, the slave of God and the song of the Lamb, saying, "Gereat and wonderful are your works, Jehovah God, the Almight. Righteous and true are your ways, King of eternit. Who will not really fear you, Jehovah, and glorify your name, because you alone are loyal? For A L L the nations will come and worship before you, because of your RIGHTEOUS decrees have been made manifest." Revelation 15: 2-4

"And they sing a new song," about the worthiness of Christ Jesus because he is righteous and he has "bought" persons for god out of EVERY tibe and tongue and people and nation," to serve as righteous good kind judges when the resurrection takes place. Slave owners beware! These ones will be made powerful and will execute the ungodly in the future from every corner of the earth until all humans qualify to approach Jehovah directly and speak to HIM without Jesus. Why would people think that they could be slave owners? Even Jesus gives up being in control of the congregtions and bows to the will of Jehovah when all mankind are adopted as Jehovah's sons and daughters. ...the sonship that Adam lost. Revelation 5: 9-10

"I heardwas as of singers who acompany themselves on the harp playing on their haprs. and they are singing as if a new song before the throne and before the the four living creatures an dthe elders and no one was able to master that song but the hundred and forty-four thousand, who have been bought from th earth." Revelation 14:3-4

I have not mastered my song as of yet. I played it once on a lie detector test like a harp after everyone had left the room after I had passed a lie detector test in LA or NY 100%. The song started off slowly and just a little higher than the average child, it skipped along with highs and lows, fears and loves, beatings and kindnesses, it falls deeply into depression from beatings through 1966-1968 from Canada to the USA and UK. It spikes to an extreme high in 1969 under the assumed names of Sharon Tate 2 and Sharon Tandy and falls almost completely with the same breathe down an equal spike to virtually non existence, followed by a long thread of small almost unseen bumps and flows for the longest time like almost forty years and I stopped. I was in shock. That was my song? Just a long tread at the end? But does the end of the thread end in an up or a down? It is a Jewish thing to end a song up. UP as in God's approval. Is being just a simple person all that bad? Why should one person be responsible for the blind and the starving? It hasn't been that bad. I have concentrated on the Bible and the ministry to whatever extent I could do so. Iris Alona Wigle-Cutforth can be described as a very simple, unassuming, boring religious type person that can't sing, nor write. She is very quiet and very few people can find fault with her. They don't actually speak with Iris A. Wigle-Cutforth. People see her.

John Howard Douglas may have an entirely different outlook on her. Micahel Douglas might see her quite different from Howard and George Clooney and Russel Crowe. Sean Connery sees Iris as Iris playing Sharon playing whatever but to Sean Iris is Iris with a lot of alias names. Sean Connery would look at the photos of Kate Nash and see nothing wrong with her dresses and poses. Stephen Connery would laugh. He would find the photos funny. Sandra Bullock would laugh. Catherine Zeta Jones would be upset and remark something like, "look at her hair." So would Natalie Wood. It is a psychological trap separating groups of people and exposing their inner most feelings towards those whom they have deemed as unimportant. Estelle Parsons was considered the most unimportant person in Hollywood and she enjoyed the position.

What is my theme song? It doesn't look good.

Last night at our JW Bible book study, Live with Jehovah's Day in Mind, Chapter four, page 17, we studied about Hosea and how Jehovah God told this prophet to go and take back his wife Gomer and forgive her for her lovers and he does. Jehovah now uses that simple scene in His theatre to show that He too is in love with His wife Israel and even though she ran after other gods and lovers He wants to take her back gently because He can see that she ran away from inexperience. She thought, like Gomer, that these people giving her gifts and paying attention to her really didn't love her at all and she learned this in the end and came to appreciate her husband's love even if he didn't have anything to give to her in his hand. I feel like that except no one in Hollywood gave me a gift. Well, once, someone gave me a bunch of roses after an Oscar Award night thingy and I left them by the hospital bed of Al Pacino except Al said later that there was a poisonous snake in the flowers and he shot the snake. But, outside of that. No one gave me gifts. No one said thank you for neither scripts, nor songs. An Oscar doesn't count. Why is that? Does rumour have it that some actors receiving an Oscar are later beaten on said night and fingers go out in hat pins and lipstick tubes? Now to be fair I must add that there is more than one Oscar night. Fans think it is just one main event but there are two to four nights and is the first night the deadliest of all which might not have anything to do with talent scouts and scam artists?

Truth be told I have not received gifts from Hollywood. JW's have given me marriage gifts, baby showers and have taken me free of charge in their cars to tour the neighbourhoods looking for Bible studies and to me that is the best gift of all. Roy Onnicaut of London, Ontario, gave me kindness as a gift. Marion McKinnon Tricker's daughter told me that her mother had poured five vials of mercury in a drink and I had the worst headache immaginable and couldn't even remember things. I was nounless and during my ten years of an upward battle to remember nouns a long the way Roy would see me come into a Kingdom Hall and offer to find a seat for me. And, if he saw that I had forgotten my song book, Watchtower or Bible he was always sure to make sure that I had one. It is hard to organize and speak through a blur isn't it? I can't find a Roy personality for you. He is a little like Anne Shirley's Mr. Cutworth but Roy isn't shy like him. Roy is very dry and quiet with a very pleasant simple wife who would have loved the photos of Kate Bush. She would have chereished a hug. Friends like these are nice gifts from a loving Creator.

What is my theme song? I zig zag a lot like the nation of Israel I think whom Jehovah Himself describes as a "shameless camel"

""A swift young she camel aimlessly running to and fro in her ways." Jeremiah 2:23

The Apostle Paul warns, "You cannot be drinking the cup of Jehovah and the cup of demons' you cannot be partaking of the table of Jehovah and the table of deoms. Or are we inciting Jehovah to jealousy? We are not stronger than He is, are we? ...I say that the things which the nations sacrifice they sacrifice to demons and not to God and I don not want you to become shares with the demons." 1 Coronithians 1:21-22, 20

Was the arrival of the buffalo in Dances with Wolves from demons or Jehovah?

I am not sure except that it wasn't in church. Reading the Bible makes me feel good about myself. Hollywood gives me a headache and heartache and has only added to my baggage of tears.

Goldie Hawn switches to the personality of LeAnn Rimes and does the giving my heart to Jesus thing by singing Amazing Grace in a local church and on her arm is the brand of Lizard King. Well, she was in the middle of a movie with a JW elder and Susan and he whispers to another JW on the set, "We should invite her to a Kingdom Hall." Did you see the movie? Dah?

We touch things without thinking and go with the flow of things without thinking. I think when I am in Hollywood and I have to say I am more like the anger of Ashly Judd and June Wigle. Hollywood brings out the worst in me. It reminds me of the lost...the tremendous loss and it is like I am saying right back to Jehovah, "you weren't there for me. What horrible thing did I do to YOU in 1966 - 1967 that YOU would not have had a hedge around me?" Jehovah promised to place hedge around her servants? Why was there no hedge around me? I just wanted to preach and had not even gone to Hollywood to sing my songs. I just wanted to feed the starving. I didn't do anything to Jehovah nor to anyone else. I was faultless in 1966-1967. I wanted to be a missionary telling the good news in Montreal and He did not do the hedge thing. And, I remember it everytime I go to Hollywood.

"Now You have reason to hate me. Now You have reason not to put a hedge around me. Now I have a reason to repent and now I can say I am sorry for whatever it is that You thought I was not good enough to have a hedge around me!"

Hollywood is daytripping to nightmares.